.suki KUR0MI ^~^

its 3rd aug already

2011-08-03T10:27:00.002+08:00

Been months i know!
bet u saw the prev post tt i mention there was some stuffs i saved in my mobile? here it is! enjoy reading. =x
sometimes wonder y i blog. i think my future son/daughter can read them aye?
let them see hows mummy's life like? sounds crazy. that will be erm yearrsss dwn the road.

22nd may 2011.

Went heartstrings walk at MBS today! 4km walk! Shiro came to fetch me at 630 and knw what? It drizzled before we reach the highway! Omfg. We stopped and hide in the shelter till it stopped. So worried. Cos once we're on highway, there's no turning back if it pours. Scary thought!! Anw its very smooth there. And we're kinda noob cos we dont knw any motorcycle carpark there. Asked the security and he lead us to an open spaced carpark. :3 shiro says it is 2cents per minute o.o like? Exp!? So many people participated! And our so called starhub booth? There's no one there, excuse me? Call us to report there then? -.- hack. Slack ard till our PM LEE ARRIVES. 2policemen approached us they're seeking volunteers for the policeforce. Then so shiro told them he's also a police. Their smiles are so bright then. LOLS! Anw they wanted me to consider and gave me a brochure. Being kind hearted i took. But deep in my heart i know i do not have any qualities for police :x shiro knws also. He told them that i cant. Wahaha. Anw after they leave us, guess what? I opened the brochure and i laughed!! The minimum height requirement is 1.57cm! And my height is 1.56. LMAO. Not only do i not have any police traits, i do not qualify for the basics too. Srsly face palm! So funny. And something worth being mad at? Shiro decided to give the goody bag a miss because of the queue! Dammit. He's as stubborn as bull when it comes to crowd. Disappointed but still alright cos starhub paid for my share. Haa. So we went off. Its like super early ard 10am!

27MAY2011
OMFG. BTO JUST LAUNCHED. What to do? Suddenly hadda very weird feeling. Pit in the stomach!

13june.
Yes it is a big jump from abv! BTO RESULTS IS KNOWN. They say my queue no. is too far back. 3x more than the avail flats. Like wth. So it was unsuccessful. Fk. And my sis's bestie got queue no.37 for 5room! Wth sia. Is it surely due to luck? If thats the case.. I dont think shiro and i will get it. Our joined forces luck somehow repell each other zzz.. Been tgt for so many donkey years, of cos we both knw what isit like.. Dammit.
I've cursed and swear. Felt very unfair and made shiro rather mad at me. Was supposed to cut off contact with him so i can cool down.. Who knws, we met up the following day -.- will touch on that later.

Met jess last sat :3 like finally! She's my beenox friend! Can you believe it? Beenox is still living! Haha! Gilbert, jess, dan and me :D beenox is my first precious empire! It is the source of me being enthu and friendly xD am not like that at all last time. Lols. Thats my freshmen year. Hahas. Jess taught me lotsa things that day! Exposed me to gmkt sg. Actually it is same as taobao, just that we can buy directly instead of thru a middlemen. She's experienced thats why she knws. (: think soon enough, i'll become a gmkt addict. LOLS. Somemore with time and patience, shd be able to hunt some cheap loots. Cool! And there's this something that i've never known in my whole life. Something called 'mr.niceguy' syndrome! Omg it fits perfectly into the description of a guy i've ady given up on. And totally disrespect. Mayb i shd pity him instead? For having this illness? Or shd i pity people ard him? Not everyone will get the illtreatment, unless that someone go against his ideas or did not listen to his advise. He treats everyone nicely. (thats why its called mr.niceguy duh), therefore ppl will have this perception that he's hlpful, kind and reliable. Thats why only the victim sees his true colours. And no one will believe the victim, BUT ONLY THE MR.NICEGUY. Yes like wtf. I live for myself, not for you! Thats why i only listen to your advice. Got it? LISTEN! Not change bcos of your words! Heated up now. Angry again. I always got so agitated when it comes to this. Luckily im not the only victim, therefore i have people that stand by me. And with this syndrome, im even more confident that this is totally not my, but that bastard's problem. Jess case is worse than mine, cos the grp of followers apparently left her out. All those blind assholes. Zzz.

Anw, find jess really courageous! She wanted to go backpacking wit frd, or alone. God. -.- i can go korea free and easy! :X yes the backpack taiwan so tempting too. 2weeks of exploration. Wow..

15th june
Mika says she missed me! How can i not go cosfest now? LOLS its a miracle via jess will be supporting her frd at cosfest too! What coincidence! Love her! Got company now! (: anw she's going as photographer hee. Cool! Was thinking to dress up nots. I've went to collect my wigs. And they are disappointing sobs. I'll try to straighten one of the wigs, maybe i can wear that? Hope it works! And another great news! Gary's booking out the day before cosfest! Thought i'll be rather lonely w/o him :x and i will dig his recent target out! Planning to keep everything to himself! Hmph. T.T yay now i cant wait for 26th! Wahaha!

Didi came back frm brunei, w/o losing any weight!! Seem like he's been eating well. Thou they are stuffing themselves with maggie and not-tasty-cookhouse food. Lols. And he says he's heading to hk end of june -.- that was fast! Not working but rich huh o.o and am going tioman with chingu, xuan and their cousin, shu fang :3 quite exp thou! Almost 300bucks. Dint know its so exp > w< anw first timer always must buy thru agency, subsequent ones, can free and easy. (:

17thjune
Our club meet up was postponed. Cher fell sick, get well soon! Changed to next fri, after ms ouh's pasirrian's gathering. Hee!
Smsed gary last night, rather sad conver. My aim is not the cosplayers! But he dont get it :( kept giving me warnings not to stalk them. :( means i cant follow him ard! Cant be like last time. Wont be able to revive the past ady huh? Sigh.

And then i also quarreled with shiro last night, i cant hlp it, am starting to pity myself for having a policemen as boyf. And thats not the worse part, he says it will surely get worse in future! Many says the first 3years is the crucial part. To me, more like this is the crucial part. Whether i can go through his ib period, is still a mystery.

Went steamboat with unni chinguls (: much laughter! I like being with them cos i can totally be myself. Teehee. Then we went mos for drink till 11. Requested shiro to come fetch me, and he really did. Mayb it is like what he said, he'll make use of every opportunity to meet me. Yups. Anw he posted a status on fb for me. Haha. Everyone says it is damm sweet. Oh wells. Not really, after much scoldings and naggings frm him. LOLS. He says he found peace when he sees my face. Is this really? Like true? I thought i have a 'i wanna complain' or 'troublesome' face instead. :X oh yar, then sharon shoot me with her cold arrow saying i'll take him for granted if he treat me too good. Wahaha. Super true :x lols. Anw shiro's rope burn is getting disgusting. There'll surely be a scar!! Took few pics of that wound -haha call me sicko > w<

18th june.
Got up early today to straighten my wig. Hardworking eh? But it is still very cmi. Sigh dont knw what to do with it :x i forgot to book appointment for hairdye again. OnO.

Went korea bbq with fam, ahma and 4th aunt tdy (: super sad cos there's no mushrooms! Omg! Overall not bad, but kinda not worth the price for me. I dont eat pork o.o wasted :x took lotsa interesting photos with my new specs frame! Got it frm taobao :D glad that so many ppl had fun with it hehe. Love my mum's. She totally looks like my elder sis seh! Haha! Anw I'VE FINALLY BROKE THE NEWS TO HER!! And expected, she nagged. :( lucky sis was there to hlp me. Hahas. And my papa too, try to distract her. She kept quiet when my sis told her i've bought the tickets teehee.

21st june.
Completed secret garden in 2days! Pro huh! LOLS. Yoo In Na is so pretty! Thou she's not the main lead. :3 hyun bin looks kinda restless, as if there's no soul in him! Omg. Thats why dont really find him attractive lols!! Now moving on to dreamhigh taecyeon not handsome one :( watch for only 30mins and start to feel tired. Visited daddy at tts yest aft work. Bought a get well soon balloon for him! Haha. Cheer him up. (: he looks lively, and still jokes ard. Yokata. :D then mama brought mum, uncle john and me to nearby chicken rice shop. Omg it is really nice! Even the kang kong is superb! Bringing shiro there next time. Teehee. Oh shiro is sick. Down with flu and he still wants to go work! Very stubborn! Working his life away, not worth it really.

28th june.
Otw to meet poly mates. Shd be planning for upcoming chalet. (: think i'll reach dam early. Our secretary is so crazy. She pin point mok and me and says that we're the ones taking the files and left the empty box there for her to clear. Like wtf? I dint even go near the files. Is she blind? For accusing us like that? Like some crazy women. Even told us that she's not the maid. -.- like i care? Go catch the culprit then.

Anw i've started watching dream high! Left with 3 epis :3 but not going to watch any time soon cos im MAPLING ONCE AGAIN! WAHAHA! The whole maple was revamped. The mobs levels all change, there are new jobs introduced. And the maps all changed. Currently playing wild hunter. Very nice and fun char. Something that i nv try before! Both chingu also same job. Even myyuki too. (: great to have frds in there. And my cutepink, the skill changed for bless! Wtfs. My bless looks so fking ugly now zzz. Totally cui. Damm sad.

30th june.
Dyeing my hair now. (: hope it all goes well! Need to trim cos the hairdresser says my hair too dry! T wT Work is bored max. Shiro is down with fever. Called in the afternoon, told me there's free tix to transformers coming sunday. What great timing, i'll be dinning with angel and shihui! Roar. Bad news aye? Anw my maple is lvl 38! Very happy abt it. And yest, there was this guy that stopped me and ask me to be his maple gf. He ask for my age. And i told him, the real one of cos! And he told me he's 23as well. O.o i thought wah such coincidence to meet such age in maple. Haha. Then he followed me ard o.o kinda irritating sia then he admitted to me that he's 11 going on 12. Lmao. No wonder he type soooo slow -.- he can be mymaple didi. No wait, i dont want such didi. :X my prev maple didi dam good and pro, gave me so much things! Bring me explore too! Dont think this kid will LOLS. AND I GOT MY MUSHROOM KINGDOM MEDAL! Wahaha!

2jul.
OMFG. Didnt regret going for beast fanmeet! Omg totally killed by kikwang! Hankyung really handsome in rl and dongwoon has such sharp features! Handsome! Knw what? During the encore, i rushed to section A2. Stood by the chairs and started snapping. Lucky the ushers are only stopping and napping those standing or rushing to front. And omfg. Ppl start to rush to the front! Its so high and i joined in too! Gikwang is right infront of me singing dancing so happily. Omg totally electric-fied! So happy putting on that sweet smile. :D mesmerised! Then he took off his top and threw to the crowd. Towards my direction but landed behind me. And omfg. They lunged for the tee and i almost dropped my cam -.- they look like tigers fighting over a small piece of meat wtf. Wont go fight with them. Better to snap pics! Lols. Shiok. Super happy! Kept replaying in my mind. ' you, you, you, you, you, you beautiful my girl, my girl' (: yes kikwang is the most attactive!
yoseob's face is as chui =.=
JunHyung looks better in real life
our maknae, doongwoon features are real sharp- prince charming hehh.
as for Doojoon, he's mischievous! made us laughed alot~
and the last one, i cant even get his name right. =.= ps ah.

3rd August.
yesyes im back maple. and myyuki told me edwin has been eyeing my cutepink lvl. made me so stress. wth. so i leveled her :) thanks to my pt yest. (there was 2x!) they are real nice people. 1 frm msia, 1 in NS. both 20+ like me!. OH NONO, we're all 18. young at heart :DDDDDDDDDD HW is so nice to gimme 3mil!!! cos he pitied me? gt hacked previously. and i wanna buy my blue bazura. lols. soo kind~ and HM offers help to help me get helm~ :)

maple is now fun, no longer hav to face so dao and rude xmm and xdd. talk to em like talk to wall. dam pissed cans. anw maple is down now. damn sians....
oh they gave out free hair coupons! can u believe it? and i got a cock-ier hairstyle than chingu =----= mine is all cornrows + tied in 2 buns like chun li. cornrows chun li hairdo. sucks big time = n =
gg to use the 30k ACASH shiro bought for me soon. *HE'S SOO NICE RIGHT?!!! actually recently i find tt he's really a nice guy sia. super understanding. hahaha glad to have him! mayb its bcos my sis kept psyco-ing me saying tt he's the best. if it is others, i would hav been single half of my lifetime. cos only he can tolerate me = 3 =

okay. what else happened?
my class started, monday 1 Aug. i paid 1mths worth of salary for one subj and im daydreaming in class. =.= i really shd buck up man. srsly need to adjust my mood from holiday to schling mood zzz. Laura is even worse, she dint realise tt it is Aug already thrfore she missed the 1st lesson. LOLS. super dry okay, Information Systems. lols.

AHHHH i went TIOMAN on 13-15 jul!! :)
with chingu, MX & Fang, both her cousins :D
snorkeled like crazy, at first i thought i will be scared of fishes but its ok. cos they wont come near you. lucky i dint encounter any water snake, shark (vegetarian), turtles. that will be real scary. the corals are all so PREETTTYYY ^ ~ ^ i dont mind gg back there again thou its bored at night, but we turn in dam early cos the day activities worn us all out hahaa.
sporty trip instead of a slack +relax one. we even trek abit to the waterfall up a hill/mountain? lols. shioks. and the experience on the speedboat is once in a lifetime man. cos we got soaked cos of the heavy rain!! LOLS. eyes cant even open o___o

coming sat will be our PICNIC :D
celebrating Rui & panda unni's bdaysss.
we have pretty cupcakes & twinstar cakes. =)
bet they both will love it. hehe
anw im buying the groceries today, im incharge if mashed potatoes, brocoli, mats & i wanna add mushrooms (a new recipe i learnt frm sharon! hehe)
cant wait for sat!
but at the same time sad cos i cant go sylvia's bday. the theme is cool. zoo theme. so wanted to wear the kitty ears hairband i bought frm korea sighs. and take pics with my bimbs! T___T

speaking of sharon, she is getting her car after nat day! so cool. can hitch a ride soon. buahaha. eggcited~

another colleague tendered. nt surprising anymore.

some revamp to our workscope. O-O does it matter?

yes our D&D was last friday! our table theme was BASEBALL> YAYYY
so nice to see every one dresses in same uniform ^^ super happy that day!
but the MRT srsly pissed me off big time. im sure tt i wont be late if tt dam MRT dont cropped up. i waited 20 freaking minutes for a MRT train to arrive! WTF. fking pissed pls. until the 3rd train then i managed to hopped on. FYI, i reached at 650pm. and i bought mart at 723pm. like WTHHH. luckily my mood got lighter when i saw my unni and chingus. haha. had great fun. thou dint win any lucky draw items AGAIN. T nT

heeeee. we met Charles sometime in Jul at Bugis. so long nvr see him and true enough the leopard nv change its spots. he's stillll as.......... BHB as ever! its like i cant really stand but to SHOOT him back. he says he earn alot more than starhubbers. of cos luh. we're all underpaid. wth. and keep saying he's handsome tts why the employer converted him to perm. arghs. so i purposely suggest him treating all of us a MEAL. make sure we suck his money dry. BUAHAHHA so evil, ikr =x
and he's pretty serious abt it! LOLS. invited us to an even called "FEAST" in FB. decided on 3rd sept~ which is MY 8TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY + CHINGU's BIRTHDAY. LOLS. anw shiro is wrking tt day so i can attend the buffet. cant give that a miss xD

oh and fri will be bimbs outing again~ we caught monte carlo in jul. (that was our v 1st movie outing) hehe. and nw i suggested Bridesmaid, coming fri :)
hehe. eggcited yes!

caught HP7-II last sunday :3
not bad but feels like it was pushing the plot.
Harry's son: Albus Serverus Potter is such a CUTIE! totally mesmerized with him!
Blue eyes, dimples. so perfect! hahhaas

next up the list will be Captain America. yayyy.

june04

2011-06-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

Long time no see!!
it is SHIRO'S BIRTHDAY TODAY,dint bake anything, instead, bought a durian cake or him. hahas, gg to get him a pair of sneakers too. most prolly will be getting them later.
such poor thing, was posted on duty on his bday. worked frm last night till this morning, ard 10am. and whats more?? it was raining cats and dogs this morning!!! so he cant get home with his bike. = n = and im also stuck at home, wanted to head to office to clear some stuffs before heading to shiro's sty ( since he needs sleep).
and amazingly, the aircon in office was omg stuffy. and i was kinda dumb, i actually brought home the cake yest and then bring back to office tdy. stupid or what? shd jus leave it there overnight. LOLSSSS.

now im stuck at his sty, wanted to continue watching Paradise Ranch (Oh my sweet Chang Min!!) but his asshole lappy's earphone plug has gt problem, sound is only out thru speakers. =.= so wanted to see Changmin!! sighs.
intent to get Alex and his frds out for steamboat tonight, but seem like they cant make it.- ___ - y not smooth one? pissed. nvm, we'll celeb tgt then!
and i just wasted 3 polaroids instax!!! FML. got scolded by my sis. sighs. totally dint knw! heart pain.

some updates
APPLIED TAMPINES BTO. the application was jus over on the 2nd June.
it is effing popular and high demand. the ratios were 4.3 application to 1 unit. FML.
i really dont wish to pick low level units. T A T

caught up with so many shows like Caribbean, HangOverII, Thos, Beastly.
Hangover II is totally worth to watch! (thou i've gotten free tix frm my sis. hhaa)
it is funny + thrilling, cos it took place in Bangkok, super dangerous place! some nude scenes too which i kept eeewing, cos not nice at all! not like Ashton Kutcher's ass.. wahha oppps. Caribbean not bad at all. still very Jack Sparrow! her mermaids are the hot topic aye? beautiful but lethal. cant stand their jaws and cant img them eating males under the sea. yucks. find the mermaid called "SELENA" pretty! haha guess he killed the lover in the end too huh??? there was no ending to that. aiish

exams are over!!! thats like the impt part yes?
i actually typed some stuffs in my mobile meant for blog, but they are somehow stuck in there cos i cant connect to shiro's wi-fi. =.=
anws. the hardest paper in my opinion was MICRO. killer paper. the past year papers and ques are of no use pls. not sure if i can pass that. *curses
guess the other 3 are alright? not sure thou.
just made my way dwn to SAA to enroll for nxt year's modules.
took 3 like how they suggested to me. just in case i failed any of the curent ones.
the payment is the troublemaker. dint knw my UOB Nets card has a limit at 2k. i dint have enough funds in my POSB bcos i've jus purchased 5tickets of BEAST fanmeet tickets few days back! (will touch on that later) so funds running low in POSB.
so last resort was to deposit cash into my POSB and get them to swipe both cards.
and oh what the shit, they actually calculated wrongly and actually i have enough funds in my POSB card. difference was 300bucks. dangs. wasted time and shiro was nagging at me non-stop zzzz. sighs.

okays back to the Beast fanmeet! yes we are going! 161bucks per ticket. LOLS.
and i managed to secure the "best" seats amongst unni and chingul thus i used my card to make payment. lols. heartache to see such huge fund deducted, will be covered up soon. im using my kim jaejoong fund to buy beast tickets cos JYJ failed me. sighs. jaejoong is once again unreachable for me. D:
anw the fanmeet will be on 2nd July.

unnis and chinguls are all preparing for their exams these few days/weeks.
going to meet them on 13rd june ( their last paper) to have dinner at airport, since exam venue is expo. hehehe. BEST OF LUCK TO ALL OF THEM, HOPE THEY CAN CLEAR ALL PAPERS THIS TIME ROUND! :DDDD

saw so many people gg overseas. and impt point is they are all full time students!!
here i am a part time student, slaving for job and studies, no extra funds to make any overseas trips. rather sad yar? no idea how thy get the funds to enjoy. i also wanna enjoy :(

meeting myyuki up tmr and she'll be bringing me to hottest wings. heeeeehe.
she's so kind to always being this noob here ard SG for goodfood. wahahaa. i need to learn more abt goodfood aye? since shiro hadda bike now.

buddies are planning a chalet in july!!
i think we need to meet up to discuss the food, activities and stuffs soon.
will it be like last time? not sure if i can stay for both nights! still need work sia. or to apply leave? lols.

AND LASTLY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAINIE YANG AND MICKY YOO CHUN!!

2nd paper

2011-05-11T20:41:00.004+08:00

JUST THE END OF 2ND PAPER WANTED TO BURN ALL THESE. BUAHAHA

23rd april.
Oh god. Found a guy almost as perfect as my jaejoong! His name is YUTAKI :D But too bad, think most of his photos were photoshopped :x but his closeup shots are all so nice, hmm pretty i mean. :X he have got so many photoshoots! Envy sia. Maybe he's a model? Not sure too. Dont have the time to stalk YET. And saw a perfect girl super pretty and cute. Jap style ttm! She's yutaki's ' twin': MIYAKE both are so pretty and perfect! Her double eye lids are effing nice! Wonder how she did it! And surely there're falsies. Wonder what type she uses. There's make up tutorials, havent watch YET ! See if i've time tonight. Currently writing notes for micro. And tmr, am attending star awards! Glee! With sis and her frds. :3 FANN WONG! Hehe.

Omg myyuki just told me that she saw yutaki before! He's very tall. I like tall guys! Wahaha. Thought he's short cos most japstyled guys are all short, but he's exception. Happy. (: will keep a lookout for him, might just bump into him in town or something. Haa.

Things that i wanna do when exams are over? I've listed them down in my diary, around 18things. Lols. Like very little aye? O.o anw clubbing and diet are on the top of the list! Time to have fun man. And also i have to catch up with my frds! Been so long! And i felt like am more of a geek, only studies, no outings for 1whole month, wait, isit more than that? O.o

I cant stand my fringe! Have yet to trim it. I wanted to pend everything till after 18may. Hope im able to tahan till then, very ugly! Dont like to leave em down. I want to try long fringe again, cos i've already lost that feeling. Lols.

27th apr.
The dates are getting nearer! Am currently on my micro notes, completing soon... Last lesson of micro tdy. Realised there's much not known! -.- cold sweat. Need more practice! I like a tweet by bao! "gain weight, bad complexion, smelly hair, lifeless eyes- these are the doings of exam period." yes dammit.
Alright, i've decided to purchase the polaroid cover frm myyuki. :3 gave sharon the site, and she's tempted as well, lols. The sky blue one totally looks lovely! Love the colour much! (:

I dint eat laksa for lunch, but my tummy is super bloated. Zzz. Uneasy. And there was this girl that sat infront of me with perfume. I almost died.

11th may. Wednesday.
Just finish my 2nd paper!! ROAR. I studied like mad for this one. Slept less than 3hrs. And was afraid of the calculation ques. Cause me much stress. Sheena damm zai. Think she can do anything! 3papers straight daily. Power! She woke at 12am this morning, and study all the way till morning. Our paper was at 10am cui. Lols. Anw lucky the theory questions saved my ass. Did 3theory and 1cal. Buahaha. (omg there's this little malay boy, he just splat onto the bus window. Wtfs. )

Anw yups shiro just set off to Bintan today!. He's so cute! Its the first time he's outta the city w/o family or me. Kept smsing tell me he's setting at the harbour and call me not to miss him. LOLS. Funny max, but why so cute!? >~< its good luh, GE must be so tiring for him. Glad he can rest. And yar, our aljunied is no longer under pap! It is uncertain and scary. But exciting too! Wonder whats there for us. My neighbourhood cheered when the results were announced in the wee hours sia. So many ppl shouted outside their living rooms windows and frm downstairs. Wahaha. Something i've not encountered before! Unity? Lols! I need to stock up some food as my lunches next few days till wed. Cant go do paper with empty stomach! And cant absorb the contents if there's no energy in me. Argh.

tiring! was actually thinking of gg backto wrk tdy, BUT i dint want to see a certain someone so decided not to. whats more i cannot miss TongYi ChnU @7pm show. wahaha
so shd giv myself some time to relax relax. i'll read up my FR later.

it is really KNS that people start to say George Yeo is such a talent waste bcos Ajunians voted him out. oh wells PLEASE REFLECT AND THINK ABT IT. WHO THE FK CAME UP WITH THE STUPID METHOD BY COMBINING DIFF GRCS LIKE ALJINIED, 5 DIFFERENT AREAS? so WHO TO BLAME? of cos the creator of all this mess! you brought it upon yurself. anw it is very wrong to be over dependent on him. some other people might work better than him. change is not exactly a bad thing! maybe they'll create a NEW TITLE for him if he is really too big to lose. (they have the ability to do that okay) not really happy abt this point, esp when there's this Jaejoong fan that says Aljunians are brainless people. TO HELL WITH YOUR WORDS. so she like those monarchy style? where the KING RULE THE WORLD? then i suggest she migrate to communist country or something. y stay in this well developed country?
and then tt SMLee says Aljunians will REPENT like WTF? like it is a grave mistake that we must feel guilty and regret our actions? please man, do some soul searching. zzz. step on my tail for nthing. im not interested in all these until he SAID TT SENTENCE. drove the youngsters mad! so then his son came on TV and apologised. oh well??
all these politics tactics. so despicable.

alright 2 down, 2 more to goooo
MICRO AND FINANCIAL REPORTING. AJA AJA FIGHTING!

Mar-Apr

2011-04-17T18:37:00.002+08:00

pics from Jayden's 2nd bday :D
cant post myyuki, protected. AHAHA

another lonnng post here. wahahha\

18th march 2011
Went midnight movie with shiro yest! :D cos he refused to watch with me on tues, got me so mad. So i sorta force him into my plan. Hehheh. Right after my class i went eunos, and he ride us both to downtown. He dont knw the route to my class + highway is too dangerous for now. So yeah. Im still very tensed up as pillion :x when we were walking out frm the parking lot, he suddenly told me there's shooting star in the sky. I thought he's joking, like he always does. But when i look up... YES! IT IS THE LEGENDARY SHOOTING STAR! It is on fire. And part of it broke away and the light gets dimmer and dimmer as it flew passed. Omfg. Lucky! And just like anyone, the wish i made was to see another shooting star. Buahaha!! So funny. And shiro wanted his number plate to strike 4D. lols. We caught RED RIDING HOOD at 2340 :) the theatre is pretty cool. They have tables! Like those in our tutorial rooms. The show is great! Henry looks alot like NICHKHUN! Omg totally over him! Told shiro that he looks like nich and there's no response at all -w -

21st march.
Okay so i got my bonus so what? The amt is so fking little. Not even 2months. Like i say it is either my sup mark me down or our dept is doing real bad. FML. And now there's cashflow probs. Its been months since i saved the usual 600bucks for my schfees! Ever since sbl 'retrenched' me. .. Thought i am able to throw a sum into my savings account. Seem like that is impossible. Sigh. Anw found out from my freshie, whos a contract staff, earning effing 2k per month! And i calculated. My salary + bonus IS NOT EVEN HER ANNUAL INCOME. So seriously FML. The market outside is so good now! Wonder hows the length of contract! Tempted max! Lols.
Jump of topic. Shiro is so nice! Guess there's nothing much he can do too. He fetched me whenever he can! :) to and fro expo last fri, when i went to meet shar at expo. Loreal sales! Glee. I ring him up, and he'll fly to me. Haha! Its quite bad when there's rain. Cant wait for him to get his sponsored car license and he can fetch me ard :3 hehe.

Anw ifairy lenses new series are ALL SO PRETTY! Im so damm tempted to purchase them all. Well maybe i picked the wrong buyer, thou it is cheaper, looks like the waiting time is going to be real long. So i've decided to purchase more frm another fast spree. So i can wear them as soon as possible! Buahaha! (but recently no time to choose em..sad) tmr will be super busy. Cos i went on leave fri and today. Things definitely will get piled up. Zzz. It is already good enough that i didnt receive any sms or calls regarding work! It keeps haunting me. -........-

Micro mock paper is back. I scoped 17 out of 100! Already expected that i'll flunk it but i dint knw it will be this bad! I dint practice the tutorials and thats the end result. Haha! Most scared of micro, god! Anw i saw 2more papers on the table with almost the same marks as mine, guess tats the reason behind the ' extra free lesson' then? O.o

Was chatting with laura abt the photoshoots and told her abt the taiwan package shiro and i bought. And omg. I think we should go already!. But dont knw when! Sudden urge. Thou i know that i cant due to budget and size! Buahaha. And guess what? I found ido wedding on fb! Korean style photoshoots! Oh my! Super tempted! They are the photographers for all couples in WGM! Excitement! Lols.

It is 0119 now. Im a little too excited to go to sleep. Chatted with my freshie and am so glad that i getto know her. Its something that i cant express here, maybe when the time is right, i will. Just in case some bitch comes in here and read my post. My feelings now? I can finally see the light, that my surroundings are no in dullness and frustration. Am keeping this hope and wishing that it will come true.. Be possible and happen for me. Yes!!

22nd march.
Now the fear has surfaced. Fear of losing my glimpse of hope.

And seriously, i look like a devil, a greedy one beside the contented, angelic sharon. = ---= we're totally opposite. Sometimes i cant stand it... We're all in the same boat and she did not even complain abt the slightest thing. -.- easily contented. And yeah, sorry im so not contented and thats me. Wont change for anyone. Lols. Chatted FREELY with charles since his last day is approaching. Was shocked when we heard abt his resignation but yeah, it all makes sense :3 and the thing is, he pitied me. Yes, am really pitiful if you know the situation am in. if you're not experiencing it, it is easy to think positively, speak words of console. And he's good bcos he did none of that. Thanks huh! All i can say is people change. Drastic change, so much that you dont even know if you really know that person. So much that you dont even want to label that person as a friend or someone related to you.

Can my hope not die off?

25.03.11
Charles last day. Dint getto lunch tgt! He went to buy us deserts, something like chocolate cake with crusts. Haha initially we wanted to go pizzahut as farewell lunch. But later found out he isnt joining us! -.- so much for planning! And he's so busy teaching our new colleague so managed to give him short wishes + a handshake. And he went to shake my hands vigorously! Argh. Shd have send my words thru mail, but too bad, i went to shut down desktop! Buahaha.
Anw yest we went to parkway crystal jade to have lunch. Sorta like dept farewell lunch for him. Haa. And i bought a present for my sis! Which is rare! Lols! Bought a melody screenprotector, 19bucks. Mok and charles then went to buy koi. (:

It is mock exam style for there 2lessons of pobf! Tried 3ques today. Everyone left the class. -.-

And i got shiro to fetch me frm eunos again. Hoho. That asshole really skin itchy. Did not meet me yest, instead went to celeb ' getting bonus' with the colleagues. He shd then celeb with me and spend on me eh. =3 = buahaha!

Going to maple clinic coming mon. Its been decided. My back is getting worse. The dryness is spreading wth! Now even my upper back and shoulders are getting dry. Seriously fml. Argh. I need to get rid of it. The dryness is making my whole back so itchy. Damm :(

30th march.
I actually forgot abt my leave today! Wtf. See? Was so busy that it totally slipped off my mind! Zzz goin to talk to my sup tmr see if i can apply some other day... Can she be understanding? We will see.

And i went to maple clinic monday. Shiro was supposed to fetch me there! Cos it is famous for the long queue. And that dumb ass actually brought his black beaut to workshop. Told me he's installing his box and changing handle bar. Zzz. So rich? So i complaint that he did not spend on me. Not even a pair of shoe. haa. He's so late and unable to reach on time! So i rushed out myself. Took the bus that is slow like tortoise. So wanted to get off and flag a cab. But scared that there's no cab. So i dropped at the stop to interchange buses heading to tp. Luckily i spotted a cab and flag for it! Reached there at 630 zzz. And there's like 26people infront of me! Wtf. Was alone so i went twitter. Shdnt have done that? I received a heart aching news. JYJ CONCEPT CANCELLED IN SG. How can it be true! My jaejoong not coming anymore?? I want to see him! Was more like very shock and mass send smses. Lols. Ringed kelsey too. But she's in the theatres not knowing this news! After 20mins of chaos in twitter, they revealed that the cancellation is still unconfirmed. What is going on?!

Anw shiro reached at ard 730 with full black face. Can see how pissed he is with that workshop scvs. Zzz. I was still queuing for my no. at that point of time. -.- my no. was 27. Looked at his bike and i started cursing too. Paid 110bucks? To block his meter? He cant see any of the digital figures, be it speed or tank level. Wth man. Nagged for ard 15mins. He then try to readjust it himself and tryout if it is steady. Then we went tender best (: been so long!! Ate ribs. My fave :3 and guess what? We went back at 830 and? Guess the number. Like seriously? It is no.8!! Yes wtf. We cld have gone to tm shop or something! Zzz so we went up to his pig sty to pass time. And went back before 10. Should say lucky? The no. was 26 :D hee.

Okay. This is what the doc told me. That my skin is generic. [ONE LOOK AND SHE KNOWS!] super dry. Therefore i have to apply alot of oil to my skin. To lock the oil + moisture in. I cant bathe more than once per day cos water harms my skin. It causes evaporation which leaves my skin drier than before. I have to bathe in oil, apply oil 3times per day. More intensive at night. Not allowed to apply lotion because its water content is very high. Only allowed to apply oil on my skin. And must constantly keep my skin 'shiny'. This skin is killing my life -.- i hope it gets better and heal the scars on my back :( which is kinda impossible given current situation. Sigh. Anw the total bill is 83bucks! So much lower than what i expected :x and shiro foot the bill :D thanked him via text at night. And his replies touched me! He says that i've helped him so much in the past, helping him foot medical bills when he's sick. Esp the stingray incident afew years back. When i've money constraints i still fork out money to help him. [yes thats what i did! And i seriously dont rmb the amt] and he REMEMBERED HOW MUCH I HAD PAID FOR THAT TRIP TO THE CLINIC! He says it is 43bucks. Omfg. He actually remembered and did not forget my good to him! I thought he ady forgotten them. Lols. Super touched cos he's one damm good guy aye??

2nd april.
Was tricked by my sup on april's fool day! My brain automatic searched for survivor strategies. But sharon is again too angelic. She freaked out and on the verge of tears -.- afraid of changes. Lols. Anw i forgot all abt my leave on 30th. Too busy with closing! God. So applied 2half days coming week.

Went jayden present hunting last tues. Found the present but too big a size for me to hold as pillion. :( need to go get it myself. Sigh. Anw i saw pair of shoe frm mondo. Finding time to go purchase it :x

Went ivy's yesterday tried the so called laser thing to remote my pigmentation. The process is not painful. It is the bathing part that hurts the like hell! Omg. Hope it all heals well... Shiro came to fetch me :3 he travelled thru expressway! And made his way u ivy's blk safely + smoothly. :D then i lead him to amk central. Quite a mess! I know the way but somehow abit mixed up and we ended up at my hometown, amk ave10. LOLS. So its like going a big round :x and amazingly he's not pissed or anythin wahaha. But thinking back i kinda like the feeling where we explore new things together and learn through the same experiences. Hee. ^^ its gonna be a new set of challenge when we head to myyuki's hse on jayden's bday :X

4th april.
Movie marathon with my sis yest! Both free thats why we cant miss. There's 2extra tickets for rio. But surely no one wants the tickets except for young ppl like me :x anw caught LIMITLESS@1930 and then 3D RIO @2130. So fun! First at ps, then at cathy. Hee. Limitless is nice. The NZT CLEAR PILL is like everyone's dream! But the side effects are horrible too. Its an action movie and the male lead's eyes will penetrate into yours super nice colour! Bright clear blue! Very nice! As for rio, it is a funny flick. The birds are super cute. Especially those tiny fat short birdies! The eyes dam huge too. Haha. Im laughing throughout bcos i find them really lame. Eg. Birds have club too! The song not bad eh! Anw took cab home. Watching is not tired. The restlessness comes after everything. Haha.

8April.
Received sucha scary news in the morning. Shiro ringed me early in the morning, was walking to work and he told me his father had heart attack at 3am. His mum called him up and they sent him to the hospital. Wtf. My greatest fear actually happened to his dad. Zzz i shd take greater care for my dad. Sigh. So am going to visit his dad in the hospi tmr... Then we'll head to myyuki's hse. It will be totally sleepless for him cos he's currently working. And he'll fetch me to hospi aft his wrk at ard 10am. Zzz. Hope he can catch some sleep later... Anw just nice starhub has yu yan sang sale. Bought some tonics for heart probs and also for my dad. Spent 67bucks -.- and i've once again broken my acc floor.

11thapril.
Time files. I've visited shiro's dad at the hospi and i've attended jayden's bday party. Shiro's dad did the ballooning at CGH. THEY ARE SUCH GOOD LIARS AYE? Told my dad that they do not have such equipment in the hospi therefore have to defer him to tan tock seng. Zzz. Anw his dad seemed well and the blockage is caused by CIGARATTES. Excuse me, shiro please open your dam eyes and see! Zzz. Not only cancer but heart attack too. Really harms health ttm. Then we rode to simei. Bought the wooden clips for sharon. Then i saw HELIUM BALLOONS! The size is just right for shiro's box so i bought it. (: was so happy! And who the hell knows, after we rode 3mins under the blazing sun, we heard 'bomb' gone. The balloon exploded! NOOOO! T.T sigh then i became super sad. Zzz. No special thing for jayden. So am sad. Hope shiro able to get his licence this year so he can drive me there next year. And so i can buy a car FULL OF HELIUM BALLOONS! Buahaha. > w < plus his mum actually told me that she'll change the red car plate to black car plate when shiro obtain the lic. Super rich huh?! O.o

Guesst what?! TAMPINES AND PASIRRIS WILL BE HAVING BTO SALES LAUNCH IN MAY 2011! WTF I KNOW! LOLS! Now im worried abt the ballot number and whether the windows are full length. Argh... My worries are like a black hole. There's no bottom to it. Zzz. Somemore the application is in may. Confirm clash with my exams! Cold sweat. Suddenly so many worries i cant even finish reading my micro! Brain is filled with empty worries and thinking if im of right age to marry nots. HAHA! Afraid that i'll become like my mum.. Complain abt my father that he dont cook, dont wash. Do nothing at home. Scary. Trying to train shiro so he wont be like my father. Trying to avoid!

14thapril.
Time files. Another freakin month to my exams! Shit the time. And classes are still on going! I dont have time to study this week! Took half day tmr till monday, BUT, saturday will be wasted bcos i've got class and i promised my bimbs and freshies that i'll be there. :X too bad shiro working, otherwise i'll surely get him to fetch me back. Roar. Omg. Stress sia. I've yet to complete my micro. Few more pgs to go. Need to start practicing like seriously.. And there's still more, my NOTES. Zzz. Gotta buck up more, no pain no gain! And know what? Im meeting nigel and guys on good friday. Really dont feel like going cos am running out of time. Decided to get shiro to fetch me already. See how. Need to get home early. Argh.

16thmarch.
Sharon actually got angry with me yest. She's human, not angel. Lols. Anw it was over a person thats totally not worth it. Not even worth me mentioning that person.here. I'll skip that. Just say that i've said the wrong words and then i've decided to let the feelings only be within me. Yes life is full of constraints..

On my way to tp after lesson. Reached class super late today. Like 1445. Cos it was raining cats and dogs! Omg so i left house later. :X anw my taobao spree items arrived on wed! Went to tiong bahru before class. And the owner is late! :( and omg, the stuffs are like super heavy. Wth. Thou not as heavy as e prev xmas gifts, lols. And YAY, THIS IS MY FAVE BATCH OF CLOTHING. 2biker jackets for me. 1for shiro and a stripe long sleeved. Loves! And wow, the quality of shiro's jacket not bad sia. It is the lightest among the others. And the material looks nice too. When i showed him, he's so freakin happy! Hehe. Like suddenly, im proud of myself. XD I've warned him beforehand this time. Die die cannot let his father or bro has it. His cardigan is missing cos either one of them took, or rather borrow and never return! Zzz.

Have soaked and rised the jackets. Cant wait for them to dry up! Glee.

today: 17 april 2011
was v disappointed in shiro.
i have done my best to nag to threaten and to convinced.
yet his mindset is still the same.
now tt his father is showing him real life example of the consequences of smoking, he totally have no intention of quitting.
these words even came out of him, saying tt if he's single he can be carefree and do anything that he wants, like wtf.
and even told me to find some RICH and HEALTHY guy instead. whats wrg with his fking rotting brain? pissed.

those words proved many things.
mayb im no longer THAT impt in his eyes anymore.
he's now willing to let me go and rather be ALONE.
i can be easily taken out of his life, no prob with that bcos all he wants now is his unhealthy life and cigarettes. =---= that is the meaning of those words to me.

and for the first time in like 7years, im having doubts.
if his feelings changed, there's nothing more to be done.
stupid bloody fat asshole.

jaejoong elle

2011-03-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

i cant stop myself from blogging this!
JAEJOONG IN ELLE KOREA, MOVIE STILL- PERFECT DAY: JAEJOONG, KILLER J
( AND HE ALREADY KILLED ME WITH HIS LAUGHTER, SKIN, TATTOO, PRETTY FACE,AND SEXY BODY)
and this is one phase that i like from the comments by one of the fan:

"I don't understand why the whole Korean population is not in the streets protesting for JYJ's cause right now. Because it's a human rights violation to deny citizens the pleasure of seeing this damn fine specimen of man everywhere on national TV.

Jae looks so cool holding a gun. His smile brightens my day. I didn't think I'd still obsess over a pop star at my age, but damn he's hot. And so cute under that blanket ^^ "

this is my sentiments exactly.
WHY THE HELL IS KOREA SI SCARED OF SME?
AND THEY ARE RESTRICTING THE VIEWER'S RIGHTS TO WATCH THEIR FAV IDOLS ON TV ESP MUSIC BANK. EVEN HINDER THEIR ACTIVITIES AND SUDDEN CANCELLATION OF AIRING OF SHOWS AND APPEARANCES. SO NOW S.KOREA IS SCADY CAT?
sigh i really want to see more jaejoong and i dont want him to suffer this way D:

haha he look so diff with his hair up :3
all so cool. too bad there aint any eng sub ( so far)
and am dying to knw what he expressed abt the tattoos on his back and "keep the faith" tattoo. xD

spree again!

2011-03-15T22:16:00.004+08:00

some randomees again!

Bday present from my beloved yong! XD love it!!!

Chinguls and my EXCiTE Prog in Starhub!

Group shot @UniVerStudios. Shiro's colleagues and fam members :3

current nail decos ^^

Shiro & i on CNY2011 (Day2)

15.03.2011
Disgusting. SP actually send me 2010 and was blind of me to work on it.
Now im left with 2days. Eliminating today, cos that lady isnt wrking today! Omfg.

Shiro is real funny yest, brought his sis bike jacket for me. It is made of quality material. Must have cost a bomb man!
Super hard I cant even bend my arms properly. And I sat like a ROCK, yes like a rock behind shiro.
Completely stick myself to him. Haha
But it wasn’t scary o.o the wind is shiok! Jus fear that my contacts might dry up. LOLS.
And when it is going at high speed, you’ll have the urge to raise your hands high up in the air and scream! Buahaha
That’s how it felt like! It is not a sport bike, not scary :D

Extra lesson suddenly added in on coming mon, 21/03. Im on leave =.= dam spoiler.
Means I have to waste half day travelling there and back. Zzz.

4th day since didi last called home!
He only rang us up on the day he touched down! And MIA-ed till today.
Wonder if he’ll call today. Cant bear to see my mum so worried, thou she is trying hard to occupy with work and stuffs, it is so obvious tt she’s waiting for his call. Don’t knw whats gg on there man = 3 =
And funny thing happened yesterday. Seriously think that papa should teach/ coach my mum MATHS like how he did to us in the past man =.=
My mum maths FAIL TTM!
She is converting to Full time. And so she wanted to calculate how much she’s earning per day.
She actually went to multiply her salary amt by 30days!!! OMFG. Whats she doing man! Faint! So super funny luh.
Blur mum!!

Japan disaster is so terrible!
Initially I watch the vid mok showed us on CNN News Site.
It is like a toppled glass of water slowly spreading across the fields and roads.
I thought it is kinda slow.
But after watching the vids Japanese recorded over the news, im stunned.
The speed of the water is so damn fast! Appox 1000km/hr? FkG.
They must have witnessed a lot of deaths standing up there.
The cars on the roads……………guess they are all dead, their destiny to meet the water.

Ate my stingray and kangkong yesterday!! Best :D
I told shiro that we will grow fat. Cos he’s able to access ullu but nice places to have popular dishes.
Oh no, disaster man.
Maybe can follow myyuki to the erm hot spicy chicken wing place? Hahaas

urge to shop!
found the bag that i want ( Well sorta) on taobao. gg to order soon. coming fri BONUS DAYYYY wahahahhaa!

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14.03.2010
To learn, explore, seeing different perspective on life, discovering new cruisines, experiencing varied activities together.
Came upon this on the newspaper. Find it interesting cos that is the way I am looking at things.
Anyone knows what it meant?

Sinful Sunday just passed.
I actually let the day pass without studying ANYTHING.
Stayed at home, watched GAIN & KWON WGM.
Touched me deeply at epi 64. Gain was finally moved to tears by Kwon.buahhaha
Both the MC and the guest cried and followed by me. LOLS.
And it ended. Happy things always come to an end.

Today marks the day im riding for the FIRST REAL TIME!
Plan to swim but received an sms from my sis that changed my mind.
The Japan’s radioactive particles are in the clouds and if it rained, it may be harmful.
Can u imagine a pool of raindrops? =.= ( it rained today!) sighs.
But im surely going to get my stingray and kangkong :D

Sometimes I am scared by my ambitious heart.
There is so many things I want to do. But I don’t have the ability to.

Wrote a draft letter for jaejoong yest > /// <
Going to translate them into korean and write them on a board.

updateeeee

2011-03-12T09:46:00.003+08:00

Shiro's new bike :3

Shiro and i went Universal studios. this was before CNY hehe!

Val.day 2011

on my 22nd bday ZOUK :D with Christopher Lee.

CNY with Jayden godson :D his bday is reaching! next mth!

it is like decades since im here blogging.
That day i opened my diary. TO MY HORROR, the last entry was stuck at 20th Dec 2009!
isit bcos im getting old???? i shd really continue writting my diary, dint want to miss out any good memories and stuff. time elapse for 1 whole year.

Latest news: didi touched down in Taiwan yesterday evening.
and in office, they switched on CNN news. there was an Earthquake and Tsunami in Japan. it was said that it will hit Taiwan and other states too. and suddenly i dont knw where my bro is heading to! SMSed him but no reply. i knw the tsunami aint tt scary like the one in Bali, cos i saw the news and videos. anw my sis was unaware and she cried over the phone!!!
worse still i was carrying a worried mood when im doing my last mock paper. when i came out at 2130, i saw my sis sms stating that my mum cried TWICE. omfg. knew this will happen.
called her and she told me my mum was watching the news and she effing saw taiwan president stating that taiwan is under preparation and ready to receive the tsunami, they even went to the extend to close ALL SCHOOLS. WTH. so mum cried bcos it sound fking serious. made me all worried. lucky my didi called back ard 2330 yesterday. he is situated near KenTing, in an area considered in the MIDDLE of TW. and shit the hotel/ officers. they are all unaware of the situation. they dont even know taiwan is preparing for such disaster and the hotel does not have a TV. wtf.
i did warn him, but they are taking it too lightly. on the other hand, it is good to hear tt he's all relax and happy. sighs.

Mock exam is over! attended all 4 papers. studied most for PoBF. 8 chapters.
the rest i managed to cover only half. and MICRO is not an easy paper man. = n =

Shiro got his bike license and his bike- YAMAHA r16. :D
need to get my helm soon.
must be all the naggings from mum tts y i dont really dare to get on.
his plate no is 1889. it looks familar. and with the godly sensitivity towards NUMBERS, my mum told me that it is shiro's and my birth YEAR!! AINT THAT AMAZING? 1988 TTM <3

OK gtg. class later!!!

alright i will just paste the past entries from my phone. (most recent at the top)
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10.01.2011
What is my New Year Resolution?
I wonder???! Havent been thinking abt it till I saw myyuki’s on her blog.
Think im too concentrated and headache over my upcoming exams.
My leave cant get thru ( my initial plan) and I came up with a “SPREAD OUT LEAVE” plan.
Which will be spread out from feb till may.
the prob is May.
I wonder if she’ll allow me to take the first 2.5weeks off. (which is very unlikely but I will try my best to fight for it. it is crucial and I even got Charles and Mok to help me out T . T) if this ever gets through, I will treat them to lunch or something for sure!

Anyway my exam dates are as follows:

9th May : Principles of banking and finance
11th May: Corporate Finance
16th May: Microeconomics
18th May: Financial Reporting.

This is stressing me much, esp for my Micro. ( it sucks btw, TTM)

Okay so whats my resolution this year?
1. Save MONEY. This is like top top priority, esp when I break my own rules and broke my bank account floor. ( need to save back at least to my floor amount)

2. Study more. I think im being too slack? I should be more disciplined this year and study when I have free time.

3. Exercise more/ Eat Lesser titbits/ Rice to the minimum.

4. Get my dry skin healed. Hopefully with sponsors from Shiro and mum.

5. FAIRER? I think that’s impossible. Please ignore this no. 5. LMAO!

6. WILL WATCH FIREWORKS ON 31 DEC 2011 ( count dwn for 2012).

Is that a lot? Currently these are the stuffs on my mind.
By right I wanted a KL/bintan/redang trip somewhere in june. But well.
No money, no leave = no talk. LOL

Sissy and I had started watching RunningMan together!
Gwangsoo and gary are such FUNNY PEOPLE!
They made me and my sis laugh a lot bcos of the expressions they have. LOLS.
But Gwangsoo is seriously not bad when it comes to games. Cos he hav LOOONNNGG LEGS.
He run super fast! ( so far I kept supporting the MC- JaeSuk’s team)
And joong ki is in the variety as perm guest :3
Okay he looks super fair and cute in there!
And when I went bugis for him. He looks totally diff on stage!
Tanned and w/o double eye lids. Thinking back, it is exactly like an IMPOSER standing on stage!
TOTALLY DON’T LOOK LIKE THE JOONG KI I KNOW OF. = n =

Nichkhun and Jessica went on the shw.
Sica is sucha weakling. I really dint expect her to be this “isolated, walking at the back, showing tired expression”
she shd be lively and cute right? RIGHT? (abit disappointing)
Nich is as cute as always. And he is sporty as well.
The camera man dint focus on him much but he sure is a gd team player :D

Okay shiro was sick yest.
And I decided not to go look for him. Cos I need to start my revision.
Its gonna be hard on him for the rest of the months.
I’ll tell him my plan when I get the chance to.
Anw I wrapped my NANA mangas. And I realised most of my mangas had turned brown! This is so saddening can!
but I cant get a rack for mangas cos there’s no space + my mum will surely nag.
Cant wait to get my own hse and I will surely appoint a nice and cosy corner for them sighs.
I miss NANA. T ---T

I wore the specs shiro paid for me today!
And it is squeezing my head too hard.
Charles kept saying that im using clown specs!
Feel like ticking him off. But I stopped myself bcos he’ll be hlping me in May. HAHA
Yeah it is those v big framed specs. Hahas.
It is something that I like but it is too tight! = A =

And guess what, I dreamt of a bitch this morning.
Like seriously? She is not in my life, not my friend ( anymore) and I dislike her because of her way of life (super low life)
And y did I dreamt of her? I woke up feeling tired. It must be bcos I was holding too much anger in my dreams =___ =
Then I saw her in my twiiter “WHO TO FOLLOW” list today! WTF I KNOW.
Stupid thing. So I went to refresh the page and got rid of her face + name. GLEE.

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I think i have to meditate and think about my life. And to place out my priorities. This is so confusing. And stress. No idea where to start. No idea which to start on. In need of a clear mind. To eliminate fear, avoidance, lies. Not to get distracted by many wants. I just want to concentrate on one thing and try to do my best for that. Is it that hard? Kept questioning myself the same thing over and over again.

Wonder whats the outcome of my hair colour. :3 went to a salon my sis intro-ed. At first i thought we were refering to the same salon. Who knows im wrong. LOLS. And after much trouble, i decided to do my hairdye with her. At MINE'S SALON. My hairstylist is the first i met who DONT TALK AT ALL. Felt super uneasy, cos normally, my make stylists are very talkative. LOLS! So am like a quiet mouse. Cant stand it :( anw there's this stylist here, his eyebrows super JAP! Heartthrobbed when i saw him. Omg. The thing for jap is forever in me i guess. Thin eyebrows are the best. The charisma is there. > w< he's abit old. 30 i think. And he's fair. Wahaha. :X oh i forgot to mention, my sis is rebonding her hair. And im gonna help her pay for hers. And she's goin to pay me back by instalments? -.- by right the price for hairdye is ard 48. And near new year? It is almost double. 95 T.T Lucky i complained to shiro. Then he agreed to sponsor me 50bucks! So great to have a bf.

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Am so tired these few days cos i stayed till late watching PLAYFUL KISS :3 HYUN JOONG NOT BAD. His smile can melt hearts but not as powerful as my jaejae and nichkhun. Glee! And thou my taobao spree stuffs had arrived, it hadda hard time posting out! Cos it weigh 2+kg omfg. I decide to self collect for next spree cos the postage is exp alright. :( dont know if thy attempt to mail to my hse ady nots. Best is i can collect it tmr frm the postoffice. I might need the stuffs on sunday. Haa. And yeah it is so shiok watching drama on bed! My sis mysterious friend gave us a netbook. Wahaha. Quite book! And my sis let me have it. Hmm. I dont have much use of it actually. Just to watch dramas i guess? COS I SUCK AT USING THE TOUCHPAD -.- Lols!

Acca exams are almost over. Its like everyone is not confident. -.- first time taking paper goin to fail ady? That will be a great disappointment. Sigh.

And yay. We're goin to NEX SHOPPIN MALL FOR LUNCH TMR. :) went with mok on tues. And ate qi ji :D we still hav extra time to walk ard for awhile. Went in this jap 'foodcourt' interesting! Haha.

Okay. Coming mon, sis has got free tickets to tron! 3D somemore. :) but it must be gala premire at cathy. Thy are damm strict can. Dont let us bring ANY FORM OF ELECTRONICS INTO THEATRES! Yar. Mp3, phones, laptops. Zz. Which means they are checking bags, which means they will spot me smuggling food in! Wtf. SIGH. Kill me pls. Im thinking of ways now. D:

Anw our IA or interns arrived. There're 2. 1for our team, shin. And 1for rui unni team, yen (dont even knw if tats the right spelling. Haa!). Well. Shin is kinda quiet. And yen is kinda talkative. Lols.

Another sat, 11dec This time i dint head back for ot. I just completed PLAYFUL KISS! And indeed, i fell for hyun joong, starring as seung jo in the drama. >///< beon-deh, chingul, i am your rival now! Buahaha. Im in love with his smile! And i admit that his smile is better than jaejoong's :x yes. So sweet looking! Melts all hearts! And im watching all making films, BTS, NGS avail on youtube. Hee! I saw hyunjoong actually held a fanmeeting in korea back in oct! He sang the ost(which is stuck in my head!) and some other solos. Omg so goin to get his songs frm chingul when she's back on tues :D

Okay i got a shock when i saw my bank balance yest. Damm it. I overspent 1.2k can you imagine? But no worries people, it is not from my savings account which i set aside for my sch fees. The sch fees is untouched, safe. :X lols. Sigh. Thinking of how to patch back the hole when my mum wants my sis and i to share the new bought washing machine. And she too wants us to share cost for the year end family chalet's bbq. I know. This sucks. Means practically 400will be gone. And another 200gone for suju tickets. Maybe i deserve a slap. What am i doing?! Why do i feel like seung jo? I dont understand myself. Sigh.

Okay. It is 12dec. Heading to EOY :) and i have no idea where isit held :x meeting gary now. Haha. Really sad that mika's hakuouki cos was cancelled. D: pretty sad. But she's still goin. Hee and she skyped me yest. Hoho. Anw i found so many hyun joong smiling pics frm the drama. Melts max. He's very playful even during interviews! LOLS. Cute. His smile is really charming~ he announced that he'll be debuting next year! Will he come to sg? I hope so! Haha. Jaejoong and him are best friends. And both of them are caught in the disbandment of their group. Hyun joong group is confirmed broken up. Same fate? I think most prob, he'll come sg. Cos hyungjun already did. Wahaha. Omg i feel very tired -.-

Watched skyline yesterday. Starting thought it was kinda cool. But then as i continue to watch i feel weird but couldnt really put my fingers on it. The graphics are nice. Then when shiro came out. He said that the movie is CHEAPO. I was wondering why. Then he says the casts are random infamous people, the filming took place ONLY IN ONE CONDO, ONE APARTMENT. And additional casts? One security, one couple & one old man(living there) so lame cans. They force the story into a situation such that the casts cannot go anywhere but stay put in the bldg. Dots dots. And know what? The aliens 'won' in the end. Everyone got sucked into the spaceship. Stupid right!

Monday. Here to complain abt work. Luck wasnt with me guess? And mayb god is telling me to stop being a samitran? I shd just reject all their blocked or not due invoices. Cos thats how they treat me. And wtf, instead i helped. And everything is so wrong. All their mris came out unblocked. And excuse me, the senior in the team does it and has the most unblocked stuffs.. Wth. And not only this, seemed like everyone did not look at the date. And i have to change over 20invoices to adjust the payment term. So super effed up.
And then i downloaded hyunjoong's one more time. :D it suit my mood. Lols. Heard frm rui unni that the drama geun suk starred in recently is nice! Tempted to watch that. Haha. And joong ki is coming. Im scared that it will be like hyunjoong's case if i dint go. Roar. So i shd go right? Chingul is so eager to go. Cos she missed hyunjoong previously. And kelsey asked me too. Oh my sun! LOLS. Dono if shannen wil approve not loh. Leave on 20th and 21st -.- headache.

Oh yar forgot to talk abt yest! Vernice is super cute cosing as sexy no jutsu yest! The hair is damm nice. :) :) gary stick to his studioshoot forum friends all the way thru cans! Im so bored! Walking ard alone. Imagine that! Went to search for mika. And found her in pink hair. :3 wahaha. So happy. But then felt abit out of place. Cos of someone. So i went back to gary's hiding place. He saw my sulking face and asked whats wrong. Isit that obvious? Or he know me too well? Buahaha. Yup i told him someone snatched mika away. Cries. Lols. Then i stick to cute vernice all the helping her with her tangled hair :x she kept losing her kunai! =w=

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Ever wonder why am still in starhub? I have no idea.

Sorta quarreled with shiro after so long. Its abt money again. We say that its cool to get engaged on 11.11.11 yes engage doesnt really mean anything just a title a paper. Not much money is needed. My worries: whether he's able to support me? Judging frm the way he's spending now. And only 200bucks goes to the saving insurance. I dont dare to set my foot into the engagement. Who will dare? After engagement thr will be wedding. Then house! Wtf. It is so so goddamm uncertain that i dont dare to agree to it. Kinda scary. But there's something that shiro told me. I think it makes sense. Ok here it goes.. His colleague told shiro that money will never be enough for anything be it wedding or house. If you want to wait till you have enough money, thats not goin to happen. We wld have to wait till? 40 50? Zzz. Well this makes sense. But the bad thing is, if he kept thinking this way... We wont ever save will we? Therefore this sucks. Typing all these out, my thoughts are clearer. But im still wondering am i rushing? What if he's not the one i like? Like my mum? Infinite naggings abt my dad? Complains abt the other half. Will i regret getting myself into all these?

Mayb i hav a brain of 18. I kept thinkin that im still young. Sorta to young to be engaged to someone. My mindset is stuck at 18! I cant think like an adult. I seriously dont think that im one. Zzz

Anw think i dint mention this. Was out wit shiro on wed, the public holi. And know what? When i mention sunday. Shiro gave me a blank look. *EXPECTED. I know whats coming. HE TOTALLY FORGOT THAT HE'S CELEBRATING ADVANCED BDAY FOR ME AT UNIVERSAL STUDIO. Yes and i mean totally swiped off his mind. He even went to book biking lessons on that day! SEE HOW INSIGNIFICANT I AM? I dint even bother to get angry. Jus told him that i expected that from him. Anw then he went to ask ard and stuff. Told me that sunday will be a family day. At bedok hq at 830 in the morning! And when the event ends, we'll take the shuttle bus to sentosa :) cant wait! Im rather vexed over what to wear that day! Roar! Still thinking = u = i thought my taobao stuffs will arrive. But hope is dead. Its not gonna arrive before 21st. :( and and! Nel unni suggested bbq on my bday! Thats pretty cool. Its bcos her co is holding an event thr as well. I dont mind. Cos it is a new experience for my celeb hiak hiak. :D

ANOTHER THING. UKISS IS IN SG LIKE NOW! They are super cute. Calling fans to note on safety thru twitter. Haha!

Sharon jus asked me out :) been real long hahas. Not sure if we're meetin tmr yet.

Oh and i can like finally get my hair washed! So oily sia. It cant even be styled upwards. Too neat! The colour is not really what i wanted. But its ok. I'll dye again for cny xD and great news. Theres AWS BONUS coming dec pay! :D super huge motivation to work. Happy. I can patch part of the hole. Anw sheena that high pay job, gonna end soon =~= thats bcos it is a mnc co. They are ending part of the operation in sg branch. Zzz. But its cool she ends work in feb and she can study! Somemore get paid with a sum for retrenchment. Good life!

Sat. 20th nov.
Jas told me abt sbl's funfair on 21st dec! I wanna go! Wahaha. Planning leave. Not sure if its okay to take. Will have to ask sis when she gets back frm japan. :) heard denise is setting up a tattoo/manicure/face painting booth. Omg sound super cool! Goin to her booth for sure. XD and we're doing xmas gift exchange as well. Hoho. 10bucks worth of present and we'll draw lots. Cool. I have got 2 xmas present exchange currently. The other one is with mylene and jed. Yay.

Wed,24th nov.
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO YONG! :) in another 2days time will be my turn. O.o
I have fallen sick. Am voiceless thou i dont have sore throat. And i have dry cough. Itchy throat! :(

Lets talk abt last sunday! Happy day! Glee.. UNIVERSAL STUDIO DAY WITH SHIRO KUN. An advanced bday celeb prepared by him. :) was supposed to be his police division's family day. And there was lucky draw in the morning. I skipped that event cos i have to doll up. Reached ard 930 by cab. You can imagine how long i took! Hahas. Shiro came out to bring me in. He dint win anything. Knew it man. Lols. Saw the people he's currently working with. His gl looks like a typical leader! The style is there. Haa. Starting i was abit pissed bcos it seemed like he's eager to follow his gl zzz. Even went puff with them. So irritating. Am freakin as the secs passes by. Scared that we might not be able to catch the rides as well as the live perf. >~< we need to queue for approx 40mins for each ride o.o it is that packed! Whats more most of them are singaporeans =3 =
There are several kingdoms. Hollywood, magadasca, shrek, jurassic park, egypt and sci-fi. I love the back streets of hollywood and also the oldfashioned shops and movie theatres :) super cool. Its like we're back in time! And i love shrek castle! Omg it is so beautiful! The 4D motion movie is dam cool too! Super interactive. Enjoyed that one. :) was soaked wet after we went for the jurassic wet ride. Its damm funny. We wore ponchos and the whole way was dry except for the last part. We were brought up a storey or so and pushed down the river. And just right, we're the ones back facing the river. Gg. All wet. Our legs were soaked in a TUB OF WATER. Yes, TUB! Soaked till the float reaches the ending point. Wth please. But it was fun. Cos we're wet! Haha. Exaggerated wet. Shiro couldnt stand the wet feeling so he went ahead with purchase of pants and flipflops. :) as for me. I'll just bear wit the wet foot -.- i even placed tissue on my insoles. So it wont be that disgusting. Haha! Anw i throw that pair away the next day. Am suddenly 3pairs lesser. I need a shoe spree! hee.

Shiro is so dam funny kept wanting to buy something from uss. And kept pestering me if i want anything. I dont want cos they are exp, useless and not my style. HAHA!

Anyway we planned our route. We're lucky at some parts and unlucky at others. =----= lucky cos we manage to execute our plan smoothly! After canopy, shrek4D, then waterworld! :D but then we missed egypt ridess. Cos the locker sucks. Was packed with people and we couldnt get a locker. Roar. Then shiro suggested to go for the lockers at the main gate then we'll head back to egypt for the rides. Thats a good idea. But who knows when we reached hollywood and had our erm brunch. Combi of lunch and dinner, he told me he's VERY TIRED AND WOULD LIKE TO FORGO THOSE RIDES O.O LOLS. Old man! Part of the reason is that he's scared. Buahaha. Scared of heights. = w = but am okay with it. Cos i hopped on the rides i aimed ady. If there's a next time, i wld like to try all the egypt rides :)

Oh super sunny that day. Its nice to see the queues of rides are all sheltered. Mayb thats part of the reason why i dont mind waiting. Glee. Only sad thing is that i dint getto take pic with bettyboop! Cos shiro and i decided to rush for the shuttle bus :( it leaves at 7pm. I bought the kungfu panda pic like super last min. Lols. Overall im really happy. Took many beaut pics! Haa! But he got called out by one of the officers. Escort! Cos the bus too full so got 3of em to take the police car back. :( anw i really smell bad that day man zzz. Then we both went 85 eat some stuff then head back home. Super tired man =~=

Hee lets jump to my bday. Took half day cos am not supposed to take full day. Stupid closing. Met up shiro at noon. Headed to ashton's at the cathy :3 the queue was not that long. And this i ordered double chicken! Buahaha. Cos the prev one no kick sia. Small portion. And i wanted baked potato and thy actually says tt thy ran out of potatoes!?! Lame. Go carrefour buy luh!! Feel like telling them that! Haha. And yups i had my fill and am super contented. Cos the grilled chicken taste so nice! Unlike suntec outlet's. Shiro is crazy. He ordered mashed potatoes and rice as side dishes and he finished it all o.o god. -.- and guess what? It all costs only 24bucks! Wth i know. Our bill always sums up to 50+ at other restaurants which food only so-so. Wahaha! Then we strolled our way to fareast. It is dam far my leg expanded and im too full. Super uncomfortable. Went to look for new shoes! And bought one pair. Paid by shiro. :D saw several pairs to my liking but not sure why i dint wanna buy them tt day. Now that i think of it. I'll go purchase a pair tmr. After our starhub's comm session. :3 totally forgot that such thing exists till rui unni reminded us tdy. *sweats

And yeah i bought that pair and i changed into them. Cos my legs are suffering! I shd really wear tt pair more often :x then we try to pass our time at kino. Bought another egg mag! Buahaha. Seriously love their makeups! I shall go kino more often. > u < then went to walk ard slack ard to get rid of the time. Finally it reaches 8pm and we're on our way to ZOUK! IT IS CHANNEL U's PARTY. :) my sis got me a pair of vip tickets! Cool shit! Im like so dam close to all of them! Right infront of my eyes! Well if you know them, christopher lee, chen han wei, ann kok, lin xiang ping, lai yi ling, lee teng, dai yang tian, liu zi xuan etc. Hahaha!
And then there was this part when they had to play game. To spot their eyecandy. Guess what? Liu zi xuan chose me! Omg. And chris pulled my hand and call me go on stage! Wahaha. And im like squeezing wit chris, zi xuan and hanwei on the cramp stage! HEAVEN! Opps. Hanwei's eyecandy is damm pretty sia! I knw i sure lose :x the judges, lai yi ling and lin xiang ping and another person(forgot who isit) are judges, in the end. I got 2nd with 5stickers. :) happy that day! Hoho. Then at 10, shiro and i headed to bugis sry that i left w/o telling shar :( we wanted to flag a cab to bugis for steamboat, with alex, jac, nicholas and xiao mei. But the thing is there is no cab! And the available cabs dint want to stop for us wtf. We changed locations, we waited. We cursed. Well shiro kept swearing. And i just kept quiet. In the end we went to a bustop and continued to flag but to no avail. It was 1140then. And i bus to bugis came. We gave up and board the bus. Stupid day it is. Reached the steamboat place ard 1205. My bday was over. D: i brought the cake wit me. And alex and guys still wished me happy bday :3 shiro was saying he's goin to make all taxi drivers life difficult. Haha. we ate tomyum flavour and had our fill. Happy. Then i blow plus cut the cake, distributing to the 6of us :) yes 6of us and alex still send us all home! I sat on shiro's lap at the back seat. LOLS. Super scary. Scared there'll be a roadblock! And lucky enough, reached home safely. Glee.

And i rest for 4 hrs or so. Went sbl. Last day working there. Then attended class, and head right down to amk after class :3 i was so tired! I walked all the way there like a zombie. I left my marshmellows at home! I totally forgot abt them therefore i went to purchase them before i head over to pat's condo. XD rui unni came out to fetch me in. Like weird. Cos charles drove there! Dint offer to give a ride!? And whats more, he longbang all the others in loh. Argh. They just started on the bbq. Main helper is obviously charles! LMAO. Then i realised the marination of the food sucks TTM. Basically there's only pepper in there. Pissed. Cos i saw sambal before ordering. Kena cheated. And w/o sambal, everything is tasteless. So i make someyks man. Was abit paiseh. So i called him to stay in his car and i went ntuc alone. Who knows panda unni called just then. Say that they need 2packs of charcoal!? One im okay. 2 i think i cant move! Lmao. So no choice, i gotta ring charles to hlp me with it. :X trouble him again. Hur... We reach back like super late. And started to eat and stuff. Indeed the sotong is much more delicious with sambal. Keke. Anw took pics along the way and had alot of fun. :) bbq and eat. Combo. :D when time reaches 10, NC's babies needa go to bed thats why most of em went off. Then we get time to rest our feets. :) we tried to eat as much but still we had to throw away the balance. The chickenwing is not nice at all. All bcos of the marination! So i cant eat. Then we pack and went to pat's house. :) thats where i receive my surprise! It is a bday cake! Wahaha. Pink cake. Fruity flavour. First time so many snapshots of me. LMAO! Then we proceed to eat it. And never did i expect another round of surprise! Rui unni passed me a really huge package! It is my present! Omg! It is a kuromi pillow and a board, which they printed pics and each wrote a msg to me :D so sweet. Took some pics with it. And thats when i realised there's MORE AT THE BACK! OMFG. JAEJOONG, NICHKHUN, HEECHUL, GEUN SUK AND RYEOWOOK! Buahaha! I screamed when i saw those deco at the back! Glee! I totally love the pics they paste jaejoong and khunnie with me. >///< hahaha. Thanks unni and chinguls :3 :3 :3 saranghae!

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11.11.11

2010-11-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

why do i have a feeling that we are rushing for it?
is it because we are growing older as days pass by?
cant really think.
need to sort out my thoughts to prevent any regrets in the future.

AFAX

2010-11-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

10th nov. Class just ended. It was a killer. My head almost burst. Micro class is starting on the 2nd part of notes ady. Dammit. Why must the time fly so fast? I can hardly breathe! And am really freakin out. After afa, will start studying on weekdays. I dint getto slp well over past 2days cos im worried abt my decora and studies :( and yest night i was rolling ard on my bed throughout the night. And i hurt my left shoulder. Roar! Bought my silicon gun today. Shall getto work! I made a promise to myself to patch back the hole in my bank. But this month... Disappointed with myself.. It may be cause of the xmas present my sis and i ordered. Super eff up. I seriously need to put a stop to online shopping. Mayb it will help... Unni wanted me to think of how to celeb for my bday. I really wonder... Why is kbox the only thing in mind?? Weird. I cant think.

My ezlink, my lunch budget, my bank account. Cash is running low. It is so hard, to be leading this life, when money is the thing you slaved all your life for. It restricts, it suffocates, it tortures. And worse, it is the only thing i can see.

Been how many days? 5days. Of not seeing shiro. He needs to work on his off days too. The next time i'll be able to see him, wld be fri. If not, sat.

Yes it is thurs. Today is 11/11! Shd be a lucky day! But i feel normal. Haa. Jaejoong tweeted ALOT tdy. Seem like tdy is an off day for him :D he just got back from newyork.. Well i cldnt really keep up with his tweets. I dont understand em, even after using the translator! Roar! And we ordered nasi lemak again cos it rained in the morning. Super cold in office! Yeah. Happy because charles gave me his ikan billis!! Wahaha. XD anyway they decided to do away with the exchange present this year. Cos we're all too broke! But i ady ordered the mini gifts frm taobao :x of cos i havent buy the 'main presents'. And rui unni wants me to give others :( the exchange thing still applies to other people in the dept... And i proposed to mylene for xmas exchange. :) she's cool with it! Budget is 5bucks HAHA!!

The teachers gave me a mission to purchase yong's bday present .___. So sudden! Was wondering if i hav the time to do that thou. But i'll lookout for it! :)
Goin to get my hair dyed coming tues. The colour at the top sucks. Need to look my best for my bday celeb. Buahaha. Its bcos of the universal studio that am goin so early. XD

Sunday. Afa day! Hehe.
Met up with my yuki yest jayden is sooo cute! :) he's slimmer and cuter! Starting he wouldnt look at me. T.T BUT LATER WHEN SHIRO TRIED TO BE FRDS WITH HIM. He look at me and smiled! I almost melt there. Such an incredible feeling! The smile is so sweet! Glee! Also tried to talk to me using hand language. -.- he die die dont wanna talk. I did carry him ok! And he wanted to cling on to me when i cannot tahan his weight ady. Sorry jayden :(
And myyuki passed me my ifairy lenses! Pink and red! Wow after so long i can FINALLY SEE OBVIOUS COLOURS IN MY EYES! IM SO WORRIED AND TENSED WHEN I TRIED TO PUT IT ON THIS MORNING. Haha! And the pink is luminous. I still think my eye sorta darken the original effect. Keke. Happy decora tdy. > u <

So thirsty now! I think i could gulp down 1.5l at one go! And my head hurts. :( fun day. First time hadda photoshoot by strangers. Jus afew pics thou. But it is good enough. :D thy'll be sending me my photos soon. Hiakhiak. So cool! My decora passed. Hehe rated by vernice. :X she looks super cute in naruto! Well my cam died halfway thru. So i got gary to help me. Hahas. Heng he nv complain. And yes his style of phototaking: CLOSE UP. Im not used to it at the start. But im okay with it now. Cos it is true that you will miss out good expression if the pic is zoomed out. On the other hand, it will sorta waste the good costumes if it is a close up shot. Yea pros and cons. >.< its super tiring walkin rounds and rounds esp when my cam is gone :( oh yar, mika looks feminine! For the first time! Hee. And im right. She's super fair! Her skin kinda glows~ :) super cute jumping ard. Hee. And i saw kamee. Chatted wit her and she couldnt recall who am i -.- but its okay cos she figured out who i am when gary posted the pics. Haha. And she says i look diff frm my dps. (THAT IS A OF COS! I only set nice pics as my dp. Buahaha.)

Myyuki saw me with the pink lens and she complimented it as well! Hoho. So gonna order more. :) we discussed ady. Will be getting more pairs, GLEE :3

today-eve of PH
hmm finally am using my keyboard, typing a chunk in here :3
i wanted to get my hair dyed today.
i booked afew days ago but the auntie forgot all abt me and went out = w=
i even took the trouble to rush to her unit~ and got my leggings and shoes drenched. D=
well its ok if thats the case i can watch my 7pm kor drama. it is getting interesting! LOLS. did a good deed by offering to hlp takeaway food. my didi fell sick. yeah and he jus booked out. OH HE'S SO SWEET! hlping me d/l VOCALOID V.2 game for PSP <3 *loves! hehe gonna start laterr :DDD

ahhh anw, the appt was posponed to tmr morning. means i need to slp soon. hurrr
happy things today: watched B2ST BEAUTIFUL MV =^ u ^= CUTEE SONG .i really love Kikwang and YoSeob!!!! yoseob set me laughin at the scene where he was staring (mouth wide open) at Kikwang while he dances!! mayb mok thinks im crazy laughing at my monitor. LOL
and i love kikwang in specs the geek look stole my heart =x well JH was the main lead. hmmm not bad luh. very like the real him. and really really thick makeup for them. cos their complexion looks way too perfect! wonder how thy do that~ i wanna learn too~ >.< so am waiting for PART II. *heart itchy!!

another thing was shannen sis passed me my bday vouchers (gift frm everyone) yayy. haven send thankyou email yet. lols.
*OMG Y IS THE NATIONAL ANTHEM PLAYIN ON THE TV -- O --*
and she bought presents for me! OMG CANS.
RILAKKUMA FILE & POSTSTICK!!! super kawaii!!!!! <3 really love them :333
thanks sis. and touching words u have hahahha

and i realised sharon haven wrote on the card. will force her to write something for me when she get back. and FUNNY THING: RUI UNNI AND CHINGUL WROTE KOREA MESSAGES TO ME O.O LIKE I UNDERSTAND??? LOLS. THY OWAYS LIKE TO MAKE ME JEALOUS. COS I CLDNT LEARN KOR RIGHT NOW. $ AND TIME CONSTRAINT. ROARRR

waiting for my taobao sprees arrival. and my SHOE IS OOS. the one im looking MOST FORWARD TO! gods just like to toy with me =.=
need to find another shop tt sells the pair of shoes. *yawns.

Shiro suggested catching Harrypotter tmr.
Dilemna. Thurs might b watching- cos of our Finance's "OUTING" to GV.
and my sis and i wanted to bring our dad to the theatres. for harrypotter. he loves it =DD
dont dare tell shiro later he nag again. ~.~ somemore i think im the only one available to watch wit him Buahaha. dont think his ahbeng frds will watch movies. xD

Hiak Hiak @mjjeje

2010-11-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

yes im backkk!!!
updates below~~ :333
jus hadda chattin session with my papa. its his off day today.
it was kinda cool. gossiping abt others and he told me abt his family and himself. what he is like. how environment, people you meet, people your family can change oneself. it is hardaching. forcing and implementing new rules into yurself.
i wonder why he's telling me all that. mayb he wanted me to be prepared just in case it apply to me as well. but he's cute too! i told him abt korea industry, overloaded with trainees. and he told me abt Andy Lau being a trainee when he's young as well! wahahhaah.. interesting. and did i mention this before? the kor drama weekdays at 7pm is dam nice! cos it applies to everyone. the quarrels, happiness, troubles.

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Yeah been so long since i started tying again. Okay today is wed, 13oct. Haha. Hmm i have to update a couple of things. Tmr and fri will be our offsite. Some sort like a training for newbies. It is located at orchid country club, again :x means i have to wake earlier! Maybe an hour earlier! Must reach at 830 for attendance.. :( well this offsite sort of came at the wrong time man. Next week is my paycycle. Means i have to commit to my paycycle and what abt my sp services? And i have no time to key invoices. Thats why die die have to go back ot on sunday. Zzz glee. Cos saturday.... I AM FINALLY MEETING JAEJOONG! Maybe fri will set the day we getto see each other for the first time. FLIGHT! Hoho... I wonder if i'll cry. And of cos quest made me really angry. Quest is the organiser for jyj showcase. To cut long story short, they stated 'first come first serve' and screw that. You know why? Cos the following day we made our payment, they freakin add additional seats right beside the stage and it is of same price. Such despicable act! Which simply means fans that buy LATER GETS BETTER SEATS! To hell with their first come first serve. Bullshit. They are money faced bastards!
Shiro never come fetch me. See? Thou he's on leave. And give what excuse say he got bike lesson. =3=

Anyway yest we went free movies, tickets frm my sis of cos. A show called takers. Hmm not bad but cant say good. Oh, maybe my not bad is cos there're alot of gun fire scenes? Opps! And guess what shiro ate up a whole pack of popcorn by himself! Faints! He really love popcorn recently -.- he even abandoned the korean fried chicken he bought, he was too full. And he wants me to bring back. And i threw it away in the end. Cos im too full myself. And my sis has got this sudden urge to 'go on diet' so she refused to have it. Okay. So it goes to the bin then. Super wasted.

Anyway i received mail that my taobao spree arrived! So happy. Getting new clothes soon. And another of my precious collection :) well one item was either out of stock or they dint bother to send out the item. Sigh. Its okay. Thats not one of my faves. Glee.

Okay another big news, someone i know created a very huge lie in fb. Well i believed at the start. But it all turns out to be a lie. A guy uses minhyuk pics as his own! Minhyuk is from CNblue (korean boyband). And yes it is VERY EASY TO EXPOSE HIM. Cos my chingul got me this link, all his pictures which he claimed his own were frm thr! Im equally shocked when i received the link frm chingul. Omfg. Yeah it is all a lie. And like i said it is easy to expose, but i chose not to. Why? Because someone i know is involved. Well someone i treasure and like. We're really worried abt her. All these are either a prank or, lying habit, or she is under tremendous stress and cause her to go into depression or split personality. Which is which? Well i did post words to shoot that guy on his fb. And yeah, another girl came into picture, she might be fake too. High possibility that she is. She said that guy wasnt frm CNblue. And there are videos. They claimed that thy are all frm dance club at NUS. So this guy posted vids of 'his dance' of cos starting i did not realise. I was like wow so cool! Cos the lockin are all dam nice. But turn out that all the vids were frm youtube. He and the other girl posted vids. Which involves suju and sm town. And they said they recorded 'their dance' down. So wtf? What is effing wrong with my friend? Why is she lying? Did she create the 2person's accounts? The guy is SUPPOSED TO BE HER SUITOR. Does this mean that she created an imaginary suitor for herself. And maybe an imaginary 'current boyfriend?' and also an imaginary 'dance club'? No one knws cos no one saw any of these guys. Creepy. My sis says the back of her hair were standing when i told her abt this! LOLS! And she want me to leave my frd alone, cos she is dangerous. O.o exaggerated. Her lies meant no harm. It is her we're worried abt, whether she hav got any illness.
Okay so now the guy admit that he uses minhyuk pics as his own and began to upload his real photos. Oh well. His typing style is exactly like hers. The way they spell 'becose' the way they type w/o spacings before or after '...' too alike. Thats why i still dont believe. Till i find the real person in the pic.

Excite prog was not bad. The people in thr are very fun! I laughed the whole of yesterday! Buahaha. Opps. Forgot to mention, it is fri tdy. :) well i dont like 2of the girls cos they are obviously bitches. Behaves and act like one. Why? Why isit that at every stage of life, there are bound to be this kinda disgusting people. Zzz. Super turn off. I hope we wont getto sit wit them during lunch today. It'll be sucha hard meal to eat while looking at bitches. Actually most of the games i had already played in poly. Maybe it is a diff grp thats why diff feeling :)

I went to get my red lightstick yest. Just in case the lightstick bought turns out to be a scam :x then shiro treat me to V8. :) its our first time there! The food are cheap! Well its roughly ard 10to12 per serving. We went to the jap shokudo to peep at the menu. Everything costs ard 18to 19 -.- yup then wander ard awhile and went back home. His boss called say want him to go back station. Dono what for. Anyway he wore specs yest. O.o no degree but only with shang guang. Heh looks more decent :x and i like it.

It is sat! The past 2days were real fun. The excite prog not bad :) made new friends and i laughed alot xD There are jokers ard to make us all laugh. Learnt many things from there. Such as ASSUME = ASS BETWEEN U AND ME. This really caught my attention. Well ideas given were not fan off, instead they were taken into consideration before deciding to implement it not. Had a taste of success during the games, the tallest structure! That group was a combi that i liked. Both jed and james were inside. Super funny. That james made me shout alot cos he kept doing stupid things -.- the very first person i clicked to was maylene. Then was elyssa. They're both married. O.o elyssa is only 21 omfg. And her rom was in may this year. Faints! So young!
Jed is a funny guy! His laughter is super unique. And he can joke abt anything. Haha. He eavesdrop conversation too! Haa. So lame. Then w/o realising he became one of the leaders and during debrief, he'll surely be aimed.

Okay today is 22nd oct. JYJ CONCERT IS OVER. Jaejoong looks real sad. And no worries, i did not cry. Bcos he was so tiny on stage, the sound system sucks too. I cant hear his voice properly. I bet if im sitting at the front.i'll sure cry :x lol. Quest really sucks. No posters banners or merchandise! It really dont look like a showcase at all. Super sad... And they are dam strict. Im seated so far away. I took pics, they confiscated my camera. Wtf lucky the security dint get me to delete them keke. Happy! So i got afew of the blur shots. At least i heard jaejoong's trademark laughter. It melt me there. And the last song was the highest, cos micky gave us the permission to STAND! Omg! Stupid me forgot to rush to the front. I grabbed my bag, squeezed thru and then rushed to the front like a magnetic force. Jaejoong is the earth. Haaha! The song super high. We jumped and i could only catch a glimpse of jaejoong blocked out by others :( my jae joong. This is how it ends? I bet our fate will not end that easily. Next year! It is from micky's mouth. Next year you all will be here for concert. Omfg. I just missed my stop. Zzz. Too engrossed typing away. Shits! Haha!

Today is sat. The korea night concert o.o so fast yeah? I know. God. And today i'l be entertaining 5frds frm diff walks of life. Buahaha! Hope i'll enjoy. And guess what? I brought my red dbsk lightstick to shine there. Keke! Okay back to the JYJ topic, i getto knw a new frd. This must be fate. She has the hots for junsu. (lucky not jaejoong!) and her condition is as bad as mine. Taking note that they are breathing the same air as us and such! Buahaha! we chatted so much abt dbsk, miss them so much! Sob! Anyway we promised to go JYJ CONCERT TOGETHER NEXT YEAR. Aint that cool? :D and she's saving 1buck per day. Haa. So funny. :X and a very shocking piece of news, JAEJOONG, MICKY, JUNSU ALL JOINED TWITTER! WAHAHA! Kel and i went mad xD HAHAHA! So exciting! And jaejoong's new kitten is called jiji. It must be frm his name, jeje.. Thats how he intro himself. > u < but them junsu's kittens are much cuter than jae's (i hate to admit that) his leo and tiger are super cute! They are the kinda breed i wanna rear... Thats if i cant stop shiro frm rearing cats -.- sigh it is so good to feel much closer to them. :)

Wed26th.
Jaejoong is so active on twitter! Am so happy seeing him tweet! He likes to twitpics too! And this morning was a TOPLESS CLOSE UP ON FACE SHOT! Omg. I think i might get high blood pressure or heart attack if this goes on! He's so sexy can! And cute at the same time! Dirty thoughts automatically find its way to my mind. God. It is really too good to be true. But it is true! That is the real him, behind that account, very blur and cute. Cos he kept forgetting to click the reply button and its like he's talkin to himself. Wahaha. Kyuu! XD currenty he's composing songs thats sexy too! Oh and yest night, he posted pics of jiji, his MALE CAT. Sleeping on his lap and he's wearing pyjamas! *nose bleeds! Thou dint see him in it, imagining him in it drives me crazy. Wahaha. So gonna be a twitter freak frm now on. LOLS!

I just realised. Upcoming 3sundays there will be cosplay events! Omg. Its gonna be busy. Coming sunday is at scape. I shd really make my way to chinatown again. Most prob this coming fri. Everything is cramped together. 4th sunday, it will be my advanced bday celebration, with shiro. Keke! We're goin to universal studio * m * glee. I shall think of what present i want :)

Im abit bored today. Cos i cant key invoices! And my invs are pilling up. If the sys is not open on fri. I'll have to ot on sat, AFTER MY CLASS! I knw. It sucks. Argh. Oh i actually dint update abt the korea pop night! I was so dam confused that day! I went to see gary. He's working at hall6. I waited approx 30mins for hyung and myyuki to arrive. Heng thr's gary. Hoho. Thy both actually reaches at the same time, can you believe it?! And the mess started. We went to BK. It was packed expected. Yet we found a place. The combi at the start was wrong. Hyung dint wanna bludge. So i went to find empty seats and left myyuki with hyung. So i exchanged place wit myyuki. Halfway, jacky called. He too reached. So he came over and join us in line. It was 715then. Concert starts at 8! Imagine how freaked i was. I had another frd waiting for me at the entrance. Gosh. We swallowed down our food. I cldnt enjoy my meal. Lol. And we threw almost all our fries. :( then xuan called. She ask us to join her in he entranc queue. Heng sia! Must thank her for that. If not we have to wait very long :x and someone took our seats! I was wonderin why xuan and us got separated! Haha. Okay they are really tiny on stage. First was ft island. Hongki dont look like hongki! Dint knw he is that skinny! Totally kan bu chu =m= there are afew holding red light sticks :) ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH! Wahaha. am holding red one too of cos :) the mc voice were muffled over the pa system. O.o but i heard dong bang shin ki and i got hyped up! False alarm pls! The so called mini dong bang came on stage. 'the boss' aka D-NA. And omg. One of them looks like jaejoong in hug era! God dammit. He's slimmer. But the black hair and the style! Aiish! And his voice is similar to jae. But weaker. XD Made me miss dbsk so so much throughout the 4songs. Sigh. I was excited to see zea on stage, BUT i can only spot junhyun! I cant spot heecheol! There are too many of them on stage and i cant see their faces, how to differentiate them?! Most high was from shinee onwards keke. Finally getto see taemin ah... He's so skinny! Too skinny! There's no hint of flesh in him. God. Super scary. Cos he looks chubby and healthy in vids sigh. Then was snsd. The pink ocean went crazy. Haha! So many guys went just for em. God. Jacky is one of them LOLS! Buahaha. And im serious. He know zero abt other bands! Bigbang was the greatest! Thou G.D wore shades as usual. Quite disappointing. I wanna see his face. And neither did he dress up for this. Sigh! Anyway i think overall, it can be better. The standing pit = SHIOK. And dam worth it! If there's a next year, i'll chiong standing pit xD GLEE. And chingul said so too. Go tgt :)

Shiro came to fetch me after my class yest. So shocking and happy. Im surprised. He dint complain at all! Treat me real nice. Wahaha. We ate mr bean icecream too :D he looks fairer with his specs on. Makes me like him more. Yar. I dont have a thing for dark guys zzz. The fairer the better. Buahaha!

Jaejoong's been super active in twitter! It is so exciting everyday, knowing that he'll post something or some pics will be uploaded! So dam cool! Hehe. Like kelsey described, they are feeding us dose of estasy. And it is dam high and shiok. LMAO!! So true! And im getting greedier. Greed for more. Greed for jaejoong. Hiakhiak. =u=

Fri today. Jaejoong tweeted so much today! A breakfast pic, a mountain sunrise pic, a scenery pic- that was the location he's at. And the river feel like i went there before! Cos back in korea, the bus did went pass many rivers on the way to skii resort. Chingul also says so! Then he posted a pic of HIM outside a restaurant. He looks so fair! Love him more! :) then he took a pic of his food. Shd be spicy kimchi chicken soup xD Then he cant finish so he take away the leftovers for dinner. Lol! Then he posted pic of his cat, jiji and his 'shock' looking toycat. He says the toy got scared by his jiji. Buahaha. Then the next pic is 3cats! One real kitten= jiji. One 'neutral' toycat = ZZ, and one 'shocked' toycat= GG. He said, finally the 3(jiji, GG and ZZ) made peace. LMAO! He's extremely CUTE! Keke!

Omg it is extremely difficult to find the type of clothes i want. I need them for those cosplay events. And i dont have the skill to do em on my own. At least im trying to do some diy stuffs with accessories. Sigh. hard to think of the full style too! Aiish. I bet tao bao has them. But they are hard to find thats all. I shd use taobao more frequently man.
Anyway i hurt my hand again! While doing filing. A scratch. But it bleed after erm, 30secs? :( filing was dam tiring today! Just sorting took up approx 2hrs. Zzz. And it is cecilia's last day today! She gave us all beancurd tart :D nice. I ate once before. :) goodluck to her! Oh there was a joke circulating ard. And my chingul nv fail to tear while laughin :x i laughed real hard when the joke was said. Haha its abt sharon. Chingul says sharon is 2D! Cos she's too skinny! LMAO! I can totally imagine that she is a maple character only able to walk left or right. Flat against the background. Buahaha! XD

Sat. I think Jasper looks cute. Wahaha. And yiying and yanyi sure oppose lol! But he's round, his face is round. His eyes small. Haha. And sometimes when he wants to catch your attention, he'll do something special and peep at you(smiling). Haha. Bryan's eyes also looks cute! Single eye lid, but looks huge :) glee. Sry uh. Quite high today. It is the Jae-effect on me. Greatly affected by it. :X

Am starting to enjoy FR lessons. Thats the only paper i hav confidence in, provided that i practice alot. XD i started to read my micro... And i found out, in order to study, i'll have to sacrifice my hours surfing net. Means once reached home, dinner or snack. Study. Bathe. Study. And concentration span is sigh. Super short. Hiakhiak :x oh well. Means i'll get cut off from my friends. And could only be contacted via sms. Thats really sad. But i have to start. :( sheena started reading the text already. And it stressed me. Wasted 3months. Around 4topics each. Buckup, DD! Oh let me explain 'DD'. Since jaejoong named his cats JiJi, GG, ZZ. I SHALL THEREFORE BE HIS DD. Wahaha!

YOU CAN NEVER GUESS WHAT AM WEARING NOW. HIAK HIAK. My family is supportive? Haha. Hmm my mum so cute. Keeps help me adjust the hair :) i know she kinda like it. Can see frm her face. :D my sis gives nasty comments but sometimes on purpose. So i dono which is which. O.o

Haru 5th anniversary nothing much leh. But gary and i found a really really cute cosplayer!! She was cosing as miku, and she's really good at it! Her act cute skills is 101% power. mesmerised by her cuteness! She's only 13, goodness! So young, so innocent and naive. Adorable! XD And goin to add her fb when i get home :D am turning sicko again. Haha.

So thirsty whole day. And know what? I forgot to bring my ichigo purse out! Its only near the end of the day then i realise, when we're at mac. And i saw SOMEONE THERE! My fave AH BIN! Still as handsome as ever. Wahaha. But he couldnt recognise me. So i just let it go. Dont wanna give him a scare. LMAO. Now am on my way back. Super tiring. Aiish. There's class tmr too. Makeup class. Will be dam beat. And i needa go office earlier cos i havent complete my paycycle stuffs on sat (OT). Pathetic life... Next sun teenage cos event might cancel. Depends on gary now. Haha. I thought he knew! But i guess it slipped off his mind. LOLS.

I wonder if my sis and i order the xmas gifts coming sat, will it be in time for xmas? Zzz. She kept saying to drag cos she have projects. I scared not enough time! Better to be safe than sorry right?! And the middleman is overseas right now. Cant really contact her :( anyway im so smart! I found the heels that i want! Cos i missed a spree previously and i regretted not ordering! But now, i found it! Alot cheaper too! Wahaha. Happy!! And i found really cheap clothings! So i ordered them too! LOLS. And i think i wanna do DECORA. XD am starting to collect and look out for the accessories and clothings. I wonder if i'll do well... But i'll try my best! Hehe.

It is thurs today. Public holi eve :) i went chinatown yest, and i found materials. Still thinking how or what to do xD OH IT IS SO FUNNY. Shiro still thinks that i cut and bleached my hair!! And he's pretty upset abt it. Dint call me along for jogging session. Roar! And he refused to wish me happy on our 7years 2months anniv (that was yest. Haha.) so lame. Im on my way to meet him now and he will find out that im still the same. Wahaha! Everything will come clear, soon. Its fun to tease him thou. Glee. Omg i found camax lens ady! 30bucks per pair. I spent too much on taobao this month, so this have to pend.. And i found 2new sites in taobao. Thanks to i blogshop :D well it is pretty hard to find the clothes of your style in there cos there are TOO MANY SELLERS! So sometimes when some blogs posts nice sites, im really happy. Add to my collection. Hoho > u <

Okay. I went to search for decora stuffs on fri. That shiro is useless. Luckily i managed to aim afew of my decoras. Will be back to buy them.. Next pay :x he said his pants too tight zzz.. Grow too fat ady! Haa. And on thurs night, we caught the legend of the guardians and then we went blk 85 :D love the kangkong and stingray! Wahaha.

am very intersted in dark decora.

sunday

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Omg! I just received a piece of shocking news. My students, siblings' mother passed away!?! Wtf. They are only what? Pri1 and pri3? This is hell man!! How are they gonna survive? Im sure their mum wouldnt bear to let em go. So young, cant even take care of themselves! Zzz its so heartaching jus thinking of that! I hope they are able to cope..will be donating some cash to them as well. Funeral is dam exp nowadays too. Sigh :(

I got 2anyone album frm chingul. Super nice! I really love 'go away' the tune is stuck in my head and their MVS were terrific! Omfg! The multiple diff scenes, the diff COOL OUTFITS!! Those korean style JACKETS! They are all awesome! And go away has a storyline too. CL SURE CAN ACT. I feel like slapping that guy! SM is really taking good care of her. Alot of attention huh! LOLS! But yeah she looks real pretty with shades :D
kiss is also not bad! i love the tune too. addictive i shall say, haha

Anyway was preparing to shut down my desktop yest when i spotted a new seller main page on tao bao! Omfg. The clothes damm cheap and looks really nice! Kor style! And the connection at that time abit sot. So ended up browsing thru only. Gonna look and do a detail search when i get home! Excited! Think this is the only thing am looking forward to tdy. LOLS.

Hmm so far so good with sp... Now am more worried for my RIM payment. Some lame people suddenly says wanna add 4mil payment for RIM. By this month. Thats so sick. And the stack is very thick. Like i say, i felt cheated. -.- so much to do. Dont even know if my efforts will get recog... Okay. I'll listen to rui unni. Im a good girl. Will absorb and digest her words! She really wrote me, eh... Typed me an essay! (i forgot if i mentioned it. If i did, pls bear with me.) cos i think its real cool. I really like those words and i saved them in my desktop. I'll read them when the feelings are back. Therefore, currently, i feel okay. Ganbatte shimasu!! Will do my best to defeat those sickening tasks! I'll show you my powers. Roar!

Did i mention? By right the 500deposit was supposed to split between shiro and i. But tide turned. His sis gets money from him. Zzz so its like he cant save AGAIN. And worse still. Dono if he can feed himself. So i suggested me forking out 500bucks. And the rest will be paid by him in the future. Is that right? No idea. It is really depressing looking at my account balance right now. Mayb i shdnt go for korea pop night. Cos suju's sale of tickets is coming soon... I overspent. And taking away the amount i fork out for package and the ticket, im still short, by quite alot. Wtf. Even with the upcoming pay. It cant really save me. Mayb. I'll have nothing to spend after deducting all my monthly expenses. This is such a fucked up life. How much longer do i have to continue this kind of life. Do i live to save and trim? To study? To live by rules? Of cos i dint want that. I want to live my life to the fullest. And it is dam impossible in sg. All i see is same buildings same route same scenery. Thou i dont mind certain people in my life to stay as it is. Seriously how long more do i have to continue this kinda life?
Okay. There still happy things in my life. Small things that makes me happy. Such as painting my nails, getting special coloured lenses. Watching a good film. Getting to know jaejoong and other idols. Listening to good songs.(this applies to korean songs). Looking at pretty clouds in the sky. Gloomy skies are my fave. I always snap pics of columbus clouds and gloomy skies. I hav a collection of them. If only i could snap the red sky at night! They are so beautiful! The stars too! However we can only view thru our naked eyes. Theres no way to capture the red sky. Cos there's actually no colour. Red is a default colour. D:
And then there are good food such as kangkong, sambal stingray. And the great nature veg- CHILLI! Wahaha reminds me of my heechul. He wore chilli costume in the superjuniorshow3 back in korea! Suits him so... He's as hot as chilli? Nope! It is his temper! LOLS!

Jus got off frm class! The tutor is like bullet train! Its like he's catching a flight tonight -.- and let us off 30mins earlier! Something's weird huh! Anyway im happy at work today cos my ex- vendor actually gave me mooncakes! I did tell him mok is now handling his payment, but still he says he wanna give them to me. >///< he says he hav not spoken to mok yet. LOLS! He's so nice! My fave vendor! Cos he always giv stuffs! Such as mooncakes and bahgua for new year. Hoho! So sad that im letting him go TwT HAHA. And charles vendor super generous. Gave like 6boxes of mooncakes! :) so each of us took a box... I couldnt bring em home today cos i got class. My mum sure happy. She did ask me if im getting as much mooncakes as last year. It is so hard to ans! I think most prolly panda unni dont have vendors as generous. So i kept quiet. I dint even tell her that i changed portfolio. Lol. Is there a need?

Buahaha. Okay today is sat. So funny. Esther laughed at my expression! Have i not shown her? I thought i make that expression frequently. HAHA. She laughed till peng and say it looks cute o.o lol yes today and tmr, there's cosplay event at scape! Today am meeting shar, we're goin to explore chinatown! Haha very hot and sunny. I booked gary to go that haruhouse event tmr... :) then mika told me abt this seiransai event at jap sch tmr. Its the event we oways sees in drama and anime, organised by schools! So cool! :) then i dono which to attend. But mika might be going to seiransai?

Hoho it is monday. Sat and sunday was cool enough. That china town trip, couldnt really find the so called ' fashion street' leh. But found lotsa delicious looking pastries xD HAHA. I did found a pants thats suitable for afa. But it is 29bucks loh. Faints! T.T I need to look ard more to find my afa outfit. Haa. And sunday was the best! Gary and i really went SEIRANSAI! So god damm cool! It is exactly like in the dramas or mangas! Each class a diff store. Haunted house, maze, matsuri, movies, uniform try ons! Tea ceremony. Omg all so nice! BUT GUESS WHAT? Just lining up for the maze was enough. Took ard 45mins. Its really interesting! They did everything themselves! The commitment as a class. Think i can never experience such fun :( anyway got to pick a charm think its a love charm. And i got this :"GOOD LUCK CHARM. It is a good chance to confess to your love one and you will get accepted." so i was wondering. Confess to? MUST BE JAEJOONG THEN!! Woahaha! :X anyway gary got misfortune charm! Lmao! Not a smooth one for him i guess haa! Then after the maze, i wanna get to the tea ceremony! But closed. Then we tried the ninja and the dark room, BUT THEY SAY ITS TOO PACKED AND DONT ALLOW US TO QUEUE T.T some closed. ARGH! Its cool enough to be there. So am okay. Next year, i'll surely reach early! Will get shiro to apply leave. Hoho! Oh yeah the most impt part is mika :) i couldnt recognise her w/o the wig. -.- really sry abt it. I recognised her top! LOLS! But gary recognised her right away! O.o power! Too bad dint getto take pic with her.. She was busy with her frds as well =3= abit wasted. Hmm was pissed or rather disturbed by one scene, when her guy frd went to hold her face o.o shocking. Anyhow one. Like eat her toufu like that! Gary knows im not happy abt it. Haa. A little too obvious? :X

Did alot of mistakes for sp *coughs. Very funny mistakes. And the lousy system made me work extra. No document num uploaded. And when i re-upload, everything seems fine! Weird. Anyway im NOT DONE WITH MY GIRO. So there's no need to mention my cheque. LOL *=* and cos am meeting hyung for kbox today i cant ot. I think am late for the session already.. Just now i forgot to release my TTS! And i shut down my com. Lucky mok havent off. So i use his com to release them. Gonna be real busy next few days. Confirm plus chop. and i called panda unni like 3times today to clarify the steps and to clear my doubts. Oops. I feel real bad, occupying her time, pestering and disturbing her. :( anyway she's so nice! Offered to help us buy KOI! Hee. I bet she will think of me when she drinks koi xD and shannen sis helped to bring it up. Thanks sis :D and was having debate today with rui unni. Cos we're ordering pizza tmr. Im the one ordering cos rui unni says so o.o whats the special occasion? Panda unni is coming to lunch with us! Glee! Rui unni scared i order to much o.o and kept trying to press down my orders. But we got 2guys with us..so its like diff case... Luckily we came to a conclusion in the end. Otherwise we'll debate till tmr. Haha! So tmr will be my hajimete time ordering. :X hwaiting!

Its sat nao. Dint getto update yest cos i forgot to bring my mobile out. Like again?! Haha. Anyway the pizza looks real small. And am very happy that panda unni is back to hav lunch wit us :) but of cos somethings happened. And i dont like it. Not only me, if it is applied to yourselves, you guys wld hate that feeling too. Cant help it. I wasnt told nor updated on anything. And at least shar did try and says that she'll tell me. BUT WAS STOPPED BY ALL 3OF THEM. i was like wtf. Forget it then. Then the following day. I got things cleared up. Got the whole picture, shocking. Very. So whats the reason of not telling? Dont know. Dont wish to talk abt this already. This always, never fails to happen when people comes too close.

Anyway thurs night, i went to send my wifey, angel off to Finland! Luckily shiro was free. Before, he said he will be busy on that day. So yeah we met up at tanah merah. And he wasnt using his brain. Got up on the opposite side of the platform! = =

We went popeye's and got ourselves stuffed. Super full. Hardly can stand straight o.o went watsons to get some stuffs then off to T2 angel told me she's checking in her lugg... So early zzz. Managed to take pic wit her before she went into the queue. It wasnt a long queue. There wasnt even a queue. But she's stuck there for like... More than 30mins? Wth is the airport staff doing? I tried my best to entertain shiro. Chat. Play. Take pics. Jokes. Then suddenly he realised he waited too long. Zzz. It was 930then. And i still got work the following day! So both of us went off first. And i did sms my wifey abt it. Apologies for leaving so early!

Oh yar i went kbox with hyung on tues too. Korean songs werent as much as the new kbox rooms but at least there were dbsk's :) everytime i sees jaejoong on the screen, for bolero, i feel like touching his face. :X lols!
Hmm what else happened? Jacky did call me that night asking if im goin to meet them up. QUESTION MARK? Since when there's a meet up? Totally wasnt informed. I told him i wasnt aware of the meet up. So i decided not to go. That si jacky still dare to act blur with me. He says really? Are you serious? Zzz. Goin to pick on him on 23rd, dont care! He told me his frds dint get the korea night tickets! Lol! But he's still coming with me.. O.o okay anyway, yong helped boon put in good words. She said boon is the one who mass smsed everyone and he sent to my old number. = O = so lame can! Well i decided to believe since i heard it frm yong instead of others. Hoho.

Am so irritated right nao!
Sunday buses is that fking little? The intervals is like more than 30mins? 22went off before i cld reach the bustop. And NO BUS TO TAMP CAME AFT THAT. So wtf! So pissed that i decided to transfer bus since 8came. But SAME, NONE BUS CAME. Stupid. And you know what? In the end i took the next 22. Isnt this ridiculous?!? Waste my time, stuck there under this effing hot weather for 30mins. Pissed. anyway am suspecting that the so called 'toothache' is the catalyst. It is not pain, but my gums are sort of tighted up. And it is disturbing! Am aware that my backtooth is growing. All 4 i think. But only my right side is causing the irritation. Shd go denise's dental clinic soon. Sigh. Ok wth. I just saw 21zoomed pass our very slow 22. Can i kill someone? Argh.

Oh and myyuki is heading to genting and afew of her frds today! Not sure what time thou. But really hope she can enjoy herself instead of coldwar wit ed. Shd continue the coldwar aft they are back! Haa. Too bad i cant tag along! Cos it is closing leh. Dam sian.
oh yar she sent me JYJ new album =D" The..."
hmm all slow songs? i really missed jaejoong's voice, when i heard his singing, its like im revived once again...
a diff feeling settled in me. hahah

alright resident evil4 is NICE!!! realised i have a fetish for guns, boots, bombs, helicopters. super action packed = super nice HOHOHO. sorta regretted not watching 3D. cos sharon says that it is super nice, as in the effects, the damn huge monster with axe appeared jus infront of their eyes. *sulks
hehe then i went Best and spent 119bucks = n = this is unavoidable as sooner or later i wld hav to spend that money. luckily i hav my sis to share the cost with. so its abt 60bucks. DX went sasa and couldnt find the eyeliner chingul was trying on that time ( back in bugis) i needa ask her again tmr. hopes she rmbs (90%impossible thou lol)
and so shiro and i strolled home. mum is cookin dinner tonight. every sunday is a FEAST, and u shd knw y. cos it is my didi's book in day. :3
he's asleep nao. in the living room on the new sofa ( which i dint even get the chance to sleep on. it is kinda like a foldable thingy) well knw y he is this tired? its not bcos of work but GAMES n____n and thus slept at 5AM. goodjob huh.

cant wait for tmr. im going for a haircut for my fringe, and mayb abit of layering? i'll consider that. cos i cant seem to style my hair, too long already. the weight will jus pull the messi-ness down =(

omg i found so many goodcosplay photos. kinda shocked.
hahaha. shall i open a photoalbum in fb for my cosplay collections? glee.

shiro's accident

2010-09-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

okay i have LOTSA PAST POSTS, all stored in my HP.
LOLS! enjoy READDIINNNGG huh. it is really looonngg!!!! aint kidding! combi of many dayss. like i said, when i have time e.g. travelling to class or back home, i'll type em in my mobile. wahhaa

First of all. I wanna wish my yuki happy bday! :) wanna go shopping with her but there's money constrains :x

TODAY's POST:

OMG? like WTH?
shiro was in the police car with his partner and a DAMN CAR CLASHED into his car!!!
FROM THE SIDE and was crashed into the passenger seat.
shiro knocked his head and the partner sort of sprained his waist.
he said he had the after effects after hrs, he felt pain in his head and feel like vomitting.
so their boss then send them both to hospital.
the doc says what he had was some aftereffects which was minor and common- caused by the knock so he gave shiro painkillers.
if he finished his painkillers and still feel pain, then he needed to head back for X-ray. zzz.
WTF CAN? SG CAR DARE TO BANG POLICE CAR? F OFF.
and it is all the sg car's fault. they sure goin to pay compensation, sue/fine? i hope so!!!
WAH KAO. all my prayers every morning like abit not stable huh?
please let him be safe.. please?

Was out with shiro yest... Was his pay day and he owed me 80bucks worth of presents :x he passed me cash! Haa dam funny eh. I spent only 40bucks. The rest i try to save huh... Cos i will soon hav a hole in my pocket! Actually wanted to see if there's any nice shows in theatres, but was caught by some photoshot agency. Very close to sharon's package. Photoshoot in TAIWAN! Thou my ultimate aim is JAPAN! >~< but they told me there is sakura im taiwan as well plus they'll provide my kimono. And i can choose the hairdo that i want. So exciting! So gonna send vivi's kimono pics to them! Wahaha! The girl talking us into this is quite kind. She offered us a package. for casual shot, she offer us price for only one pax she did say that its student price cos we're both really young.. Dono how true too.. And then she says cos we're tgt for 7years, she thinks we'll get married say 3years down the road. So she added in jus in case we decided to get wedding shot instead. 5wedding gown and 2tux. And shiro's colleague had went for the wedding shot, it costs 2k plus. So ours is considered cheap... Hope so? And by right, we need to pay half the amount, but she knows tat we're broke, so we paid only 500bucks. Haha! Well it is very exciting. I am already decided on my kimono style. GYARU STYLE COMFIRM!!! Keke. Think thats the only thing i look forward to? Anyway. We need 2.5days to prepare, discuss and of cos for our photoshoots. And the rest of the trip would be free and easy! Woohoo :) nice yeah? Thinking of it. I wanna conquer the ferrieswheel there. Esp the hello kitty one! And i wanna fang tian deng at night! Hoho and i wanna go on guess show. XD and last but not least shopping. Hoho. Oh yar the girl super funny. She want me to stay as i am right now. Means i have to maintain my weight and also my hair length. And she reco me to leave my fringe longer -.- hmm the fringe part i dont think so? Cos the kimono style is straight bangs lor. Argh. Haha! Oh and she giving us free wall hanging portrait. Thankyou card. Sisters card. :D wah this photoshoot thing remind me of the cosplay photoshoot i wanna have. I still think that shiro suits kazama dam much. Esp their eyes! Means i have to cos chizuru?! She's so plain and boring leh. Roar. So maybe we could do rasetsu one :x and i went online to search for kazama's clothing. It will cost ard 90bucks. And chizuru's cheaper. Cos simpler. And i did research okay! Saved tonnes of kazuma's pics and also both him and chizuru's. Also some cosplay pics. Hoho. I really hope i can cos at least once in my life lor. No matter how old am i. Then i can get gary to be my photogr. XD

Know what? Liting is in the same class as me! For financial reporting. She flunged HRM. Must be tough man. I heard it frm sheena too... So currently she's taking 5subjs! So crazy man! Goodluck to her. :X she is still as blur as last time! Very cute! Always speaks what comes to mind then regret a sec later. Haha!

MON will be the day we order the tickets online. i need to buy 8tickets. OMFG.
all lives are with me. life or dead? to get or sold out? SIGH.

PAST POSTS:

Quarrelled with shiro yest. Supposed to go swimmin last evening but it rained. So i suggestted for him to head over to payalebar as there's a real huge pasar malam. But he says that he's tired and paya lebar is too FAR! He should get a gf who lives in woodlands man! To let him learn the true meaning of FAR! Dammit. Of cos i stay quiet. Off day dont meet gf, it is your loss! Angry. So i did not pick up any of his calls. There's only 2calls 1sms. I went home directly. Then around 8plus he called my mobile. I ignored it. Then he called my hse phone. My mum picked up. I told her to tell shiro that im not home. But she refused! And ignore my request! -.- so i went to the phone and tell him im not home. Hahaha! Then it is like he call to nag. To complain that am not considerate enough, too self centered too selfish. And same old lines. That i changed. I dint change at all loh. I was bad right from the start its just an illusion or his own perception that im good. LOLS! Then he said ' then i got cheated already. D= i dint know you are bad right frm the start' woahaha! This is damm funny. anyway i told him one thing. I said ' this is me, accept it or leave it ' buahaha im so smart. This shut him up. Cos he knows that he'll accept. There's no way to not accept me. Keke. But its the truth what. This is me. XD

Chingul and rui unni goin to learn korean language at cc! Saturday lessons and they are goin yishun's D: damm sad! I wanna learn with them! But i dont have the 'saturday time' to go and the location too far. Grrr. Anyway i have plans to take up japanese and korean. I will take jap first. Still my top priority despite the recent (v long) kpop craze. Haha. Cos japanese is something that i fell in love with since young. And the love for japan is still strong. :) whats more. If i master jap, jaejoong will understand me! We cant really communicate now cos he knows nuts abt english. T.T i confirmed this when i was watching JYJ DVD (JAEJOONG VERSION ONLY) and he was trying to get near this huge horse called rocky. Cos he's in canada, an outskirt, whitehorse. Ang mos only speaks in eng! He called jae to 'watch' as he was goin to feed rocky. But jae totally dont understand and kept touching rocky till that ang mo nudged him :( :( haha i totally love that 30mins of my life just watching jaejoong! Him feeling cold playing in the snow -30degrees. Him riding a dog sleigh in the snow. Him amazed at the size of rocky. Him who gets close to animals so easily. Him sliding on the frozen lake. Him drilling a hole in the lake and attempt to fish. Him laughing when his fishing line froze due to the cold. Him using skii sledge, walking in the snow. Him falling and laughing non stop. Him making sandwiches in the middle of the night. Him standing by the stove! Him shopping, commenting on how unhealthy the food are in the supermart. Him playing piano. Him composing a song so easily. Him who loves to sing with his heart and soul. Him whose voice is like an angel. Him jumping around bcos of the cold. Him who loves dogs. Him with a laughter that sounds like a melody. Totally love him. He suits to be with winter. I guess he knew it too. They are perfect match. Thats why he chose whitehorse. Hee. And he can play piano really well. Can sing and compose a song just by playing and humming. Total shock!

Do you have any idea what happened to shiro? We were supposed to meet up for movie last fri. And i received his sms thurs night saying he cant meet cos he had night shift on fri. Cos he's currently under deployment at geylang npc (dam near my sh green!) till 26th WITHOUT ANY OFF DAYS. Once again i cursed npc. Zzz. So i told him to get 3rd sept to some sort like to make me happy. Then he replied he's unable to cos they are giving him off frm 27 till 30. (tts his own assumptions that they will not approve his leave.) seriously eff him luh. Zzz. So that day is no biggie for him? Then fine. 3rd sept is also my chingul's bday! I'll enjoy myself with her. Instead of seeing his dam face. Oh anyway since shiro cant acc me on fri. Its also my pay day. I wanted to go bugis. Then panda unni and i were chatting abt our SUPER PATHETIC INCREMENT. (shall talk abt that later). And they were like salt. Yes as tiny, as fine, as microscopic as salt. Haha! And we continued till we joke that we need to throw/scatter that pinch of salt away. So we came up with shopping after work! Yay! And seriously, 4of us went bugis after wrk. W/o rui unni cos she's on half day. =3=

But super fun! I bought a pair of shoes and 3pieces of clothing :) everyone bought their stuffs! Glee! Think panda unni and i spent the most. Hoho. Scattered our pinch of salt. :X ok back to the increment part. Got it this month and it sucks. I remembered my mum laughing at my papa for having 40bucks increment. And at that time i was feeling sorry for my papa. Cos his increment is seriously laughable. And right now... I CAN JOLLY WELL LAUGH AT MYSELF! LMAO. It is this bad. I dont even dare to tell my mum abt it. Its not worth mentioning. -.-

Just hadda photoshot with gary. Hmm shdnt hav wore skirt. :( initially i planned to wear shorts. But after he sent me the costume he like.. I changed to skirt. Hadda hard time choosing what to wear too! God! Went vivo and sentosa. I went chaoda. So freakin hot! Curses! Then i realised my expressions not good sia. Need to practice diff facial expressions. LOL! Dono hows the outcome thou. Haha. So tiring! Oh btw, shiro called in da morning. And told me he's off today. Hello? You told me you have no off till 26th remember? So i aint my fault that i cant meet you. I'l make sure you regret not meetin me on tues! Argh.

Started watching code geass yest! No idea why i started watching. It was on my 'towatch' list all the while... It sure is nice! Thou the main lead- lelouch is a little too skinny. The storyline is thrilling! And unexpected stuffs will jus keep poppin out. Im really sad that he brainwashed shirley. I think he likes her too! But she underwent too much pain after she found out the truth abt zero... Yeah so painful that she wanted to die with lelouch. And lelouch, couldnt bear to see her suffer so much, and erased her memories. All related to him! Wth! She totally forgot him! Lelouch is really adorable when he smiles! But he's always serious and stress :(

Im watching season 2now. Wth lor. The britannian emperor also has geass. Zzz. But shirley is back to square one. When she was innocent, and loves lelouch. :) and i hate kallen!

What am i doing recently?
- missions missions and more missions!
- had quite a hard time with panda unni's scrapbook! Its like late nights cos of it. Time limit thus hav to rush! And gotta keep using my brains for creativity. >~<
- watching CODE GEASS! Its damm nice! Abit like gundam but very diff storyline. It all revolves ard 1guy. He's smart, brave and fragile. Lol... And has very sad storyline. People close to him dying. All cos of his geass. Shirley! So wanted them to be together! But in the end that damm fake bro, rolo killed her! And rolo died too. Sacrificed for lelouch!!
- classes. Whats new man.

Panda unni left starhub yest... I dint feel it till the end of the day when i open her present. Touched. Super! Of cos she wrote abt jaejoong. Haha! And im junior JJW :) see? Panda unni... Right to her last breathe she still trying to talk sense into me.
Trying to get me to change for the better , be softer and not so hard. Glee. Exactly what i wrote for her in the book! I knw she's been trying to hlp all these while. Really big thanks unni! Miss you! Its ok. Can see you on friday. :) its our toufu's bday! :D my beloved chingul. Glee! Goin k! Kpop here we come! XD

Anyway the oct kpop concert.. Price of tickets out. Seriously i think they are earning like mad. Cheapest 118. To hell! This makes my chingul reconsidering. Shits. But jacky wanna go! And he is amazingly into snsd and willing to fork out such amt jus to see them! Nice huh! Lols! And myyuki too! She's super into hongki! I reserved the seat beside me for her. Glee! So mayb jacky has to sit away frm me... Pretty sad huh. Haha. Shall try to solve the purchasing of tickets first! Its on mon zzz. The seating floor plan is out! Haha.

This is another day. The sale of tic on mon is fake. Cos sat was damm chaotic therefore they postponed the date. No idea when but confirm not mon or tues. Dont tell me its on sat. My most busy day! Argh. Anyway i continue to go on leave cos shiro wants me to acc him. If not i surely go back wrk to giv sharon surprise! I run my paycycle, and she wouldnt hav time to key more. Hoho! Evil smile. :X haa. Then yest, shiro and i celeb our belated 7th anni. Hoho. Went eat movies and took neoprint! Keke. Dam fun. Just that the printouts too small :( very sad. Think i chose the wrong layout! Curses! I wanna take again! Dont care xD

jay jay

2010-08-15T12:22:00.002+08:00

past posts:
Cant believe that someone out there shared the same feelings and thoughts with me. Im super glad and i felt much better letting those stuffs off my chest esp to someone who can totally understand it. And of cos not taking the other party's side. XD see? This means am not alone! But kinda pissed cos there's yet another victim like me. And that chat refreshed those buried memories and those sickening scenes. Feel kind of worn out after i alight frm train. And images, conversations kept popping up in my mind. There's no way to stop it. I smsed shiro abt this with lotsa vulgarities in it *cough. He dint reply. Think he hate that subject as much as i do. So i shall do away with it. To eliminate the other party out of my life. This is going to be a very long,and time consuming process. It might even cause pain... May be giving up some stuffs to achieve this goal.

Anyway i've started my training. Okay i can disclose some of the info now.. Im changing portfolio.. And im under training from panda unni :) :) huge vendor which needs alot of time and preparation before uploading into the system. Still learning. Haha. Panda unni's mood is real good these few days. Happy :D i hope she stays this way so i wont feel scared. Opps.

And yay. 2more days to national day! FIREWORKS! And my SPICY NUGGETS! Haahaha! Looking forward. Lets hope shiro wont get deployed on that day! (this will be a worry for all future festive seasons. *frowns)

Anyway one of my wigs arrived! Omg. Its like i think i shd buy brown or black instead. Treat it as my own hair. Haha. Inexperience putting it on. I need practice! T.T

Didi is coming home tmr :) botak! Cant wait to see! My mum sure cooking up a spread! welcome him back. Hoho. Wonder what she's cooking. Glee. I got some questions for him too :x cos i downloaded jaejoong's DVD video in JYJ concert album. But am unable to watch them! Lols. And i haven d/l msn and skype YET >~< I promised mika that i'll d/l skype. Haa.

Damn there's some change of plans! My mum says my didi will reach home late and he's heading out with his buddies for supper. Sian. So she's cooking on NATIONAL DAY. The wrong thing is: SHE WANT US TO BE HOME FOR DINNER! Means am stuck at home? Cant catch a movie, cant shop before i catch the fireworks. Super lame! Her request is ridiculous leh. Who will stay home have dinner on such occasion? Faints. If i dine at home, i'll head out after tat just to go marina for fireworks? Thats so lame!! I dont know what to do! O TO KE?!?? Sigh all bcos of my didi luh. Booking in mon night. So shit. Zzz.

Lets change to some happier topics :) was online yest. Tried to look at taobao web. And access to some pretty cheap and nice clothings. And did some research to do away the middleman (bloggers) and i want to go directly to the agents for help. They will be charging 10% fee. Better than blogs i guess? Will be trying after im rich enough. Coming 20th most prob? Glee. Anyway if it is succeed, i'll proceed with my wigs and even some lolita dresses. Hoho!

Just met up with angel and sihui yest! It was fun! We went cityhall, to winter clothing shops (for angel's trip to Finland. ) had alot of fun there! Just found out that wintertime sells LEATHER GLOVES! Wth! Shd just buy frm there when i went korea. -.- it cost from 23to39. So cheap! Damm! Then we spotted beanies! Gosh, the beanies are so nice! I totally fell in love with the white one! I can imagine myself in it when i make my way back to korea or even japan. Wahaha! Bet im getting it real soon. Even sihui says it is nice. Glee. Hmm i planned to purchase any trench coat that has nice design and reasonable price if i see them online. Cos i will go back to korea im sure. Or else it will be to japan to watch jaejoong. Wahaha.

Okay back to topic, we went to watch SALT after that. I really like it! For your info, im an ACTION-PACKED LOVING PERSON. As long as there's fighting scenes or high technology graphics i'll feel very contented. Whats more, angelina jolie's double eye lids killed me there. Her eyes looks perfect! Hahas. Then sihui gotta head back home. Just right, jacky called me when am in theatre. They were at raffles city! So close to each other :) :) so i went to meet my poly buddies after i split with my 2gfs . :D HEHE.

So long! Really miss them lots! Jacky, nigel, ahboon, yong. Tim. Glee. Yeah and then boon says that his friend asks him ' why is your friend this way?' he was referring to my dp. Gothic style. Its my life. I mean im quite pissed with his frd. Thou i dont know who is he. he aint my friend. Why shd he care? And he dont understand a thing. Dont like or feel weird then dont see. Click the cross at top right hand corner. It is that simple. Or i'd recommend you to go view some other ' normal' chiobus in fb. Even better right?

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I hate to say this cos I promised that I will respect whatever decisions that he make.
That I will support him throughout his career path.
But right now, I really hate police job. The morning and night shifts, the call-backs, the don’t know what is letting staff off “ON TIME”.
They are rubbing against my patience.
Yeah of cos the stories are nice but it still sucks.

Uncertainties. Not even knowing if we are meeting OR NOT.
It is like I cant meet him on EVERY OFF DAYS that he have, CAUSE I have got classes!
My classes are real random and most of the time, his off days just wont match well with my free time.
Yeah it sucks.
Sometimes my mind went wild and was thinking it will be so much better if he is in workforce.
Like u can meet up whenever that u want, after office hours.
(anyway, he should be still in NS anyway, serving police force. So there’s no diff)

This is my rant for today. Bear with me huh. It is like a very tsunami-like emotional rush. Scary.
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today:

hehe i trying out new pattern for my nails.
hmm will try to post some pics when done yea?
actually wanna get them painted yest, but myyuki suddenly suggested steamboat at Novena, so i went xD
poor jayden hit his head when they were all preparing to head out.
he hadda huge blue black on this forehead. and a red scratch accross it.
think he cried like 20mins cause of the pain =w=
poor thing. then he emo, dont wanna walk, dont wanna sit in pram.jus wan myyuki/edwin to carry. like typical kids i see outside. HAHA
both of them very funny! kept bikering and complain abt each other! in a way it is sweet! very funny and entertaining. >///<

the steamboat i wanna go is underconstruction!!
arghs. so we went another. the ingredients for teppanyaki was too little. only chicken some taiwan sausages, so limited. =~~~= shd reco them to go bugis next time hahaha.

then we chatted abt online blogshops.
her bro's gf's friend earns big bucks sia.
earning like 1000+ per month just opening 4 sprees.
the price is ranges from 20-40bucks.
i've spotted some of her stocks in bugis street too.
bugis selling at 19.90? and she selling ard 24bucks. 0.0
some nice ones are selling at 27-30 those i might consider. hahaha.
dono where she get all her stocks from. we suspect is from bangkok. cos they are not from a perticular online shop. she uses their pics for the spree.lol
too bad no korean style!

glee i shall continue my sunao ni narenkute =D
just to watch jaejoong. his laughter makes me melt :DD

僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ

2010-08-03T20:01:00.004+08:00

O to ke?
Time just passes like that.
Its is Shiro and my 6years 11 months anniversary.
I know. WTF.
Means im left with approx 30days to prepare presents/surprise (IF ANY)
I doubt I have the time to plan all those stuffs.
Its is kinda frustrating looking at my calendar.

My timetable sucks.
I have to sacrifice most of my SATURDAYS for classes! For goodness sake!
There is so much opportunity cost, too much that im scared to list them all down and make them all stare back at me.
Im sad, and I have yet to overcome this wave of despair.
Some of the lost.
. MONEY. This is definitely the main point. NO MONEY= NO STUDIES.
You know how much I need it. I can actually earn more. But my classes are in the way. *curse.

. Kill me please. I going to miss this festival. I had never attended one before these 21years of my life!!
And I planned to go this year. And MY CLASSES are again in the way. Pls fkin get yur ass out of my way can!??!
Event: 夏祭り2010 NatsuMatsuri 2010 (falls on 21st Aug 2010)
* u couldn’t imagine how torturous and heart aching it is to see these impt events gets removed; Phhoooom, gone, just like that.
Everytime I recalled any special occasion that falls on a sat, I think I might get heart attack everytime I check my timetable. This is called HELL.

I really don’t feel like listing down the next.
I have no idea when is it held and this is the event im looking forward to FOR WHOLE OF THIS YEAR.
. AFA 2010 and EOY2010
Well they fall under the same category.
It is known that they ALWAYS FALLS ON SAT.
FML. Seriously.

I wouldn’t want to know what other IMPT occasions im going to give a miss ( for the time being)
This is too much. *bleeds

Anyway this sucky timetable drags from Aug till MAY2011.
Am I going to survive? I have to, right?

Anyway im trying to enjoy as much as I could before my class start.
I caught a MIDNIGHT INCEPTION @TM GV.
Cool enough, the show set me thinking. Thinking and decoding those scenes.
I think Leonardo’s acting skills not bad. When his wife jumped down the building, his expressions were the best. LOLS
And in his dreams, there was this eerie feel. That’s how dreams feel like isn’t it? lols
Enjoyed the movie! Just that I was quite uncomfortable in my seat close to the end.
Sunday stayed at shiro’s hse and we watched BIG FISH.
Not bad! The stories told by his father are actually TRUE. I thought they were…u know, just stories. LOLS.
The weather is WEIRD! The rain is fine but the breeze wasn’t!
It was so freaking cold and the breeze wouldn’t stop
I was having lunch, shivering =.= and it totally reminds me of KOREA.
Drizzle and breeze every night. I MISS KOREA TAT

Then I watched this Japanese movie on Sunday night.
僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu I give my First Love to you. Something like tt?
I fell for the female lead. YES FEMALE LEAD, not male lead. HOOOHO
She is the same lead from Hana Kimi, HOWEVER, she looks so much cuter and fashionable in this movie.
Her actions, dressing, hairstyle and all totally brings out the manga sch girl kinda feel. I LIKE! Lols.
Oh and I seldom see such tall guy in Japan. Rare species for the male lead. LOLS.
And it is yet another sad ending.
Japs do love sad endings huh. LOLS
Made me cried so much……..as usual
And the funny thing is, when I woke up Monday morning.
I regretted watching tt movie. I mean I did not regret watching that film AT ALL. But I shdnt do it on a Sunday night yeah?
Cos I’ve got very serious puffer fish SWOLLEN EYES
It is like im single eye lid and just went for a surgery. SWOLLEN. LOLS
Wore my contacts and with the K specs. Make sure my eyes are hidden behind the specs.
Totally remind me of the past when I only have one double eye lid. HAHAHA.
Ugly.
It took half a day for the puff to subside. Till almost 2pm.
You can imagine how much I cried. BUAHAHA =/

LOVE HER HAIR

In sch uni~ (her hair!)

in class :D

Okay here are the pics I saved yesterday.
Had quite a hard time searching. Most of the nicer ones are from china web.
Their database is much fruitful than ours. Haaaa.
Anyway I wanted to direct screenshot MAYU (the female lead)
And I managed to capture only one pathetic shot. The pic looks totally fine with her cute hair and cute face. xD

my one and only screenshot so far!

Know why?
Cause I have no idea y my mouse and keyboard lagged when I play youtube videos.
And thou I d/l the whole film and played using RP, it was the same. LAG.
So I couldn’t catch the part I wanted to SS. It always lag like 5secs? I can just watch the scene pass by.
I have an idea. To use my didi’s desktop for screenshots HEHE.
I shall do that tonight.
And also to continue my NICHKHUN -WGM. New epis. My sweetest boy. Teehehe.

OH did I mention that my didi helped me reformat my desktop upgrade to Windows 7?
Not only that, he can be the sweetest bro.
He helped me set up Flash Player and other essential progs to watch and play my games!
WAHAHHA. Nice yeah? XD

As im not really aware of it,
Lunar month is soon reaching.
T.T if no one reminds me of it, I bet I can live peacefully.
Anyways our Starhub once again organized the praying session.
And this time im joining! O HO. For last year we missed the “enrollment dates”
(Organizing committee=the aunties in SH. LOL)
It costs 12bucks and im broke.
Yeah both my unni’s bday falls in Aug.
OwO
And I still owe panda unni like approx 50bucks?
I still have to go class. SOBS. Can 12th or 20th approach right now?

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okay i think the slack life i got used to.
the very relaxed life; videos, manga, pictures, idols everyday had eaten into my brain.

i almost lose my self to SLACKNESS.
and of cos my original self wasnt like tt.
I CAN SEE. FINALLY, AFT MUCH THOUGHTS.

those slack and nua life is really hard to resist and they condemned my brain.
making me weak and afraid of CHANGE.
it is over now. im back to the active girl. i shall learn more things to keep my brain wrking, to fight those evil thoughts outta my mind.
im sorry letting shannen sis worried.
i will do my best. and absorb as much while training!

2010-07-30T23:35:00.005+08:00

Updates: New Pics of HUBBY's car >///<

OMFG. I totally cant believe what I found today!!!
KIM JAE JOONG HAS A BEAUTY SHOP OF HIS OWN.
NOT ONE BUT TWO!
I DID A RESEARCH AND THE FIRST, MANAGED BY HIS SISTER WAS IN JAMSIL
AND THE NEW BRANCH IS MY MYEONGDONG!
OMFG. I WANNA GO JAMSIL’S OUTLET COS JAEJOONG WAS THERE, SITTING ON THE CHAIR!
AND HIS SIS IS THERE TOO. IF I CANT SEE HIM AT LEAST I CAN SEE HIS SIS RIGHT!??
I told chingul abt this. And she says we need to plan.
Cos the trip earlier this year was a PAIN.
The bank balance is so low ever since. LOLS.
And Panda and rui unni are planning to head Korea coming March or April. AIIISHHH!
I not gonna tell them the location of the shop! They sure find ways to make me jealous XDD

REALLY A FRUITFUL DAY TDY. LOVES <3
Anyway, Jaejoong Junsu and Yoochun are selling this brand : CREBEAU = CREATING BEAUTY
JAEJOONG’S SHOP : CREBEAU- JEFF
JUST
ESPECIALLY
FOR
FACE
(V TYPICAL OF JAE :DDDD)

JUNSU: CREBEAU-SHA / CREBEAU-BELLE
YOOCHUN: CREBEAU-MIC/ CREBEAU-KISS
AND JUNSU’S FATHER HAD A PIZZA SHOP. (THIS NEEDS FURTHER RESEARCH)
AND YOOCHUN FRANCHISED GELATO FOR HIS MUM ( LOCATION ALSO NEEDS FURTHER RESEARCH)

SHIOKKK. I THINK I NEEDA PLAN A DBSK KOREA TRIP.
TO VISIT ALL THEIR SHOPS AND STUFFS. HOHOHO

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JAEJOONG + SNOW IS HEAVEN

CANT BELIEVE WHAT I DREAMT OF YEST.
THERE MUS BE SOME TRIGGER IN THE DAY.
IT COULD BE THE RECENT FINDINGS OF HIS BEAUTY SHOP IN MYEONGDONG
IT COULD BE BCOS I DAW HIM PLACED HIS HANDS ON A FINNISH WOMAN TAKING A PIC WITH HER
THAT GIRL IS JUS SO FREAKING EFFING LUCKY!
TO MEET HIM JUST LIKE TT WHILE SHOPPING IN L.A
HIS MANAGER IS ANOTHER BIAS ONE.
HE SAW A FAN FRM FINLAND, HE WAS HAPPY, COS HE DINT KNOW MY HUBBY HAS GOT FANS ALL OVER THE WORLD!
OF COS HE DOES! =W=

Yeah. I dreamt of him again. HAHAHHA
KIM JAEJOONG >///<
I remember I was with my unnis and chinguls.
Then we went to their Dome.
Hmm looks like some sleeping area. And jaejoong was sleeping!
I climbed up the bed and peep at him sleeping. LOLS!
And excuse me. He is not half naked, I swear. HOHO
He was wearing a white wife-beater (something like a singlet, like what he usually wears >~<)
After awhile he woke up and we chatted.
Then I request for a photo taken with him.
And then we started cam-whoring. BUAHAHHA
IT IS SO NICE!
Its like the first time I see jaejoong in my life? I took so many pics with him.
I swear I could just die there right beside him xD
I think my unnis and chinguls left me alone with Jae.
Then after we enjoyed ourselves enough I looked around for them and I saw hyunjoong!
He’s the leader from SS501, and he is JAEJOONG’s BEST FRD. HOHO
I grabbed him for a pic too >.<
I rmb other SS501 members there as well.
Then I woke up OwO

NICE DREAM.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

Last night was with Shiro,
We went FE cos I wanna see Haru House, see what stuffs are on discount.
They moved their shop to Scape, so its sorta like a moving sale. Lols.
But v disappointing, there was nothing to my liking at all. No gothic/ Lolita.
Shiro took cab to town cos he was almost late. He bought the tickets at Cathy first
Which was like 2nd row from the front! And extreme right seats O.O
It was real early, I only planned to head to Haru’s and no where else.
Then we went taka and as usual smuggle some takeaways in my bag. LOLS
The popcorn combo is on promotion!
16.80 for 2drinks, popcorn and 2ben n jerry ice cream!
Wahahha! Nice~
Btw we watched “SOCERER’S APPRENTICE” ^~^
It wasn’t tt bad, not as bad as what others had said.
A little funny and interesting.
And I fell for the OST.
ONE REPUBLIC’S SECRET.
Very nice song! The image of the buzzy lightnings are still in my mind.
So cool. And the song suits tt atmosphere so much. :D
So im gonna repeat this song in my playlist till I get sick of it. gleeeee

Yes tmr my didi will be enlisting into COMMANDO CAMP.
Goodluck to him
Think he will be okay luh.
I sorta hate it when my sis starts to nag and my mum starts worrying
Im an outsider, I can feel the stress building up in my didi!
Its like the route is already fixed, he MUST go in no matter what,
And y are they making a big fuss? The more the family worry, the more stress it will cause him.
As for me, it is best tt he go in and have fun.
Surely fun and once in a life time stuffs will happen.
ENJOY, BRO. LOL.
I would like to make a bet if my mum will CRY. LOLS
Too bad my sis is not going. Her dept too many people ON MC.
LOLS.
So cabbing down tmr morning.
And I will rot at home in the afternoon and surf G-market as what I told chingul
Haha. We will try to find Korean style pants. And we purchase in bulk.
Best is both of us make our way to KOREA AND SWIPE THEIR PANTS >.<

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BUAHAHAH I WANNA BLOG, BUT WAS FLOODED BY COMMENTS IN FB
SO FUNNY
cos i took alot of pics in Commando camp.
including my didi's bestie- ZhengYun. lols
and they started commenting abt his botak face. hoho
only ZY saw him so far. glee.
my sis says he most prob will look like some potato and i added wormy eyebrows. LOLS.
=x=

and was commentin on Xuan's status.
we both are in our lala land.
i told her i will send her my wedding invitation soon.
i marrying jaejoong in korea.
thn she says she marrying G.D before mine. HAHHAA
and she call jaejoong to improve on his speech! LMAO.
the airy voice loh. trademark. SEXIEST. BUAHAHA

ANYWAY, MY MUM DINT CRY.
i really like the way the camp handles things
we watched a video called 100days video
very cool stuff.
showed us their outfields. trainings. shaving. diff units ( tanker, medic, some science dept etc)
the parachuting was cool shit.
i feel like parachuting myself!! haha
they really went up the airplane and film how they jump off the airplanes. OMG.
COOL!
Vincent Ng was in commando unit o.0
and then we were toured ard in the medical centre, GYM.
GYM was best! so HUGE and spacious! so many equipments!
i really like it. =D the view was awesome too. can see the tracks and SOC training site.
but the instructor is abit too petite and pretty already =.=
small face, dark skin, pretty boy look. LOLS!
no muscles at all. ( at least not like Kwon's) LOLS.

one bad thing is the P.A system!!! when the CO was giving speech i couldnt catch a word. the echo was.... muffling the speech. shits.
its okay. i feedback ady xD
anyway, i saw KAY and NAM! LOLS.
thy were both in commando camp =D
kay was in there for roughly a year or so. and nsm just went in like 1mth ago? hahas
coincidence :)

anyway they really took good care of us. they made the recruits book place in the canteen for us all. so after we go get our food, we get seats and we getto sit tgt in the round table. ( this is absolutely diff from HTA. we get our food, we have to find our own place.) they kept emphasizing discipline and the need to take care of parents. which is good =)
the OC: not bad looking for a 46 year old. HAHHAHA

was supposed to surf Gmarket right?
i napped frm 3+ till 7 =.=
tired. LOL.
did a mini photoshot. still deciding whether to expose the shots anot. LOL.

YAYY INSTYLE MAGAZINE, STARRING GAIN AND KWON!
these are the few i really like. gloomy beach is the best.

I swear KWON looks sexy in here!
i like this concept.

alright 2 pics of the recent hunk that took away permanent seat at 2nd place on my list.
NICHKHUN BUCK HORVEJKUL

2010-07-26T20:24:00.004+08:00

It’s a weird dream, but I like it!
I wanted it to continue, I wanted to know the process, I wanted to know what happened, I wanted to know the ending
THE PROB IS: I don’t have the time to continue playing my dream, neither do I have the ability to fast forward my dream. T T

We are in an academy. Shiro wasn’t with me.
We had this module (which I dint know what is it regarding)
Then the tutor started to pair us up. Female and a male.
Not only our class but ALL classes OwO

There were some guys in other class that got paired up with someone they adore and there are some with lame partner.
Then it was obvious tt we are supposed to play as newly wed. (just like WE GOT MARRIED) =.=
Of cos I got paired up with a guy, I know him and I cant disclose here. BUAHAHHA
In my dream I was having doubts… aren’t we suppose to study instead of getting married?
Ahhhh then the tutor had a mini conference with both of us. We had to sign some papers and he continued… just like WGM, we get a location to sleep in.
Then as time goes by, we will need to go for photo shots and make our own brochures and stuffs for our wedding.
AHHHH that must be a PHOTOGRAPY / PUBLICATION module then hehe. As long as it is related to Arts =D
So we are rated according to the design and presentation of the brochures : ) : )
Yar in order to have good team work 2 must work well.
It was exciting knowing that this is a fake marriage and some fun things might happen. Glee.
It was like along the way I saw happy couples as well as gloomy couples. So funny.
of cos I worry abt Shiro too. He is my bf in my dreams. LOL.
Anyway anyhow he have not find out abt the marriage thing =.=
Yar then there was this couple competition, I don’t know what game we are supposed to play.
Before it even get started, my alarm went off. LOLS!
We haven’t even thought of the special name to address each other! Jus like Nichkhun and Victoria. LMAO!

Yeah and there was flashy scenes in between and I do not know how to link them tgt. HAHA
Yup it sounds crazy, but am really curious what will happen next xD

CHINGULS AND MEEEE

6 OF US.

ANYWAY WE WENT JAY’S CONCERT ON SATURDAYYYYYY GLEE.
THE SEATS WERE GREAT! 1st row of cat 2 (ALL THANKS TO MY DIDI <3 ) and JAY HAD THE TENDENCY TO WALK TO OUR SIDE(EAST)/ FACE EAST/ WAVES TO EAST.
HAHAHA ALL THANKS TO CHINGUL FOR THE INFO :DDDDDD
SHE’S DAM RIGHT AND IM DAM HAPPY. KEEEEE.
TOOK LOTSA PICS OF JAY. SOME BLUR SOME CLEAR.
AFTER FILTERING I WAS LEFT WITH 290 ODD PICS.
I GUESS I TOOK ARD 320 PICS TT NIGHT. LMAO.
LARA CAME. BUT THEY DINT SING “SHAN HU HAI”!!!
I MEAN SHE CAME ALL THE WAY TO SG, SHDNT THEY SING THE FAMOUS SONG THEY SHARED? =~=
NEITHER DID HE SING QING TIAN NOR AN JING.
He lie to us luh… he said we could select songs tt we wanna hear. = n =
I wanted qing tian so badly. SIGHS. Im prepared to record if he ever sings qingtian or an jing. T.T

Anyways after all the trouble to get pink lightsticks.. JAY’s LIGHTSTICKS were BLUE in colour.
Faints. Actually I shd get the blue one too, cos it is operated by batts. Forget it. My first concert, might not watch more =x =x
I think the concert is good. cos I getto see a lot of Jay. The songs seriously not really my fave.
He sang weird songs this time round. Lols.
Stephanie Sun went too. LOLS.
And I videoed last song. “Shuang Jie Gun”
Cos he used a pinkish bright sticks as his shuang jie gun. Buahahaha!
Same as our lightsticks =x

here are some nice shots i took. *winkss

uol sucks

2010-07-22T20:49:00.003+08:00

Ok I just settled the problem.
The freaking forms and bank drafts
Was out to city plaza branch during lunch break.
Was raining.. and the distance frm paya lebar station to CP was quite far, and there was wind.
Worried for my umbrella. LOLS.

The staff attend to me is pretty =D
Hahas. Anyways GBP exchange rate was 2.11.
At first I was really happy. Cos I thought the previous time I did a bank draft was 2.85
But anyhow anyway, I found out the prev rate was actually 2.095.
Sheesh. =.=
And UOB has yet to cancel my line for this red VISA card.
I told them to cancel it like 1year ago?
When I saw them deducting 18bucks for the USELESS card.
And they checked and update me tt the card is still active. Wat the =.=
I must monitor my phonebills properly already.
Then I went to post office and got my forms posted. To London.
The staff there APPEARS to be friendly with all those smiley faces.
Upon reaching the counters their attitude changed. Like flipping e back of yur hand!
Disgusting freaks.
Just need to make sure my forms and bank draft did reach the damn London.

Hoho. My didi is abit weird.
Mayb he’s real bored cos he stopped wrking for TP
Like waiting for the arrival of 30th jul. LOLS
He actually watches 2PM WILD BUNNY!!! Can u imagine?
Cos he saw me watching. Hehe. NICHKHUN~~ <3
Then he asks for WGM links.
Then he created a BLOG!
YES A BLOG, u heard ( or rather saw) RIGHT!
I haven’t ask him for the link YET.
Anyway most of my friend’s links in this page is long dead.
Some deleted, some abandoned. HARRR
And next, he JOINED TWIITER!
AND HE SAW ME WITH ALL THOSE CRAZY TWEETS TO MY NICHKHUN AND HEECHUL AND KWON AND XANDRA AND MERVIN. BAHAHAHAHA
SO FUNNY!!!!
He thought I dint know they cant read what I tweet.
Of cos I know. Its jus for the fun of it. Cos in any way,
The ACCOUNT BELONGS TO THEM AND THEY ARE THE ONES BEHIND THE ACCOUNT! TWITING PICS AND ALL!!
WE ARE THIS CLOSE xDDDD

Chingul says im flooding her twitter!
LOLS. I twit lotsa craps in there. LOLS.
Plus there’s now SIBLINGS TWEETS.
Even more than usual. Hehe
Jus chatted with didi. I sent him IU’s I need a man and G.NA song chingul sent me
Then we chat abt SNSD. He says “NONE CAUGHT MY ATTENTION” *WIDE EYES
Shocking? Yes.
But he like Hara.
And maybe abit if Nicole?
I kept telling him Nicole IS CUTE!
Really lively and smiley.
She caught me when I was watching the variety Kara and SuJu.
Then he says it is hard to look at 2 girls at the same time.
Makes sense…. But nvm everyone has their own prominent STAR.
Like mine.
KIM JAEJOONG AND NICHKHUN. =D
I think nichkhun can be on my permanent official seat.
And of cos he is 1st runner up
Cos my no.1 is forever Jaejoong!

Oh and I saw in twiiter.
JAEJOONG HAS GOT A NEW CAR AND ALSO A NEW HAIRCUT.
I saw the car.
Quote from a fanblog: "After owning a Lexus, a BMW and his most recent Audi R8, his newest car is a white Bentley Premier4509."
i only got to know him when he owns his AUDI. *coughs

This is the pic:

In regards to his new haircut
I only HEARD that he cut his hair short.
Some say shave. Wtf.
I really like his mirotic hairdo!
I hope his hair wont change =x
Cos his cheekbones are real sexy.
And his sideview is the GOD.
LOL. Anyway till then………
I think none of the fans managed to get a snap of his new look

AND JYJ ARE RELEASING ALBUM IN SEPT.
Jus in case u wonder what JYJ is…
It is JAEJOONG YOOCHUN JUNSU *U*
GLEEEES

http://shiroang.deviantart.com/
this guy, he impressed me with all the photoshots
i really like his pictures.
gosh the cosplayers turned into angels through his lenses.
very nice! i shall consider him if i getting cosplay photoshots for my wedding. BUAHAHAHHAA.
oh and i mean an EXTRA photoshot.
of cos wedding photoshot will still be normal wedding photoshot.
cosplay one will be a add on. wohohohoho. i told shiro abt it and he is not excited at all. LOLS i need to look out for anime characters. wahahhaha

SCH SUCKS

2010-07-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

OMG… mika is so kawaii!
She always tags me in posts and Hakuouki pics.
loved! * U*

yay today will be the shopping spree with shiro
he is the sponsor for 50bucks.
hahaa it may seem little, but he hardly spend on me
(should I say he never spend on me? Well maybe 1%. LOLS)
First pay. Its good enough. But I will make sure the sponsor amount increases over time.
LOL.
I think I want him to get me a pair of shoes.
He seems unwilling to. Cos he is super superstitious. Turns me off.
It is supposed to be a shopping spree where I get to choose the stuffs that I like. Get it? O.O
And yar have to look for pinko lightsticks as well.

I think some bees went after shiro within these 2 weeks.
Its like his face got stung by BEES. =w=
The condition got worse.
Where’s my shiroi shiro?
The smooth and fair skinned TwT
SIGH.

Ok I have a secret mission
Again my orders were given by Rui Unni
This one quite tough, but I will try my best!
FIGHTING, GANBATTE~
Will have to submit a report to her after my mission is accomplished.

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Haha the bugis shopping trip was nice!
Shiro paid for 2stuffs. A hat i chose and also a pair of heels :) think i gonna wear the hat coming sat. Glee. Yes he agreed to buy the heels for me after i suggest that i will pitch in a small amt myself. :D he just wanna make sure i wont walk out of his life. LOLS!

he couldnt find his pants. cos of taekwondo, he have got v huge thighs and calves,
so kinda hard to find loose pants for his P use.
we went to QQhse for noodles. the noodles is real good!!! =D
i told him i wld like to go there often.
he says we could go there once per month. haaaarrrrr

He acc me to golden complex too ^^ went to get my lightstickssss for jay's concert :) i need 10but only manage to get 9. T.T now im heading to daiso at vivo with my sis to get the other 3. My sis needs 2for herself and her friend. Haa.
Okay i feel like napping for awhile before it reaches dhoby ghaut. :X

bought several stuffs at daiso. not sure if they are useful thou. LOLS
will be gifting shannen sis some of the hello kitty ziplocks i bought tmr :DD
super cute~~ heiiii
and i thought i bought stockings, who knows it ended up as a pair of socks. faints.
oh i got a lightstick specs! for myself. BUAHAHHAA.
i think unnis and chinguls are contented with their pinko lightsticks.
im never contented. so yeeeaah. xD

okay. i just received some registration letter from UOL.
its kinda pissing me off.
i applied for stuffs twice already and here comes a 3rd form
and i need to pay again. in Euros = i needa get a bank draft.
cant they just combine and get a lump sum from me??? so i dont needa seriously get the F to the bank and waste my time there.

and im lazy to fill up the form.
i dint even know what isit for!
for my exams? for my study materials?
did not even state properly. sick already.
OK I GET IT.
I ONLY LEFT WITH 1.5WEEKS TO GET MY BANK DRAFT
TO SEND OVER TO UK. TO LET THEM REGISTER
TO GET THEM SEND MY STUDY MATERIALS TO ME!
WHAT THE HELL. I DONT THINK I CAN GET THEM IN TIME.
SO EFFING WRONG.
SERIOUSLY PISSED.
IM SO GONNA SKIP LUNCH AND GET TO THE BANK TMR. SUCKS LIKE HELL.

eclipse like finally~

2010-07-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

Annyong~
Haha realized last entry dint really elaborate on D&D stuffs, cos there are more impt things to focus on. U____U

Anyways. JAY CONCERT IS COMING SAT!
EXCITED? Not really.
OPPS.
If it is SU JU concert, I will get real nervous,
And if it is DBSK CONCERT, U WILL SEE ME LYING ON THE HOSPITAL BED.
BLACKOUT. *LAUGHS
Yeah, we need to get some pink lightsticks. That’s his colour =.=
DBSK COOLER. RED :DD
Most prob I will be the one getting them.
10tickets on hand. Lols have to distribute them to respective owners by this week!

Was rotting whole day at home yest.
Boring. Actually planned to meet shiro in the morning till evening (night shift)
BUT he told me he need to reach wrk earlier. Say maybe 4pm?
You know what is F pissed?
NIGHT SHIFT = NIGHT SHIFT
Y IS THERE “REACH EARLIER” KINDA THING? SPOILER.
Then I gave up, don’t meet at all even better. Zzzzzzzzzz.
And there it goes. 2 weeks of not seeing each other.
YAR so whats the big effing deal with 6years?
I think we are “together” for 2years only.
We are SINGLE for the rest of the 4 years.

Ok we plan to catch Eclipse 7pm today.
He says “ok loh”
And I have no idea if he will wake up or whatsoever.
And I dono if he will be “DISMISSED LATE” today.
Will I kill him if he dint turn up today?
Only god knows.
I think if he really did kill our meet up today, I will be speechless.
Wont even curse or scold him. Let him feel how cold I am.

Alright back to the main topic.
Starhub managed to get Kumar from chn 5 as one of the hosts!
He is gay and he is DAMN HILARIOUS
Everything that comes out of tt mouth of his are Arated stuffs
Very dirty, but FUNNY.
Kept laughing non stop. Face almost cramp LOLS.
We should walk ard the hall luh, but it was kinda squeezy xD
If we walk ard things might be diff… mayb I can spot my bai bai de
And they can spot their eye candies too. Haha

There was this performance by “LADY MISTAKE” (lady gaga’s ELDER sister)
OMG LUH the main is SO DAM TALL
And shem brought along 2 dancers!
Their clothings make up and BOMMBAK WIGS ARE REALLY MADE FOR CONCERT!!
HAHAHAAHHAA SUPER NICE!
Like im enjoying their concert,. *claps
And I think all 3 are guys in disguise. Hahaha.
NICE ONE.

The dinner was so-so.
Normal 8 course. Nothing special. LOLS
Luckily they split and gave us fair share, otherwise its gonna be tiring wondering who is gonna clear the dish. LOL
Halfway thru, Shannen sis and sok kun I think came to our place,
Jio us all out to take pics. LOLS her top was……………………. Sexy sia
Sexy back it is! Lace back! *WEEUWIT
Took pics and then they were announcing some lucky draw prizes, so we went back in.
We dint won anything, =.=
The top 10 prizes were all won by MALES.
DISCRIMINATION ISIT!
WHAT LOUSY SYSTEM.
Whatever luh. Jus a couple of Macbook and plasma TV.
No desktop!!!!

Haha and funny thing is BEST DRESSED AWARD
COME ON LUH, ARE THEY LIKE BLIND?
WHERE’S THE BLING BLING?
GO CHECK EYESIGHT PLS. SUPER LAME.

And saw shocking stuffs as well.
Chingul’s ahboy was hooked up with someone else.
Totally shocked. =.=
Maybe chingul mood not tt fantastic after what she saw?
Then she decided to let it go at Boiler? *coughs
(that’s my assumptions. *hides)

Anyway the whole day,
The CLUB is the THING :DDDDDD

OKAY and YESSSS
I ordered my wig already
WIGSS to be precise.
Now my worry is the wig stand and wig comb. Heheeee
Btw the first blog that I found- middleman
Was like OVERPRICED.
Super duper overpriced.
Shit them, luckily I found other middlemen before confirming orders with tt freaking blog.
And currently ordering 2 from different sites, now my job is to wait, ma-teh (n U n)
And just received news that AFA will be in NOV. great :D
I hope Mikan cosing of Heisuke will take place at AFA as well!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I can take pics with Saito, Souji and Hijikata TOOOOOO! *floats

And yes another month or so, gary will be getting his DSLR.
When will I get mine seriously?
I need to plan out budget!!!!!!!!!
LMAO

And yes im serious getting him as my photographer. LOLSSSSSSSSS
I need to go on diet. LMAO

anyways shiro did reach, ON TIME.
i missed called him from 1700+ till 1800+
movie at 1905.

Eclipse is nice! really much better than first 2 movies,
im quite disappointed when i see a diff cast for Victoria =(
this Vic looks alot like auntie.
RILEY IS HANDSOME!
was disgust when the auntie Vic planted a long kiss on handsome Riley lips.
ewww man. not good for child to watch *coughs.

and i would have to recall the story to match the scenes!!
cos they really love mumbling. =w=
and i feel like smacking jacob ( thou he is so HOT!)
yes u're HOTTER than Edward, but sorry Bella belongs to Edward
pls get yur IMPRINT RIGHT.
hehehhe i dont wanna be spoiler here. imprint to??? =x= shall not tell! *cross mouth.

otoke?

2010-07-17T19:53:00.005+08:00

what shd i do?
receiving a call frm a someone i treasured
hearing her sobbing on the line.
i teared with her.
almost couldnt catch my breath as i absolutely have no idea what is going on.
all the worse case scenario playing in my mind. tats super scary!!
luckily turn out to be hmm some sort of normal quarrel between couples.
im jus terrified of something.... yar she shd know what im referring to.

hope its peace now?
btw it is absolutely not troublesome at all.
i almost wanna rush down to dhoby Ghaut. =w=
sigh.

anyway our D&D is OVERRR.
the BLING BLING NIGHT IS OVER W/O A TRACE OF MY BAI BAI DE.
there are ard 2000people and i cant find him
wonder if he is a perm staff. lols
hehe had lotsa fun with my colleagues.
EXCEPT THE LATE PART. I WAS LATE COS I COULDNT FLAG A DAM TAXI.
and so i reached at ard 7:38pm.
APOLOGIES TO MY UNNIS AND CHINGULS!
when i met up with them i was stunned.
all of them look REALLY AWESOME. THE COOL FEEL IS THERE!
THAT IS THE FEELING I WANTED FOR THIS "OWN THEME" I CAME OUT WITH AND THEY BROUGHT THE THEME OUT SO WELL. IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
COOL COOL COOL. WAHAHHAHA.
took a pic of my chingul and i love it.
really like her style that day. very niceeeee =D

my cool chingul.
even my didi goes "WARHHH" when i showed him this. Gleee

my hairrr

we went Movida then Boiler after that =D
joined rui unni's friends. they super high and funny~~~
starting was a pain. my heels abit too pain and the technos is pissing me off.
i cant dance to techno cos i hate it. it is NOISE, not music
then we went over to Boiler much better! the music there is awesome and the dancers- erm only the angmoh is HOT * U *
hehehee, then funny things happens.
i got high and i hack care my leg ( tts the way it is supposed to be yeah)
then sharon too. BUAHHAAH she is the epic one. first time see her like tt.
there's some REASON behind her "highness"
but of cos cant disclose her or its OVERR. *coughs
nice songs back there and danced with sharon =)
thou not as hot as what i did with liyi. opps =x
it was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
then sumo and my chingul's dance is like WOW!!!!!!!!
i was shocked. i think my mouth dropped to the floor.
LOLS. sumo also anyhow one loh. hug my panda unni and also hug my chingul!
feel like giving him a smack.
he asked for my hand and i immediately say "NO!" he recoiled.
siao one. think i will giv him free hugs????
thou he not bad looking, but seeing panda unni and chingul got hugged by him i feel tt he is an easy person.
and of cos shiro's face pop out in my mind.
anyway, its not like i have relationship probs and need company, sry ya. HAHAHHAAHAH
and then he went out to puff and my chingul FOLLOWED!
WTH, WAS SO WORRIED. =W= mayb i shdnt.. but then im still worried. LOLS
dono what the guy thinking seriously!
i almost wanted to tail along to make sure she's alright.
luckily at this moment unni says we are going off. so i went out and spotted chingul safe and sound. seem like sumo jus wanted to chat with her.
and i did check, she dint puff. phew. hahaha

reached home 400am
bathed and slept at 430am
wake 630am
went work 700am
back home 130pm
sleep till 630pm

and im now........... very weak kinda condition.
i dont think my afternoon map is a sleep.
it is like my brain cells are wide awake throughout o.0

SUDDENLY, I HATE SHIRO BEING A POLICEMAN.
EFF HIM AND THE SHIFTS.
tmr marks 2weeks of not seeing each other.
TOO MUCH.
THE FEELING IS WEIRD.
tight and suffocated.
2 effing damnation weeks.
to hell.

emotions.

2010-07-14T17:59:00.001+08:00

Maybe we got used to it without realizing
Maybe we treat every presence as “it is supposed to be”
Maybe we got dependent on each other without knowing.
Maybe we are too engross in ourselves and failed to notice things around us.
As time passes by, we grew closer
As time passes by, we know each other better
As time passes by, our bonds became stronger

As long as there are no regrets.
Being apart aint a problem… right?

Mixed. Complicated. Messy emotions inside me.
Will there be smiles when we bid farewell?
Or will there be tears when we say goodbye?
I wonder………………………………………………………………..

things to dooooooo.

2010-07-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

I hope nothing crops up tonight.
I want to trim my toenails. Pack my dressing table. Pack the photo albums on my study table. Stick the studs back to my jacket!
Currently awaiting reply from my wig supplier, my wig middleman, my meetup time and date with the Taiwan spree blogshop owner!
And for my contact lens spree to close SOON. Hehehe.

2AM!

2010-07-12T22:07:00.003+08:00

TIRING!! VERY!
Went to sleep yest at 1130pm. Woke up 230am. Watched NETHERLANDS VS SPAIN MATCH.
Supported Spain as they have more handsome guys. LMAO.
The referee dam annoying!!!! I must say this. Whenever someone fake/real fall, he will blow his whistle.
And he gave out YELLOW CARDS LIKE FREEBIES. WTH.
FREE KICKS TOO! I KNOW THEY ARE “FREE” BUT NO NEED TO ABUSE TT RIGHT?
The match is amazingly slow paced – cos of the whistle and freekicks.
When their engine is hot enough, the whistle goes off again. Irritated.
Its so obvious tt he is siding Spain.
Then again Holland is damn rough. Wonder y JJ supported Holland. LOLS!
Holland actually gave a KARATE KICK ON A SPAIN’S CHEST. CRAZY
But then some minor minor stuffs like falling on the ground, he flash yellow card too. Lame.
So it ended with a DRAW. 0-0
I was dam tired. I thought they will proceed to penalty. Who knows they continued with EXTRA TIME.
Total of 30mins. =.= first half, no goals. I actually wanted to turn in, seriously.
BUT THEN TORRES WENT IN! like FINALLY!! LOLOLOLOLS.
So I continued to endure till…………. SPAIN SCORED.
Haha yeah. SPAIN WON ! CHAMPIONSSS >U<

Okays last back track abit.
Sat worked till 11am and I run off. Took train from tamp straight to JURONG EAST.
Some big event!! Guess what?
2AM SHOWCASE + AUTOGRAOGH! WOOOHOO~
Luckily I have my book with me so time passed super fast.
Brisk walked to IMM and followed the instructions Rui Unni gave me.
Btw Sharon was there since 9am and she was smsing me how bored she is. Haha for JO KWON she can do it!!! Hehee
She told me tt mandy returned her autograph admission ticket back to her ady.
Means we got 4 autograph admission! So cool~
Speaking of this, I must really THANK YIYI <3
Of cos cant reveal too much of him here as there may be some PI checking his account or girls he chatted with. LMAO >.<
Anyway thanks to him I got 2 free tickets!! Sharon and I scratched the ticket and TADARRR! We got the autograph admission ones!! OMG~

Anyway, back to the topic…They were brought up to the Open Plaza already. Freak me out… jus a little. I thought im not able to sit with them. Hahas.
Luckily they were seated in the enclosed area and booked a place for me. Heeee.
Rui unni jus had her haircut and dyed her hair red~
Nice nice~ if she dint say she imitating SHINDONG, it wouldn’t have dawned on me and made me laugh so hard. LOLS!!
I took the non autograph admission to Chingul ( who is queuing with xuan- her biao mei).. cos her biao di, bin, who is also xuan’s didi is coming as well! LOL~
Chingul was separated from us so I did sms her updating on her condition.
Cos she easily pissed and also v nua.. jus to make sure she is alright. LOL
It was almost 3 when bin FINALLY APPEARED.
I did told chingul tt a lot of girls sure EYE him! LOLS.
And yeah it is SO TRUE =w=
I’ll talk abt tt later. Buahaha

Oh rui unni and Sharon went to take away burger king. And we got free YAM PIES *w*
Soon after, Xuan made her way here to sit with us.
Four of us getting their autographs! Weehehehe~
Well thou that Mandy gave Sharon back her ticket, she suddenly wanted it back!! So sudden!
And 4 of us were already seated, our butts in pain, and she say this kinda thing. Im quite pissed by her, and worried tt Sharon might sacrifice herself AGAIN.
Cos tt Mandy received a special invitation by 1003FM to go on stage and present a cake for the 2nd anniversary of 2am. And the 1003FM suddenly sort of took back their words and tell Mandy she can only go on stage if she hav the autograph admission pass!!
Nvm we tried to avoid her, but when Sharon and I made a trip to the restroom.
GUM GUM HO, mandy was standing on the pathway to the restroom. =.=
Then Sharon was like in dilemma.
And then mandy couldn’t control her emotions and started to sob.
Cos the 1003FM cheated her. SIGH. It’s a sad scene~~~
She really couldn’t control her tears…. Then Sharon started to tear as well. Sigh….
At least mandy didn’t beg her right then, instead she send Sharon off and tell Sharon not to care abt her.

When 530pm reached, we were already standing, squeezing.
We were at around 4th row. AND GOD DAMN THE 3 GIRLS INFRONT.
THEY WERE AT THE FRONT ROW BUT THEY STOOD ON THE METAL BARRIER.
WTF. I COULDN’T EVEN SEE 2AM ON STAGE. I CAN ONLY TAKE PICS OF THEM WITH MY ARMS FULL STRETCHED OUT.
SERIOUSLY EFF THEM MAN.
Anyway Jo kwon was so ADORABLE! As usual, his gay gay actions is so him!!! Nice! =DDDD
And he did the duckie dance. OMG! Hehehe.
I did video it down but it was not in good quality as I chose the wrong mode. *curse.
Was really excited when we were approaching them on stage.
My mind was whirling with questions and things to say!
One thing for sure, if it was jaejoong sitting there, I will jus grab his head and plant a kiss on his lips. BUAHAHHA! *LAUGHS!!!

Ok, then I went up. Seulong was 1st.
Omg. His face is so small and he look into my eyes for like 5secs? Yar electrocuted!
I think he’s trying to steal some hearts away frm kwon. *coughs
Btw I said fighting to him and he said back to me. hehe
Then it was changmin. Hehe he looks better in person!
Then it was JO KWON! MY FAV!!! HIS SMILE CAN MELT HEARTS! I TOLD HIM TO MARRY GAIN. BUAHAHA
He said “thank you” and smile to me. CUTE!
Lastly was jinwoon. Hmm his eyes real small. And I stood there for more than 10 secs I think. Cos there’s a lapse. Lolls
I told everyone “FIGHTING” and xuan kept nudging me with her elbow. LOLS!
I think its her natural reaction when she’s super nervous. Hahaha. So funny.

The stupid security pulled my bag like wanna push me off the stairs like tt. Zzz.
Then I took pic with si hui~ hheeeeee. And also snap a pic with e 4 of us and our albums in it.
Chingul went down with bing to mac le.
So we went down to meet them.
OMG I TELL YOU. CHINGUL BIAO DI IS SO HANDSOME!
He did put some eyeliner but they look so NATURAL!
He looks like GEUN SUK and he is totally KOREAN STYLE!
Wah u know I oways look at handsome things. He is the one!
LOLS
Then we went fish &co. lucky Sharon was seated across him. Hmm sort of across, can see him is good enough. And got caught by me when she looking at bing.
DAM FUNNY.
I seated along side with him but beside xuan. If not I don’t think I can eat properly. =x
Took some pics (with chingul)
And then we headed off.
Then chingul told us that there are girls checking him out. Some dam obvious. Looking at him.. OF COS LUH!
IF THOSE GIRLS DON’T LOOK AT HIM, THEY ARE SURELY BLIND. LOLS.
I think he is better looking than 2am. BUAHAHHA don’t kill me 2AM fans.
And surprisingly, Sharon and my taste are in harmony FOR THE 1ST TIME.
BIN CAN DO THE MIRACLES. HAHA,
I did tell him to find a manager and sign contract luh. Sure can sell well. LOLOLS!

sharon, me, rui unni and xuan > U <

Ok Friday over just like that!
Sat reached and my fam and I set off to SGFLYERS at 245pm.
Omg was so forgetful! I actually let the tickets slipped off my mind!!
I have to rush back and get the tickets. HAHAHA.
Took circle line to Promenate. And walked to Flyers. Its nearer. Haha.
Met my ahma, mama, daddy, 4th aunt and Thomas there. Hehe
My mum is so persistent to get something from Popeye’s and want us to smuggle into the cabin for my godbro.
That’s so lame can! Just for awhile only, u can eat after the ride what! Zzz
But yar I cant win her so 3of us went to buy. To fulfill her WISH.
Luckily it is not as hot as the temp outside or I would have die in there.
I thought I told my mum to take the evening ride, but then dono who changed to afternoon. =.=
Anyway, nothing much, just snapping of pics non stop and then we walked to MS foodcourt.
Cos my mummy’s cousin hadda store there. Selling claypot stuffs I think, seldom eat tt kinda stuffs. Lols
And the auntie very automatic…. Too automatic I shall say!
She left me with no choice but to eat the slice fish noodle thing.
Luckily it is not sinful otherwise I sure curse. =x

Headed home after tt.
So tiring! It must be from the day before, the muscle ache did not occur. LMAO.
Just plain tired.

I completed HAKUOUKI already. Total of 12 epis.
ALL THE GUYS ARE VERY SEXY.
Starting I aimed SAITO. Mysterious guy. With purple-blue hair =D
Then Souji cos he had illness, v pitiful but I like his smile.
Then at last,… right at the last episode. After the ending song, I saw flashes of season2!
HIJIKATA! Omg! He looks so dam sexy with his new hair! He cut his long hair.
Hahaa! Im waiting for season 2 so I can see him XD
Anyway I posted a pic of SAITO in KIMONO, lying on the BED.
That is totally sexy! Like I said I can die on the bed if I wake up and find him with this pose in the morning. WAHAHA.

SEXY SAITO. *nose bleed!

HIJIKATA, SOUJI SAITO.
MY 3 LOVERS. =D

HIJIKATA IN SEASON2. short hair!! hansamu!

Btw shiro may be the last one to see my hair.
Been a week plus since I last seen him. Sad yar? What to do,
He dint have any off days last week,
But he did have off on sat and sun…. im too busy myself to meet him up =.=
he dont even know when is his off day!!!! omg.
i think too long nv meet already!!
got this kinda unsettling feeling at the pit of my stomach. =3=
Anyway he was posted to bedok south NPP. O.0 I don’t know where isit.

cosfest!

2010-07-05T20:52:00.008+08:00

Aisshh. its time to blog.
time to combine all my random entries tgt ^ w ^
suddenly i feel so refreshed and INSPIRED.
buahahhaa.
its been decided, im goin to pose some pics.
the blog has been too PLAIN LATELY. cannot let this go on, i might abandon my blog.
sheesh. okays the uploader is freaking slow. zzz. EFF SINGNET BIG TIME.
connection got cut off again. stupid useless cables.
oh btw the singnet staff said our cables were WORNED OUT. like wth right? like someone can cut it like tt. so the current cables cant really support the internet. fook. tt is not even our prob. it is the wrapped up cables. arghs.
the loading is taking too long. i hate to wait. damn.

Okay. This is DAMN COOL.

Saturday at COS FEST DOWNTOWN EAST.

Its sooooo nice!

MAYB AS COMPARED THE THE PREV ONE WE WENT XD

Yes there are tons of cosplayers and YES THERE ARE A NUMBER OF HUNKS SPOTTED!

Hehehe~

Im really impressed with the zanpakutou’s human form.

From Bleach fillers- Captain No: 8, Kyouraku Shunsui’s zanpakutou!!!

They look just like they walked out of the anime. SO REAL AND PERFECT!

The purple hair, the size, the height and the makeup. Everything is perfect~

>w<

I went right after wrk tt day. Reached ard 2 +

Gary was late so I went to snap pics first. So many people and they set me off with excitement. Couldn’t wait any longer. Heiiii.

Happily snapping pics and suddenly I saw MIKA. She is in PUNK cos! OMFG! Shocked and dono how to react. Called gary immediately and told him tt I spotted mika!

Omg. I left her alone first, cos I need gary to help me take pic with her!

Went ard, I really cant stand those guys crossdressing. Faints. I cant press the shutter button. = =

Wah I rest for awhile and realized my face is hot. Must be cos of mika’s presence 0__o

She’s busy with her posing and shootings. So gary and I went into D’Marquee first.

Wooo many shops ard the diameter of the tent. Interesting =)

(btw, this is the first time I attend downtown’s cos fest. Cos we DINT KNW SUCH THING EXISTS -,-)

Anyway it is dam cool. Took a handful of pics with some nice ones *v*

We went out to get some fresh air and the lighting outside is much better.

That’s when I spotted “him”. He was wearing blades. Super skinny.

But his face is………….. he looks like angmoh!

LOLS. He had a beanie on, his hair blonde, his eyes blue (contacts)

Really handsome! Haha!

Overheard his convo with another cosplayer. He said his English isn’t tt fantastic… so cute.

Immediately get gary to help us take a pic.

Tapped on his shoulders and we pose for a pic. Omg!

And its funny, there was this girl that by pass gary. And I think she spotted “him” too. She stopped and snapped a pic of US. HAHAA!

Or mayb it was a snap without me in the picture. O w O

Oh then I tried to search for him again, but he was nowhere to be found. Cos I wanted to take a FULL LENGTH pic with him.

Close to 7pm, gary and I were standing near the stage….

Then I saw him O.O he was seated in the enclosed area right infront of the stage! Yes he is from Philippines!!! Omg.

And seemed like he knew a lot of cosplayers too. Hahas.

Getting all excited. =x

But I left him alone luh. Only when all the Jap, Korea, Philippines cosplayers went up on stage, I snapped some pics of him. Gleeeee.

After the event, the MC brought them around downtown.

Gary and I retired for the day, was sitting at Subway when they all returned to D’Marquee. Haha saw him glide pass again!

And I was in dilemma. I don’t know whether to approach him and ask if he has FB. The reason: cos I wanna see him cosplay, but I have got something on on Sunday, so I couldn’t see him the next day!!! SOBS. TwT

After like 20mins of frustration, I told gary to wait for my return.

I went into the tent. He was chatting with the jap singer and some friends, taking pics too. Lols

When he was free, I tapped him on the shoulder and ask is he’s frm Philippines.

Yes he is! And he stick out his hand for a handshake. Faints!

So cute sia. And we introduced ourselves. And I ask if he has FB.

Then he took out something from his bag, a name card O~O

With his mail add all printed on top. Oh me god. So cool!

So I ask him if he will be cosplaying tmr, YUP HE IS. OH NO.

Anyway I was too happy to feel the impact at tt moment. =x

So we bid goodbyes, I left the tent with a smile. Wahha really is smiling. I think passer bys might think tt im crazy =x

Yeah man. Got his FB =DDDD

Just tt, I could’nt make it on Sunday. Tts pretty depressing.

Till now im full of regrets. Shiro is to blame.

Told me his granny’s 80th bday cele is in the afternoon, in e end it was in the evening. Dam him.

So I ask him to go with me. Maybe till 4pm. He dint want to go. Sucks.

So I missed it. And gary went. Luckily he went!

He helped me took 4pics of him =DDDDDD

Teheheehe. But yes can see tt it was better than sat’s…. *pout

i told shiro I will be going for BOTH DAYS NEXT YEAR. I ADVANCED BOOK MYSELF FOR THE COS FEST. BUAHAHA

oooh. Ok “his” name is Lyron Aquino ^~^!!!

And my current DP was taken with him. Hehe.

here:

the uncle cheated my 1buck. stupid uncle.

Oroochimaru~~~

MIKAN & ME <3

Okay lets continue to Sunday.

The dinner was… hmm grand?

It was at Hotel Royal.

And they booked 4 tables in a private room. Which is sort of cool.

4 tables full of relatives.

I find his fam kinda weird leh…. The star of the night is ahma and they can walk into the room themselves leaving her to follow.

I was with her and I can sense how blur and confused she is loh.

She don’t even know which direction and I have to guide her. Zzzz

Weird luh!

Feel kinda out of place but still ok.

The food was………….. too much I guess.

I think total of 10dishes if im not wrg =.=

We ate till 7th we are full already o.0

Ohhhh last time shiro’s ahma used to take care of him

Then he stayed at his godpa’s hse.

His godpa has 4daughters o.o

And yest, 3 of them brought their kids. OMG.

Its like suddenly all gave birth =w=

1 babyboy and 2 baby girls. LOLS.

Then ahma blew the 80th bday cake. Nice!

It was 10pm then, we sat there for more than 3hrs.

So we went off. And that’s when I realized.

HIS RELATIVES ALL HAVE THEIR OWN TRANSPORT.

MOST OF THEM HAVE CAR. One was lorry.

Zzzz so rich.

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Super upset with some thing.

With the Singapore Flyers issue.

Well, I helped out SBL Family Day Event few weeks ago and received 2 free SG Flyers tickets.

At tt time I already planned to go with Shiro.

Then I received an offer to buy additional tickets at 10bucks each. (which is real cheap)

Therefore, I rang my sis and ask if she wanna split the cost and we bring our family there tgt.

Cos most of them hav yet to experience Flyer.

My sis agreed, so I bought another 4tickets. (my family + Shiro)

*AISHHHH, VERY IRRITATING PART IS LIKE RIGHT NOW?

PROBLEMS STARTED TO SURFACE.

Shiro just got started with his sign on thing as policeman. It is IMPOSSIBLE TO TAKE LEAVE.

The schedule will not be known until he is posted to the NPP.

His working days aren’t like other NS man, able to book out on weekends.

It goes like (work work, off off).

And of cos weekends is a no no for my family. Seriously left with sats / suns.

So my sis nagged at me, as she is freezing her weekends activities for the sake of shiro.

Cos his schedule is unconfirmed…. Isn’t this irritating?

I totally understand both sides. But in the first place I wanted to go with shiro.

But then I also wanna go enjoy with my family, since it is something they have not tried.

Effing upset…. If my sis kept stressing me and pushing me to one corner…..….. I will just pick one of the weekends and go with my family.

Although this is not really what I wanted.

Then at most waste a ticket….. I rather throw away a 10bucks ticket and let shiro sacrifice than me facing all these effing problems.

okay its been decided. shiro decided to back out. sigh.

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Wahaha i met myyuki and jayden up last saturday :) jayden can walk already. And my dream cant come true cos jayden dont like people holding his hands while he's walking. T~T he likes to show off too much le. But he can recognise us after we play with him he will wave goodbye to us if we're too far back. Cute! HAHAS! He knows how to dance too! And i realised all babies danced the same way. Super kawaii :) :) miss him. And as usual i cant carry him for long. Its sad. I shd go train up some muscles huh. Lol!

Today is 17thjune, thursday. Supposed to shop at bugis with chinguls and unnis. BUT, rui unni suddenly have got something impt to attend to. So we cancelled the spree. ON THE OTHER HAND, SOUTH KOREA IS PLAYING AGAINST ARGENTINA TONIGHT!! went chingul's house to watch! At woodlands, but i dont mind! Cos her biao mei is bringing her frds there! The atmosphere is just right! Glee! Chingul and i shopped at cold storage, bought some titbits cos her biao mei wants. Haha. Bought 2crackers and 1chocochips. And then to takeaway our dinner! MOS BURGER :D :D HAHAS. Her biao mei and frd were wearing red tops! Even chingul's mum is wearing red! Omg. Supporters of south korea! Then chingul went bathe and she came out with ... Red top! Buahaha. She passed me a red jersey to wear too! Good right! Teehehe! We're the RED SUPPORTERS! Just right the south korea team wore red. :) okay i cursed and swear throughout the 45mins. The referee sucks! It looks like he kena bribed by argentina. And am super pissed. They act like shit. Kept making false fall. So GAY AND WEAK. Kept falling to the ground. Hope you get STROKE ON THE FIELD!! But then korea dint play well. No attackers. No defence!! Thats the worst!! I think they are really stressed up and think thy are not good enough. -.- where's the spirit? Sigh. Yar and the what? Goalkeeper! What a showoff! God dammit. If only i can pull all his hair off :x im really satisfied with korea's goalkeeper :) well done! He saved around 6balls leh! And was wondering if they are all pinning hopes on him or are heavily dependent on him. Sigh. Thats why i shall say.. Actually its not argentina thats strong, but korea performance that has deteriorated. End.

Omg you can never guess who i met. A stranger, but she had left an impact in me.. Gosh. I really wonder how can someone be so cute!! Its not like im les. But you know me, i like to look at pretty or handsome people. So if you caught me staring at you............ Lol! Anyway she's a cosplayer. Into one of jap street style- decora ^ w ^ real cool! Well gary and i did the most exciting thing. And its the first time i do such a thing!! I asked for her fb mail. BUAHAHA! AND IM SO DAMN GLAD THAT I DID! * v * hehehe! She's also goin to upcoming cosplay fest at downtown :) hope i'll get to know her so we at least can say hello to each other. Glee!

Anyway, sharon and i bought 2AM ALBUM ADY :D haha! Luckily its not fast selling, otherwise we would not be able to get it . Phew. The showcase will be held at IMM open plaza. Isnt it weird? Cheapo. Haha.zzz. Anyway there's this scratch and win thing on the ticket. Lucky, you can get autograph from 2am. -.- and we both got it! Sigh. Who knows the angelic sharon promised her friend to let her hav it. Zzz. Speechless already. Yar quite long story. Eventually, i decided to give sharon mine, while she give hers to her friend. O.o i hope its the right thing to do... Should have make up a BIGGER LIE SO WE CAN BOTH GO AUTOGRAPH TGT. That friend of hers is really PERSISTENT! She kept begging sharon, and she'll surely give in. Sigh

Shiro is now stationed at bedok headquarters. He'll receive his training there for one week. Afterwhich, he will be posted out to one of the neighbourhood police post. He told me cantonment is better cos it is fully air-conditionered. Buahaha! So lame. :X

heechul.ryeowook.u-kiss

2010-06-16T22:10:00.004+08:00

Once again this is my collection of posts from my Satio. buahaha

Poor sharon. Why she always tio all those shit de. Sigh. Today is a day filled with emotions for her. First time after knowing her, i saw her very angry face! Abit attitude and mad. O.o was so shocked. Cos of paya lebar's foodcourt auntie. The auntie. I feel like slapping her also. Made me repeat my orders for 3times! And served wrong orders for the girl before me. Zzz then she still dare ask the customer if she can just accept the dish. Dots. Then she wanna throw away that wrong order, she actually DARED TO ASK RUI UNNI TO HELP PASS THAT BOWL TO THE CLEANER. Wtf right! She's so weird! Then after we went back our seats, sharon says the auntie called her back for soup that is supposed to be accompanied with the dish. Yeah and she went back. I feel weird after awhile-cos its taking too long. So i went to find her. Ahh her face expression was.. Erm, attitude? Then she kept staring at the auntie. :X

Currently watched WGM, GAIN AND KWON'S :) :) OMG luh. Kwon is damm hilarious! The expressions the actions the different type of tone he can produce! Wahaha. He's childish but really fun to be with. Gain kept laughing when she's with him. Haha can see that she likes him. Lol. Both of them really petite! When as compared to gain, i'll feel that kwon size is bigger. But when he stands beside some other guy its so obvious that he's petite. LOLS! Their skinship is improving! Jo kwon can now hug, hold hands or hold gain. Hahas. What a big change! Can see gain is super happy and at times cheat kwon to do sweet things to her. :X then there's nickhun as guest to their hse. Omg. Gain went bersek!! She's totally over him. Dont say kwon, even i cant really tolerate her as a 3rd party. LOLS =.= BUT thats not really her true feelings back then. Cos there's this behind the scene interview, and she states very clearly that she still will choose kwon over nickhun as hubby. And she dare to express such affection towards other idol cos of the trust they had nurture over the past months. Was taken aback by her feelings cos i totally cant sense it. Buahaha!

I had a hard time settling jacky's, nigel's and boon's 21st presents! Omfg. Its so damm hard! Im so lost! I shopped all 3malls in tamp! W/o realising it was 930 after i bought the last present. First time shopped for so long alone. Zzz ! I still gotta wrap them when i get back home... Argh. This is tiring.

Im excused from the archiving coming mon due to my paycycle..... And chingul hav to join our team cos of me. Really feel apologetic abt it. Sigh. Actually i was looking forward to the archiving... Cos its the first time our team teams up to accomplish something and it will be fun to work tgt :D and a new experience for me.. who knows it falls on a monday and on my paycycle. Sian. Yes means i'll be all alone for whole day.

And next week will be econs test! Fast yeah?!? >~< sat frm 2to5. :( and am meeting shar after that. Hee. Today nel unni talked abt fareast! Yes i wanna go! Buahaha! So we decided on the week after my test :D but then on 27th its sharon's graduation ceremony and also AP'S closing o.o
Oh congrats to nel unni for getting long service award :) 5years in starhub. Time files working there. LOLS. She told me when one reaches 15th year award. The vouchers will be......1000BUCKS! Can you believe it? Omg! Haha. But very few people will stay for so long unless like i say they stay cos they are contented and waiting for retirement. Haha! For me, if they gimme good salary mayb i'll stay. Lol! Thinking of the salary am very moody. Dont talk abt it ady! Haha

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I forgot to remove my zen stone frm my desktop at work. Or i shall say i hav absolutely no idea that i've plug it into the cpu!! I thought i forgot to charge so i went on the shuttle bus. And i cant find the zen! Argh. Tiring day today. Thou im not involved in the archiving (which i really feel bad abt ) but still got many invoices to clear. Chunks of paper. =.=
Was studying yest but nothing seem to get in. Will i be able to complete reading my 2nd book before thurs? Doubt so. Lol. Still give myself a little of free time and i went to watch naruto epi 160 :D pain is still not out to destroy konoha yet. Cant wait for him to appear so i can see more of him. Hee. Then went to search for wgm epi 26 but the subbing team have not sub them yet. So i went on to watch jaejoong's drama :) currently chinese subs still epi5. Wahaha. The quality not that good at the very least i can see jaejoong. :) caught up with another epi. Epi4 jaejoong fought with nakaji. That stupid main lead punched jaejoong! Aissh! Heartache! Im so shocked when he got hit. Think my mouth was wide open. Haha! The storyline is interesting. I wanna see what happens to the other guy called 'linda'. As for jaejoong's role the guy is really dumb eh. Always kena bullied by his other colleague. Steal his work and stuffs. And he always accept his fate without making a noise.

Shiro says we hav to decide on the date for zoo so he can book o.o so troublesome! See if myyuki can decide on any dates otherwise i think i'll head there with shiro. Lol.

Tmr will be my didi's graduation! How time flies! LOLS. Still remembered last time he was punished for buying a batman storybook w/o my mum's permission. And now he's all grown up. Goin to book into commando on 30july. Haa. Hmm actually he was elected as one of the candidates for the graduation speech. They were eliminated till 2. He and another guy. And he ended up as backup :( well to me its okay luh. At least he was elected yeah? Hee. But he was super disappointed i guess. Immediately msned my sis and i. Can sense. Tried to console him. And yar we said we will go kill that guy so he can give his speech on stage :x i was looking forward to his speech. Cos i thought he was elected as the speaker ady xD LOL. Wrong info!! Nvm im still attending tmr. Ehh... My whole fam is attending. Wahaha! Nel unni's didi also graduating. But no one goin o.o to me quite sad leh. But then she says go for what. Diploma only =.= hmm now that i think of it..shiro dint attend the grad ceremony. Buahaha! He grad like nv grad like that.

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Wahaha. Done with the 2nd bridging paper! :D happy. I can continue watching videos liao. Hoho! Cant wait to get home. :X well meeting shar after the test. Was supposed to meet like 510? Cos my paper ends at 5. And i think im abit bersek yest. I told her to meet 550 without realising its wrong! She still double confirmed the time yest and i told her its right. GG. My brain is dead. Haha.

Anyways the test is simple cos we getto choose the ques. So simply jus pick those you studied. Haha. I dint really touch on the wages topic. Sian ady. .

Just yest, yong broke a very sad piece of news to me. It brought back all the very sucky memories. Those days living in fear and sadness. I hope she wont hav to go thru all that. So hard to cope. And her exams are ard the corner! Sigh.

Wah feel kinda uneasy right now. Must be my heavy bag. I brought out all the notes =,= hmm kinda like my habit already. If i dint hav them with me i'll feel super weird. Shall i burn them now? Or throw them in the bin? Buahaha!

That shiro so baka again! Told him today meet shar. He thought i said im meeting him today. Lame... Still dare to flare up at me. Who knows tmr he suddenly no more duty. I goin back wrk awhile tmr. Cos needa get some payments done. Then he nagged again. Zzz.

Thurs. 27th june. Released at 4pm today. Starhub says it is family day! Gotta go good early today and eat with family... Just right, my mum not cooking today. Everyone is dining outside. Haha! So i decided to head over to shiro's sty. See how he reorganised his room. I think he shifted a lcd tv into his room. And threw away the gym set his sis gave him.. Kinda wasted right. Well at least for those body builders. Wahaha.

My didi graduation is over.. Had quite alot of fun there. Hahas. And his friends actually cheered for him! That pretty cool! :) and then he went on a 5day trip to msia with his brothers and came back yest. And guess what? He dint buy us any gifts. And no msia foodstuffs. Only some coffee which i dont drink. Dont ask me why he behave this way. I have no idea too. Cant hlp feeling disappointed. Zzz.

Shiro took 2days off. Equates to 4off days. Haha. So we went to watch ip man2. The show is good. I watched it with anger. If i ever sees that ang moh, twister, i sure will slap him. Haha! Idiotic face. Wanted to watch ironman2 but no more suitable time slots. Haha! So dint watch in the end. We switched to robin hood... The fighting/battle scenes were super good. But it was really a drag. -.- 150mins i think. Such a pain. LOL!

Rotted at home on vesak day. Watched ard 20epis of bleach! Wahaha! Kind of interesting! All their zanpakutou took human form! So amazing. Haha. I like hyorinmaru he's so cool! Buahaha! And im really happy cos i getto see so much of byakuya! He is amazingly cold, powerful and attractive! Haa. Yar dint getto see his senbonsakura real face. Dono if he's handsome. Bet he is. Haha. His pattern exactly the same as byakuya -.- but yeah. Suddenly there was so many episodes on him! Like him right frm the start when my didi intro me bleach.Haha. All time favourite. Hee!

Went bao's 21st bday yest. Well he did tell me last time tt he wanted all the impt people in his life to appear on that day. Truly understand his feelings, so yeah i went. Thou there are many that i know. Still feel super out of place. Lucky there's shawn, ks and serene... For bao i can go thru all that. Hahas. His party was held at one huge terrace house. 3storey tall. Zzz newly bought. Belonged to his grandma! Omfg. So super rich luh. -.-

Wahaha. Found 2guys in super junior interesting. First is HEECHUL. Brought to my attention when i was watching the mass idol concert. He was the MC. Along with park shin hye and yong hwa. Abit sian when i saw yonghwa. :X hee chul lead the 2newbies so well and his mc skills is super great! Hahas. He looks like a girl too! Esp with long hair. Then i went to do some research on him. Saw videos of him kissing other guys sexily on stage! I was so dam shocked! Omg. But the more i look at it... I think he's kinda sexy. Call me crazy. Wahaha. Then the other guy is RYEOWOOK. Was looking at bonamana mv! And spotted a guy with really cool hair. His style is really nice. Reminds me of chingul. Hahaha. That chingul says she's shocked that i spotted ryeowook. Cos he is too gentle for my taste! Lol! But yar he reminds me of jaejoong when he first stepped into dbsk. Haa.

The super junior showcase in sing kinda pissed me off. You had to sign a line buying samsung's galaxy s phone. Then you stand a chance to win a pair of tickets to the showcase. Turn off. mayb i jus started liking suju thats why im not to the extent of buying the tickets. But they are chingul's fav. Haha. I also hope that i can see heechul and ryeowook. If the tickets are free. Wahaha.

Shiro's 22nd bday is over! The day before, 3rd june... I even went hmv with chingul. Cos.... We are preordering BEAST CD! We are goin to beast's showcase end of this month! Buahaha. At first we're having cold sweat. Cos there's only 1000copies. And the sec sch kids are on holiday. Cant help worrying! There is 2outlets in sg means 500each outlet. Then if one fan gets 5albums each, after the 200th fan, the tickets will be sold out! Omg. So we both rushed into hmv's counter. The staff dam funny! Immediately ask' u-kiss or beast?' buahaha! Isit THAT OBVIOUS? XD then that chingul says paiseh cos so old liao still into idols. Why not? We're still young! Hee.
Yes we bought the albums :) panda unni and sharon coming with us. :D but it is free seating. Bet we'll get lousy seats. Cos we're chionging there after work-.-

Hmm updates:
-baked cheese cake on 3rd june... Till 11plus. Decorated the cake with icing sugar and chocolate. :) and drew some stuffs on the box as well...
- 4th june, realised the icing sugar melted. F up. Re- decorated early in the morning and store it up in the fridge.went to work with the cake... Went to get my cake before i went off after wrk, the sugar melted again. Zzz. But not as bad as before. :X off to meet shiro @alex's shop. Haha they are kind enough to sing bday song for shiro :) gave shiro a cardigan. Well. Im broke so i dint buy any expensive stuffs for him. Haa! He suggested catching a movie so we caught price of persia, at around 830... -.- its a happy day. The movie is so nice! I like every part of it cos there's so much actions moves, excitement. My type of movie. Wahaha!

Hmm i started shopping for blingbling already. Thats my mission! Tough mission! But bugis street is really good. And then the GSS spirit took over my body. I feel like buying sooo many things dam, and im broke. Gakk! Next fri will be pay day. Pls refrain till then. But i cant, cos im goin back to bugis again coming sat. Tagging myself to shar and her buddies :x hehe. I hav decided to get afew of the stuffs yest. XD

Goodnews time!
- papa won 4D and have each of us 100bucks each! :) -next, my didi passed his driving test! One shot cleared! Proud of him? Yeah! Haha. My sis suggested treating my didi to dinner.
Victory! :) we are both broke loh. My sis still dare to suggest new work new york! Faints..i.In e end the bill sums up to 121. Damm.
I havent started my gss, my100 is already evaporating. Sian...

i've started twitter! Know why? Cos im able to follow the REAL HEECHUL, RYEOWOOK AND ALL OTHER SUJU MEMBERS!! jo kwon (2am), nickhun(2pm)!! Plus other artise like linjunjie. Hehe. There's alot of kpop idols in there, jus that i dont know some of them...
Oh and its the only channel my chingul is active in. LOLS!
Very interesting, can tweet all the daily life stuffs. Then panda unni and sharon both joined already. Hee. They kept talking abt world cup every night. Haha!
Oh! And i just realised that cable tv has kbs channel! Its a korean channel! With musicbank, dramas and some variety shows. Cool! Feel like subscribing... Since staff have like discount. And chingul told me its around 34bucks per month which includes broadband and phoneline. O.o haha! Nice! Let me consider. Cos i seldom watch tv.. Afraid that it might be a waste of money. ~-~

Yes tmr will be headin to bugis with my chinguls and unnis :) :) we're shopping for bling bling! Buahaha. First time shopping with them. Glee. And fri will be PAY DAY. Hurray!! XD

My cousin is organising her open house on sat. But i cant make it! Cos am helping out hope day. :(

Anyways good news! Shiro's sign on for police is successful!! Hard to believe? yar me too. it was pending at their end for SO DAM Long. till i almost lost hope. hahas. must be his blackmark luh. underage smoking. stupid. but well we can at least see a ray of light already? good start.

hmm and yes, we did chat abt buying DBSS flats. order first while we wait 3-4years for them to be fully built. but its really scary. im just 22 =.= am i really steppin into the grave soon? reluctant cos i wanna marry JAEJOONG. wahahaha! hmm but if it is 3-4years down the road, i dont think i mind =D

everything is so unstable. i got low pay, i need to save for my sch fees. dont even have insurance of my own... faints. tough life.

anyways, back to my hubby, recently.. erm like last week plus this week... JaeJoong Junsu and YooChun held several "thanksgiving" concertSSS in JAPAN. yes wtf right? i hope i can go and see them. thou i dont understand the lang, just listening to their voice is ENOUGH. i think i'll cry when they cry. err. i'll just cry when if i ever sees jaejoong. strong feeling tt i will do that. he's too perfect. haha.
he sang this song solo. its frm a movie: Ditto Movie.. "For You"
and his voice is so sad. so full of pain. if i just listen to him sing and concentrate on the feelings he is having when singing this song i can feel my eyes stinging. it is that sad. and KIM JAE JOONG HAS NEVER CRIED ON STAGE. when the other members felt the love frm fans and they cried, jaejoong did not. when the other members cried cos they won an award on stage, he did not. AND GUESS WHAT? HE CRIED ON STAGE THIS TIME. i can see how much pain he is going through. separation from his best soulmates, best members, best friends.... shattering.
i think they are not allowed to disclose to public or to contact HoMin... caged up?
and i heard there are anti-fans for JaeChunSu. stupid fans. get a life man, they are as one. not separately. love them as a whole. f off.

speaking of ANTI-FANS. I AM V ANGRY WITH SG ANTI-FANS OF HEECHUL OPPA.
yes they pranked called heechul's mobile when he's here in SG.
super junior came here for a day and what? SINGAPORE ANTI FANS pranked called him.
CAN YOU ALL EFFING STOP THIS NONSENSE? IF U DONT LIKE, THEN DONT GO AFTER! DONT U THINK U ARE SPOILING SG'S IMAGE? NOT ONLY IN SUJU'S EYES BUT THE WHOLE OF KOREA IDOL INDUSTRY'S EYES???? BRAINLESS OR WHAT? U MIGHT JUST KILLED THE CHANCE OF U MEETING YOUR FAV KPOP BAND. DO THINGS W/O USING BRAIN. JUST GET A LIFE LUH OR MIGRATE! TOO MUCH, SUCH A DISGRACE TO SINGAPORE, DONT SPOIL OUR IMAGE, SO HARD FOR KPOP TO VENTURE INTO SG INDUSTRY, AND ITS ONLY RECENTLY TT KPOP BANDS STARTED STREAMING IN, DONT KILL THE TREND! now i dont even dare tell heechul oppA that im singaporean, it will jus remind him of tt bad incident... see? causing trouble to others. dammit.

oh and i started watching u-kiss vampire. =DDD
its pretty interesting as they grouped them up according to blood types. hehe
A=perfectionist
B=ignorance kid. rebellious too.
O=hyper and lively
haha and i like one frm A and one frm O. =D
KiSeob and Alexandra.
Xandra is 23. my oppa =D
he looks handsome with his fringe up and close up
and he dont look good with fringe. weird huh. hahas.
watch till epi7 and was hung in the air. couldnt find subbed epi8. faints. hahas

boon's 21st~

2010-05-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Why dint tell me the truth right from the start? I already asked so many times. And your ans is always no. Maybe you dont feel like telling me. Its okay. But then why must destroy the trust. After i saw the truth, i realised you lied to me. Now that something happened, then you confessed. It is as good as confessing a lie.

Time flies. Less than 15days will be my econs test. Argh. Why so fast! Luckily i watched till latest epi for naruto and jaejoong's new drama. Haha. Tues night went k with hyung! Buahaha. Suddenly we're both korea freaks. Haha! Recalled the previous time we went, im singing beg songs alone. XD this time there's hyung! And we hadda good laugh imitating the mv. LOLS!! We sang abracadabra for like 5times? Even more for sign! Bolero was good too! 3times. :) wah. Everytime i see jaejoong on the screen for bolero. I feel like touching him. Wahaha! And hyung slapped my hands whenever i do that. Haa! Super funny. :X sang some old songs or rather songs we seldom sing? So weird hearing hyung singing those girly songs xD and i tried to dig out songs i seldom sing too. Its hard. Lol. Sang till 1plus. Took cab home. I tink i slept for around 4hours or so. Then went to work. Rui unni saw me she got shock. Cos i look really tired. Not only her. Im shocked when i looked into the mirror in the morning. Dark circles o.o lol.

Shiro says he wanna get the free passes to zoo :) :) i chose zoo to singapore flyers. Cos flyers not worth it. Very boring. Then i read myyuki's blog, her last trip was spoiled by the rain. Just nice. Haha. But still not confirmed. Wait till then then see if she can make it wit edwin. Hee

And its BOONSIN'S 21ST BIRTHDAY! Wee! Welcome to the 21st club :) nigel, boon,yong and me. WE ARE 21 YEARS OLD. Woohoo! Buahaha!

INTOXICATION, kiss&touch

2010-05-05T22:46:00.005+08:00

last sat!!!!:

WAHAHA.
Happy me. :) supposed to meet chingul at 3. But i was late... Cos.......... I got too engrossed into dbsk vid! Cos of the mysterious girl clara, i found out that changmin cried during an award winning back in 2008. He's so cute! :X but really heartaching comparing 2008 and 2009 award winning. Happiness.proud.honoured. =2008. Gloom.pain.separation.=2009. Drastic change. Sigh. Anyway saw this fancam of jaejoong after perf. Omg. I got stunned. He looks dam sexy! Wahaha. This must go on my fb. Keke..

My bus went off so i hav no choice but to try to take circle line down to dhoby ghaut... First time taking circle line and macpherson station is super duper uluu. Haha. Then so i reached vivo at.. Erm 330? XD was deciding to take the monorail or bus. Since chingul havent tried the monorail. We head up . Well... Who the hell knows that the place was packed with PEOPLE! Dam scary! The way the try to push their way thru! Chingul and i immediately back out. Hahaha. So we went for the bus ride. :X

Haha. The resorts world is so hot! With shelter = no shelter. Zzz. Went to convention ctr to take a look first. So many fans waiting outside. O.o we lined up for our lightsticks :D then chingul tell me dbsk's colour is RED! Dam. And we cant choose our lightsticks colour. Argh. We bought 2each. And im the one grabbing blindly. And i got NO RED! I see red! Dammit. Wonder if thy cheat. Zzz. Got 2lousy yellows one blue and one green. ~w~ sad.
Then we went out again, time to tour ard outside universal studio. :) came across some special shops. Hershey's and this popcorn shop >-< the things inside are dam cute interesting and super duper sinful. Hahas! Snapped some pics in there with chingul. Hee. Then we head back. Its real hot! Cant wait to see junsu! Only dbsk member tt stepped into sg eversince i set my eyes on them! At first the security says i cant even bring in my empty water bottle. Zzz. I thought i'll be saying goodbyes to my korea water bottle. But when its my turn, the other security so good. He allowed me to bring in my water bottle. Hahas. Sat at block B2! The view not bad cos diagonally is the stage. No one can block us! :D theres a flag on our seats that says' XIAH IS MY KING' WAH. I thought its kinda weird for quest to place xiah's instead of zuno's then chingul enlightened me. She told me mus be xiah's fanclub. Wahaha. Totally make sense ady. :X and I TOTALLY LOVE THE FLAG! Chingul too! Hee. Oh wells i was seated along the aliase. There was this moment when i turned around, i saw several koreans walking up to the front. And one looks super dazzling. With the very glam look. Lols. And i told chingul abt it. Dono if its their mum. Who knows its true! Saw her in the video they played. Lol. speaking of the video... Starting when zuno came out, there were screamings. I think i underestimated the volume. Cos when junsu appeared on the screen of zuno's video.
... The volume. Thrill. excitement. Happiness. Fans cheered from the bottom of their hearts shocked me! Eh. Im also one of the crazy fans shouting. :X then i started laughing! Cos the change is so sudden! The contrast. Too obvious! And i nearly died when they show junsu singing mirotic with his fam! Can you imagine everyone there was singing along! And i am trying to sing and shout at the same time ._. Omg that is the spirit. My hair was standing. I can totally feel the love for dbsk. Always keep the faith. Really. Please junsu, see how we worshipped dbsk and then when dbsk comes back tgt... Bring them here! Hahas! Thats the part i sarang most! Wahaha!

Oh okay. Erm. Zuno speaks chinese. Not really good but at least he understands yea? Haha. He's 1.88m tall. Almost a head taller than junsu. And he got nice body. Only certain angle looks suave. His voice not as good as junsu. Can say junsu's voice is sky? And zuno still on earth. Haha! Think he havent master the singing skills yet mayb. Or he's not as gifted as junsu. XD there's this part thats really funny too. Junho is supposed to throw balls like mini basketball, soccer ball, baseball to the audience. So the fans get chance to take pics with him on stage. Guess what. He threw RIGHT TO THE BACK OF THE HALL! WTF RIGHT! Haha! The ball flew pass us! -.- even liyee started commenting how strong he is! Scary. :X

Then after that showcase, chingul and i went up and bought the super nice aroma popcorn! 2flavours left. Caramel and cheese. We bought mixed :) then head over to coffee bean. Hehe. Ordered my pure vanilla :D ate the popcorn and chatted with chingul. Haha. There was fireworks loh! Zzz. I only saw part of it. Sigh. Nvm there's oways next time. 3RD JULY! :) :) :)

I went to watch the first epi of his new jap drama, Sunao ni Narenakute .-wahaha. His role is so cute. Abit blur and toot doctor. Hmm he's not a doc luh. No idea y he lied. He's a technician and also a salesman for medical surgery machines. His condition quite bad. Hav to feed himself and his sister. Sigh. Somemore he got bullied by the other salesman cos of the bad sale figure! I saw a preview where that effing disgusting uncle poured water on jaejoong's head! Wth right? Zzz. So pain watching that scene. I curse immediately lo. >-<

There Are'nt any epi2 subs. Sad. I also went to search for changmin's drama called paradise ranch. BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THE DRAMA IS NOT RELEASED YET O.O thats really slow! Cos yunho's and jaejoong's both aired ady. Yunho one already completed. =-= lols. I am looking forward to changmin's cos i find him more and more handsome. His features are really sharp. And when he smiles, he looks cute. Yes! The child-like cute. :D
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Restrictions.

Is that all I‘ve got?

Living in this world, right now.

How many years can I live here? 70? 80?

I have always wanted to live my life to the fullest but y does it seem that im living up to people’s expectations instead?

I have always wanted to pierce my tongue or lips….

Was having this topic with my shiro when I came across a girl on the bus with lip piercing.

Sigh. And I was complaining to him how restricted I am.

If I ever pierce, friends will comment, family will comment, colleagues will comment, esp my student care. OMG.

Can I live well with all those negative comments? Zzz.

And then that BAKA IRRITATING SHIRO TOOK MY WORDS FOR HIS OWN USE.

He said. “ yeah u’re damn right, and here I am living in this world and all I have got is restrictions TOO.”

Well he is referring to his SMOKING habit. Of cos I flared up.

Totally different thing. Mine is not puffing on cigar killing my cells, going towards the path of suicide, absorbing the high risk of getting CANCER.

And making family and people around u suffer cos they would have to take care of you.

If u wanna smoke, and anything happens to your health, dont make others suffer with you.

Piercing is jus a tiny hole, for decoration purposes. Argh.

Then he says its UGLY. He dont appreciate luh.

He says if I ever go for tt piercing, he will label me as “UGLY”. Wth.

Who cares, as long as I like it. HAHA

Its so nice!!

Yes that’s y im feeling all these restrictions and made me think abt life…..

One yearns to be recognized therefore chose to live up to other people’s expectations, losing freedom as the result.

maybe… only when I overcome this thing……………………..

MAY IS GONNA B A BUSY MONTH. =.=

My bro’s graduation.

Jacky’s 21st birthday party.

My econs test on 22nd!!!! ( this will take up like most of my time before 22nd.)

Mothers’ day

Mummy’s Birthday~

Shiro’s parents flying off on 28th.

All these need preparations. Gakkk!!

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Shiro’s mummy super funny,

she come and tell me in a v serious tone “Minghui ah, I am going to China with ZL’s papa from 28thMay to 4th June, when u’re free must come and accompany him okay” 0.0 I thought what happened. Made me laugh. LOLS. I think he will be damn busy tt week a lot of duty after wrking hrs, EVEN ON HIS BDAY ITSELF.

YES ITS VERY SAD.

But its kinda sweet for his mum to say that. Think she realized how impt he is after he got enlisted…

They both kept going overseas. Goodlife huh.

OMG chingul told me abt this NEW MV by XIAH JUNSU. – “Intoxication”

Okay. He’s real sexy in there. Don’t look like him at all. I couldn’t recognise him.

Cos the cute junsu is nowhere to be found. I only saw serious emo and stress out junsu?

The makeup abit weird. No wonder when I saw him at the showcase, I find his eyebrow weird

Mus be the japanese doing. =.= I hope jaejoong will make his stand and avoid letting them touch his eyebrows. Haha.

And the make up make him look super pale. And the hands, don’t look like his own. HAHA too much veins ady!!! Exaggerated.

And I read some comments in one of the web. i bet I laugh till u cant see my eyes. HAHAAA

The fans are totally over him.

Cos junsu wrote the lyrics himself.

And the lyrics is really………… seductive? Sexy? Arousing?

LOL. I dint expect that frm junsu. O.o

That’s y all the fans went gar gar over him and say wanna rape him. LMAO >w<

And others say” how can u seduce me like that!!!” LOL!

Super funny sia.

U can go read…. Go to this link:
http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/2010/05/02/vid-xiah-junsu-%E3%80%8Cintoxication%E3%80%8D-pv-full-ver-4-35s/

Some parts of the lyrics which those xiah fans actually heard (maybe they hav much much imaginative mind? LOLS) from the MV:

“tell me what you want.. hey 4x

tell me do you want me

u say baby now, i know that u want me..
ima zettai yo, baby now
kiss and touch me, cares and touch me baby..
would you like us make love?
pry and touch me, feel and touch me baby”

“squeeze you baby, let me feel your madness…”- well I sorta heard this part as well. =.=

Cant wait for the lyrics to be out so I know the REAL lyrics… see if the interpretation of the lyrics are right or wrong. HAHAHA :X

junsu.showcase.

2010-05-01T00:48:00.001+08:00

Shivers.
My hands and legs are shaking.
Not enough. Not enough.
That. How many seconds? 5? My eyes were glued to him. And before i realised it. I lost him. His back to me. And i forgot the camera was in my hands. I hold it up again, his back getting smaller and smaller... I cannot cannot snap a picture of him! He walked so fast! Wtf. Then on another impulse i ran out with some other fans to the bus stationed outside. Omfg. I was at the end of the bus and jus right zuno was there. WHERE'S JUNSU!! I kept screaming for his name but its of no help. At least zuno did wave to us. The crowd was like a wave. One push, others can fall. The impact is like hell. Lol.

The bus aint those original bus lo. Zzz. Its those double deck travel agency buses. Damm right? So far! And junsu dint show his face. Well im abit glad too. Cos my camera went bersek. Haa.

Finally finally i getto see 1 DBSK MEMBER. KIM JUNSU! Cant really believe that we're on the same ground. >w<. Anyway he wore formal blazer. With shades! And he looks jus like on tv. Haha. Dbsk. Im one step closer to you. Thou its jus a tiny weeny step. :D saranghae.there are so many dbsk fans out there! Im glad! Always keep the faith!

Its dam hilarious. Starting when the staff brings the luggages out. There was this particular guy in green that looks EXACTLY. LIKE. ZUNO. O.o even i thought that he was zuno. Omg! And most of the fans screamed. :X then everyone thought 'how come only zuno came out?!' and we all started cheering for ' kim. Jun. su. kim. Jun. su' x infinity. Lol! Seems like everyone is there for junsu. Hee.

Another 5mins or so, screamings started again. Must be him! Waited. Then yups! I saw junsu. And? The real zuno! LMAO! Sry uh. I dint look at zuno. I cant afford to waste that few secs on him. Buahaha! I wanna see him again. Only chance is to send them off liao. Haha?

Well. There's so little news on jaejoong's flight! No flight no. No timing. No terminal info. The hope seems so frail. Hyung wanna meet me up for popeye tmr. Yeah. I'll head down to check out the arrival halls. If there's fans there confirm he'll be turning up... Argh. Then thinking back. He's still filming drama in japan. Isit possible that he's coming tmr? Thou its jus for one day. Hmm. Doubts.

WAHAHA. I GOT SO MANY GOOD NEWS RECENTLY! Ok lemme rewind back abit uh... I smsed shihui for the info to jaejoong's flight... Well no news. And her frds i met yest were all in m'sia this weekend! Thats why the info to jaejoong's flight got cut off. Then she went on.. Asking if i managed to get tickets to zuno showcase yest at airport! Huh? I dint get! She says the bodyguards gave out tickets! Wth! That mus have took place several hours earlier. Cos i reached after 930pm.. And her frds took 4. And gave them to strangers! I seriously feel like killing myself back there! Its like staring at the free tickets got passed to someone right under my nose. Sob. The news spoil my day man. Im so sad leh. Then i kept pestering my sis if her side has got any ballot or something. I even called her when we were having the fire drill. Zzz. And she says she'll try to help me ask ard. Cos they dont hav ballot for zuno tickets :( losing hope. Seriously.

And then im in the office till 6plus. Gloomy mood made my speed slower. Haha. Then i received a call from my sis. I thought she wanna tell me ' sorry cannot get tickets leh' who knows... She said' i got the tickets already!' omfg! My sis is dam pro isnt she?!? Hahaha! I know that she dote on me thats why she went all the way out to help me get the tickets! 2tickets! Haha. I know chingul wanted to see junsu yest... She went to ask rui unni. When she do till that extend, i know she really feel like goin. Jus tat i cant make her wait alone till i get outta my lesson yeah? Haha. Yups i immediately ringed chingul. Glee!! :D guess she's E.X.C.I.T.E.D too! Since junsu is on her list liao. :)
Cant believe it. I can see junsu again! DBSK! Wahaha! I abit ki siao ady. Forgive me >w< save 150bucks. Hee. Then again, the showcase is taking place tmr at 6pm. And how isit possible that jaejoong is arriving after the showcase? Something is wrong somewhere..... And of cos im praying that he will appear as audience. LMAO! I knw its kinda impossible.Haa.

Okays back to the fire drill thing today. Lol. Was almost 3when nel unni suddenly tapped my chair and call for sharon and me to head downstairs. O.o for a moment i thought there's another korea star appearing in starhub. Haha! Well of cos not. Its the fire drill. -.- so we went down earlier. The so callled AUNTIE STYLE LUH. Zzz. And the aunties were'nt the ones doing this but young people like us. Funny right! Haha!

Then we were so bored standing there so we started to spot our eyecandies! Well i got 2eye candies and sharon got like erm...4? Haha! And confirm cant find one of them! Cos he's too short! Buahaha! I spotted both of mine :) shannen sis spotted one out of? I dono the number too. LOLS .and rui unni also spotted hers. (1only). Nel unni could'nt find hers(1 too). Lol! So funny lo. After all the excitement spotting eyecandies, we went back up. V fast huh. Haha.

AIRPORT

2010-04-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA!! MY YUKI IS SO CUTE!!! SHE MSNED ME EARLY 10PLUS AM AND TOLD ME SHE'S HEADING OUT FOR HER DRIVING TEST. :D :D HAHA. Yeah i wished her best of luck. But still.... Not sure what happened thou. Glee. Nvm there's always a next time :) if me surely worse. Wahaha!

Hmm just realised 29th march falls on thurs. I got class to attend! Zzz. It is an impt day!! Junsu touching down to sg! How can i miss that right! Chingul actually wanted to go crazy with me. But after she found out the time of flight, her mood immediately dampened. :( looks like i hav to go and see junsu alone. Lol. I plan to head down right in the middle of my lesson. i dont wan my life to be filled with regrets. ha.

Another good news!! this is like my dream come true. Shihui told me JAE JOONG IS COMING THIS SAT! Its also for zuno, but he wont be appearing on stage. Omfg. I cant believe i'll hav this tiny weeny chance to see him. Im scared that i might be like when i saw geun suk walk past me. Shivering is all i can do. =.= that. Cannot happen again! I wont allow it man! Haha! Cant imagine. I tot for all my life i can only see him thru secondary sources. -w- well its also good not to hav such high hopes. The Test of our Fates. LOLS!

Hehe ordered 3piece of clothings online. Rui unni's excolleague sending the orders out today. hoho. :)

The manga i reading so super funny. Haha. Its called 'switch girl' 2 different sides of a popular girl in high sch. Unglam and glam. Hahas. The male lead is super handsome too. Lol perfect couple. And the guy is the only guy that still love her after knowing her unglam mode. Made me kinda touched looking at them. The strong feelings they felt for each other yet. Unable to express the love and uncertainty. The fear of losing. Haha. Shin represents abit of me. Knowing that i'll get hurt if im too deep and into a relationship. Thats why i built restrictions. To protect myself frm any harm that might happen to me. You never know what will happen esp what a guy can do. Zzz.

And if you ask me what is love.... I dont know. What is the feeling like? Am unsure. Mayb i can never know which feeling of mine is the so called 'love'. Haha! Yar if you know, please teach me so i can match and recognise those feelings of mine. Buahaha.

Anyway im half way thru the manga. :) not sure if its still ongoing. Lol. Hmm i cant wait for tmr! Seems like chingul is withdrawing frm the welcome junsu thing. Guess i'll be goin alone then?

Im so tired! Slept less than 4hrs yest. Read manga till 2am. Then nearly 6am, i suddenly caught the flu AGAIN. ~w~ dam irritating! Sian. Dono if i can tahan tonight? Haa.

Shiro did tell me that he'll be heading to east coast after wrk. Cos his team wanna play soccer! So weird luh. He wrk night shift, reaches home ard 10am. Needa reach there at 2pm. Wth right. So he dint get any sleep. Awake for more than 24hours ady! Super poor thing!! if i remembered i will not ask him out ady. zzz. and weirdly, he dint nag at me for being so inconsiderate. buahaha!
we ate our free sundae and 2 scoops of ice-cream @ Swensens :D he dozed off while waiting for the ice-cream. sigh. And he still gotta send me home. I did tell him to go home straight to rest. But he still wanna send me back. ~w~
so he power napped at my hse, for ard 45mins, wake him up and make him cab back home. he abit blur ady. 45mins is too little.

all together.

2010-04-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

this is from fri till today. LOL
since myyuki call me to blog i must post the things i typed in my satio up. wahahha!

OMFG. YOU CAN NEVER GUESS WHAT HAPPENED LAST FRIDAYYY! Im so shocked! JANG GEUN SUK CAME TO STARHUB! Omg. When we were back to office after lunch, was doing my file labeling then suddenly nel unni came to my side and grabbed me! She told me some korean band is upstairs! O.o grabbed chingul and went up to level 5pantry. Was in the lift and was discussing who it was. Suddenly i recalled that geun suk will be in sg for fanmeeting! Chingul and i dint go cos the ticket costs a bomb! 168bucks! Zzz. MUST BE HIM THEN! Was so excited. Then i saw him! He went to the open-aired stairway and i went to peek. I never regret in my life! How can a person looks so good puffing on a cigar?! God! Chingul also melt liao. She also says he looks so cool smoking! LOLS! Haha! Wah she still can stand aside chat wit unnis. I cant stand it. I tried to peep him and i was so excited that my mind was blank. My hands were cold. Omfg. He's really there. Then he came out. Walked past us! Right infront of us! Dam handsome! His nose not really sharp and i recognise that nose. Lol! Means he really nv go plastic. So skinny. So tall! He had something like taekyung's hair super cool. Omg. And our staff there? They sucks big time. Its not like we were hindering their interviews or what right. Fk. Of cos i rmb each and every of their dam faces. Curse them very much. Omg. Geun suk! I still cant believe i saw you.... Its just so unbelievable!! Shannen sis really is kind enough to let me stay there till 3! And most of the time we spent waiting. At least i getto see him again. Blissful! Melts! And then those bitches started again. Chase us both away. Wtf. In the end we feel that it is draggin for quite long. Even the big head came up to take a look! Then when she went down. We followed lo. Since she so big also cant get a glimpse then we went down. Im dam sad. He dint see or look at us.

Maddening thing is doris came over and told me shortly after we left, geun suk came out and stand near pantry for quite long. Zzz! Regrets! Argh! Wat is this! Then we received news that they went over to the other room. So chingul and i went up again. Who knows they were all gone! Sadness! My geun suk!! Ahhh

Wah there's geun suk news on wan bao. Lol. His face really smooth! :X my mummy no taste. Say he look like girl. Zzz he's so friendly to his fans! Omg. I wished i were there at imm. :( but the session starts at 530. And i had lesson that day stupid lesson postponed to fri. Its all fated? To let me see you just once and then you left... There's another empty seat in my heart. Life is full of regrets.

Anyway back to my life, went JAYDEN's FIRST EVER BABY CONTEST! Its located at tamp east cc. Omg never been there since... Something happened to a friendship. Lols! The contest starts at 9AM! And i slept at 2am cos i was reading a new manga online. Wahaha. Dint really wanna shut down my com. Without a choice, i hav to shut down. Otherwise i would'nt be able to drag myself up in the morning! Haa. And i even told shiro to sleep early. In d end he slept at? 5am. Zzz. Then kept complaining he's tired. His prob luh.

I think i reached ard 910. Shiro hopped on the bus halfway thru :) and and! JAYDEN LOOKS SUPER CUTE WITH THAT SAILOR OUTFIT! He looks like he's all dressed up for cosplay! LOLS! ^w^ super cute! Then i stick to him wholeway thru. Abit neglect myyuki. :X she's super nervous! Lol. I kept telling her to jus treat it as i game and hav fun. Cos judging frm d situation, jayden sure lose out cos other contestants are all older and they can walk steadily :( and nvm, there's stil lotsa contests to join in near future :) i'll keep a lookout too cos i wanna be there again! Im super happy to be able to snap such nice pics of jayden that day! Mayb he knows that im really upset over the first bday cele. Where my camera went bersek. So he posts for me this time round. Wahaha.
Jayden's no was 23. Middle lane! =,= hardest to video and take pics. Lol. Myyuki told me she's taking pics. So i decided to video the process. Then shiro joined me. Haa! Think he wanna own a video of jayden thats why! XD. Mine got blocked by many people. Its impossible to avoid. Zzz. Spoil abit of my mood. But jayden's actions super funny! He wanna cry sia and he also threw the ball at edwin's head! Made me laugh out loud. :X he managed to complete the thing. And last on the list! Hehe. :)

Went eat breakfast with myyuki edwin, myyuki's mummy and shiro. :D jayden dont wanna sleep! Can see that he's super tired and he still wanna force himself to stay awake ._. So cute.

Haha myyuki call me to blog. Can i say no? So i mus blog abt whats happening in my life. Lol.

Wahaha, actually today wasnt in the mood for class. Cos i really feel like goin home, be glued to the monitor and read my manga. :( after i caught up with naruto, im into that 'fantasy' mode ONCE AGAIN. >.<

I know i needa study at the back of my mind. But i jus wanna relax. Haha! So sinful luh. Zzz. GUESS WHAT. PIECE OF GOOD NEWS! Glee! Our tutor sent us the scores for the maths test today!! Scare the hell outta me! I went to check the mail in the morning, no news. Then i dont wanna go check on it again. Who knows my classmate msn me and ask whether i passed. Plucking all my courage. I dont care ady, jus open it up and see! I PASSED!! Wee!! Super happy! And my studying mood is back again! Teehee. >w< my frd failed the test sia. Dono how. Our class most of them passed and highest score was only 70. Not like yong's class abit exaggerating. 99! LMAO? Btw. I scored 63. :) super unexpected. I guess all my assumptions were correct and my workings helped. Cos seriously, i dont think i got any answers correct. I skipped many many ques after knowing that i cant get the ans. Lol. Thank god glee!

Told nel unni and she says i can go cele! Lol? I still got econs coming right up and am slacking! :X cannot cele luh!

Chingul not well today :( and took half day leave. Rest well chingul! Haha.

Okay. I jus saw a guy in the mrt and he caught my attention! PUNK GUY. Dono how to describe hmm. Shoulder length hair? Tied up. Long fringe. Ear piercings. And with double eye lids. Haha i know it sounds weird after describing it out.. LOL! but he's got style i like. Wahaha
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this is like last month's updates?
lols just read to update yurself. HAHAHA

I hav got severe headache today. From 3plus till almost 7pm. Looks like its confirm the cause by work! Even studying, making use of so much of braincells does help to stop the headache. Haha! Whats so stress at work? Good ques. Seemed like my luck is going down as days goes by. Unusual things happens. Such as the payment i processed went MIA. Nobody knows where it went till now! Scary. Cos the amt is really huge. Zzz. Then my weird illness that dint seem to recover. =w= my mum was so worried. She suggested me to go for blood test. Haha. Just right, our co. Is providing free checkup. Mostly on bmi and blood test. :) i'll be goin next monday. Unnis and sharon went ady. Cos thy booked the slots when chingul and i were back in korea. Then chingul dint wanna go. She says she's scared to face the fact. ._. Speechless. Its her body and health is impt! Lol. Let her be then. Yeah so i'll be goin alone. Haa. Okay luh. Its just right outside our nearest exit. Lol.

Shiro's workin during his off days this week! Wat the. He's so tired already and still need to go on duty. I hope he doesnt get into regular. :X
Chingul intro me this sexy hyunah. From 4minute. She's really hot. Haha after watching her mv, CHANGE, I went to post it on my didi's fb. Hee. Looks like he like her too. Haha. Think chingul and his taste quite similar? :)

Warh then i found a VERY CUTE VIDEO! It was posted by myyuki and i shared it immediately. :X its RILLAKUMA mascot dancing! I was like silly smiling at it everytin i play! How i wish i could fly there jus to giv it a bear hug. Glee!

Omg. Jus read some updated chaps of the manga online. Bokura ga ita.. You know why the guy left nanami for 6years w/o any contact?! I hav been reading this manga and tailing it for so long! And he finally met up the nanami. He still loves her. And the reason behind his disappearance is........ He found out he got cancer after his mum committee suicide. Shocking news!! The author v sick sia. Why always there kinda sad news! Even my fav ren died in NANA. (thou diff writers) ... Sigh dont knw whats gonna happen next. Zzz.

Stayed at home frm fri to sunday to study. Zzz maths really eat the brain outta me man. Its so tedious! Wah i realised i kept nagging abt maths :x haha.

Anyway i went the checkup today. Blood pressure normal. I was actually quite attracted to the premium package. To test for liver and kidney cancer. Otherwise the free one only tests for cholesterol. O.o and the blood test was so unprofessional. The nurse was adjusting the needle after she pierced it into my veins. =.= only abit of blood came out. Roar! Yeah. So there was this light blueblack surrounding the wound. :(

Was my paycycle today. Almost died. So many errors loh.check till i was left with half my life. I want to finish all by tmr! So i can take some leave to practice the ques. Time seems not to be enough for me T.T hmm unni told us that mayb we'll be goin taiwan next year! Haa! Thats so cool! But then again, whether we can all take leave tgt is another prob. Lol. I surely wanna go put the tian deng AT NIGHT! Buahaha. And also attend the guess show :)

Thinking of it. Being able to save up the trip amount IS ANOTHER PROB. Cos im already v tight. Short of funds for my sch fees liao. I think i hav to lead a pauper's life for next 2years. Hee.

I feel like watching bleach and naruto episodes that i've missed. :( but currently i wont. I know i'll get addicted. Zzz. Anyway, geun suk's drama is gonna air on channel u! Wahaha! Its 2330 daily o.o well i hope i can catch every epi. :D and chingul told me starhub is giving out FREE TICKETS FOR GEUN SUK's fanmeeting session! It costs 168BUCKS TO SEE HIM ALRIGHT! Super sucky. So chingul and i dont feel like goin already. Zzz.

Its so scary to walk into tp at night alone! Somemore its right into the sports complex =w= haa. They are having otc today. :) and we're celebrating persie's bday! :D its great to see so many familiar faces :D hee.
Was texting myyuki. She bought ST550 ALREADY! Right after edwin came back frm taiwan. So i tease her say mus suck his money once he touch down to sg. :X wahaha! She bought the purple one. I dint know she likes purple! Hahas. Nvm, now i know. And the impt thing is....WE OWN THE SAME CAMERA! Teehee! >w<

I cant seem to wait for sat's arrival! Besides my maths test. ~x~ im taking a total of 1.5days off to study. I chiong my paycycle like mad. And once again, i hate overseas telegraphic transfer! Like extra stuffs to do. :(

Oh. I've got GOOD NEWS! :D MY DIDI GOT A PLACEMENT IN NTU TOO! So now he needa choose between NUS and NTU. :) well people said that IT is better in NTU. Thats why my bro wanna get in there. O.o im not sure thou. Thought NUS is best. Haha!

Haiyo. That gary couldnt make it to jayden's party! Hmph. I scolded him at the beginning. Then well. Its cos of his current parttime job. Sigh. Cant change things scolding him. Lol. Myyuki sure flare up. Seemed like alot of people last min back out. Think she's worried abt the buffet food. No worries, i will help you eat ok :) hee.

Yes time flies... Just another day, its my maths test ady. And luckily shiro is taking leave. Otherwise gary sure DIE. Hahas. Chingul and rui unni so sweet. Wish me luck before thy went off. :D and muz thank sharon for covering some stuffs while am not ard tmr >x<

Wahaha. Shannen unni reco me a home based facial. Woohoo. Cant wait to try! Glee! Her description is so tempting! :) make me feel like goin next week! :X

Haha today's lesson is super great. So MUCH TIPS! Its like every ques he will tell us what type of ques to expect. Hee! And it ended super early. I can go home and prepare to watch hong ji tong. Geun suk! :) he's very attractive in the show! So cool! Saranghae~

Wah i practiced so much maths and the teacher's ques always throw me into dilemma! And the guy behind me, HE IS SO GOD DAM SMART!! Can hear him start chit chatting w the girl beside him before we finish solving the probs. And the teacher paid more attention to him cos he always got the right ans! Apparently my tutor will only ask him 'what answer have you got?' ~-~

Glee. I took alot more videos from chingul. :) esp b2st's live permf! Their dance is real good. Currently not mesmerised by anyone of em yet. Eh. Kept looking out for yo seob, mayb cos he's blonde and he's main vocalist. Dont find him handsome or attractive. Keke. Oh and also their songs :) she gave me some variety shows, MVs and drama too! Fruitful! :D

Wish me luck. Wish rui and nel unni have a safe trip. And also happy birthday to jayden! I'll see you soon! Hahas

Omg. F the maths paper. Bian tai. The can only do 2of the ques. Cos i can get definite ans. This sucks. I dono why i got decimal ans. Which is 100% wrong. Zzz. Everyone was cursing the tutor when the test ends. Cos his tips given to us is not related at all! Curse him man. I took 1.5days of leave for nothing! Zzz. And i studied so hard its like for nothing too! So angry! Luckily right after the maddening paper i went yuki's hse liao. Happy occasion to ward off my disappointment. :)

Went to get the balloons at bugis then took cab down to woodlands. Jayden was sleeping. Lol. So funny luh. His got a mosquito bite right in the middle of his head on his bday! Like some god like tat! Haha!

Chatted with myyuki and she taught me so much abt hdb flats stuffs. Haa. I wanna aim DBSS FLATS! Wahaha. But i think the price is confirm more than 500k. Sad.

watched naruto these few days!!
the story line super nice! and once again, i found another character i like! Hee guess who :) he's PAIN!!! :D i only like him in yahiko's body buahaha. And he got really deep voice. I like! Lol. I wonder what happened to him and konan... They changed so much! Became so god damm cold blooded! And without emotions!

Everybody's telling me how backward i m. Current storyline is like 2years back? LMAO! So kua zhang! But anime is backward thats why im backward too. Somemore im catching up right now. Haa. Itachi died. From what i heard frm gary(which is alot) itachi is the good guy. He thought of future paths and events to help sasuke! And sasuke on the other hand chose to lead his life to revenge-ing for itachi. Lols. Aint that sad! He will turn to darkness. But right now i feel pain for pain. He's a pitiful guy. Sigh.

Cant wait to get home and start watching. :X its like im becoming ' zai nu' hahas. And chingul is so hilarious! She asked me if i still remembered jaejoong! Cos i changed my dp and wallpaper to pain's haha! Then she added she dont wan her chingul to marry an anime character like the japanese! Wahaha! Dam funny! Of cos i still rmb jae! He's my no. 1! :D haha. And i know pain is jus fantasy. Thats pretty sad thou. Hee. And if i ever wanna marry to a character, it wont be pain i think. Otherwise i'll end up like konan. Emotionless. Haa. Hmm mayb i'll choose. Eh. Sasuke? Kakashi? Gaara? Sai? Sasaori? I dono also :x frm other anime confirm is tidus or cloud! Wahaha! :X

its back.

2010-03-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

over these few days here and there. heeees

Omg. The unnis made me so feel like goin to Jay chou concert! Oh no! Starting i dint even feel like goin then they started. Rui unni told me she missed the prev one cos on the day the sales of tickets was made to public, it was SOLD OUT!!! Goodness! Before it was open to public, some fanclubs and organisation already got advanced bookings! :( so its like super hard to buy his tickets. Zzz. Then nel unni told me currently 10people are going! Omfg? They went to call on their siblings and frds. So tempting! Haha! I should really consider. Lol.

And and, i found a really heart throbbing news! Haha! Xiahjunsu is COMING TO SINGAPORE! At last! Omfg. I couldnt believe it! I needa make sure if jaejoong will be tagging along as special guest or something!
Okay here's the whole story. A kind girl came and tag on my board jus to tell me xiah is coming! Then i added the facebook club. And its really true! He is coming cos his twin bro- zuno, having release a new album is coming here for showcase, some sort to promote himself, and make himself known. So as twinnie, xiah will be the special guest to help his bro attract some fanbase. LOLS! I bet 70% will be goin for xiah instead of zuno! Its the godsake FIRST TIME A DBSK MEMBER STEPPING INTO SG. :D :D
hehe, chingul PROMISED TO GO WELCOME XIAH AT AIRPORT. WOOHOHOOHOHHOH ^W^

Wahaha. I finally can unload pics into fb. And its not frm my desktop but my didi's lappy. The lappy is super lag. But still managed to unload like 4albums till now. Another 4albums to go. Hee.

Went anf alumni gathering last fri. Quite cool. They paid for the bowling game and our dinner! Lol. Dint expect that. :X was with nigel and yong. Then suddenly boon and jacky appeared! Im delighted to see them! Buahaha! I told yong some stuffs that i think she shd know. Anyways my camera went abit bersek that day. Mayb the korea weather really affects the normal function? But then its back to normal the nxt day. So the pics we took that day are sorta blurrish -~~ so turn off. Even used satio to take some shots. Zzz. Then jacky kept nagging that he wanna drive his dad car. O.o his dad allows him to use the car ady! Shocked. Mayb cos he's more responsible ady. (like real?) haha. So alvin drove us all to jacky's blk. Then he went up to get the keys. Then i hopped on his car. Its at my own risk. HAHA! I kept nagging at jacky how i trust him with my life. Lol. And i kept talking to him the whole journey. It dint dawn on me that he'll get distracted, till he scare me with a lie. Zzz. He dam funny luh. Dont wan put on seatbelt. Die die dint wanna admit that he's unfamiliar with the route to siglap! Sounds like tipical men's ego right! I shoot him with that liao. Haa. I was hiding my face frm public cos he tried to switch lanes at the v last min. Then the car was in a dam weird position! LOLS! Well part of it was my fault cos i suggested the right route. Hee. Sucha Unusual experience xD

Went for sakura last sunday! Was mummy's treat. Hee. None of the food amazed me ! Our sambal STINGRAY NEVER CAME. Zzz. Throughout 2hours. It was never cooked. Sigh. Rubbish service. Bryan looks so cute. He really ans no in hokkien now. LOLS! I thinki dint rest and digest enough. Went meet shar at bugis. The further i walked. The bloater i felt. To an extent i couldnt endure any longer then i went to the restroom and vomitted some out. I still feel bloated. Zzz. Luckily shar was trying out some shoes, so i grab the chance to sit and rest. Hahas. It was only after that then i felt much better than before. :)
Stopped at uncle's kitchen and she told me a ghost story her new colleague encountered. She die die wants me to listen! -.- yar its abt riding motorbike. And it sounds like drama's story. Super kua zhang. Hee. But scary!

Woo. Finally found some really interesting topic in my maths :D MATRIX. Glee. Its fun. Luckily there's good friday coming up. Cos i really need time to study. Haa.

Jayden is on the "PIC OF THE DAY" AT THIS MOTHER CARE WEB. PLS HELP TO VOTE VOTE! Haha. I ady used all my email account to vote ady. Hee.

http://mumcentre.com/index.php?option=com_rsgallery2&Itemid=0&page=vote&catid=3293&picid=

Woohoo. Good news! Shiro is trying to apply leave on 10th and 11st of april! Wahaha! Cos he wanna go jayden's bday party. GLEE. It is a cant miss. :) since shiro is free then i can get him to bring jayden's present out and meet me after my maths test! No needa trouble gary liaos :)

Omg. After that sakura thing my tummy is back to the korea common flu condition o.o i think i shd stop eating all those chilli stuffs. Argh. Thats sad. Sigh and i tot i can try the korean maggie tmr :x

Oh and a piece of "not sure whether happy or disappointing news". I GOT MY BONUS. Well still under probation at that time therefore the scorecard scopes i achieved dont count at all. They took erm, AVERAGE! And the outcome was not fantastic at all. I mailed my sis immediately. And her reply was "WHY SO LITTLE?" haha. My feelings got even stronger after i saw her comment. Zzz. Seem like starhub is either really doing NOT WELL AT ALL. OR THEY ARE SUPER DUPER STINGY. I will stay to find out WHY PEOPLE STILL STAY AT STARHUB WHEN THE PAY IS SO LOW. maybe the pay low only applies to me? Who knows. Here im typing this, i feel my blood boiling. Kena cheated sia. Lets see how much a perm staff can hav for bonus ... Cos its been said that the bonus help to keep them in. I can only find that out after this year... Lets see how it goes then. Zzz.

Omg. My tummy upset is BACK AGAIN. T.T after that sakura buffet. It is never better even after i ate the med the doc gave me (right after korea's visit.) so sian. Somemore now condition abit worsen cos i'll get cramps like for 40secs every now and then. I dont even know if its close to menstrual cramps cos i have never had one before. -.-

Wow. Breaking news today. Thanks to gary for the 2piece of news. Lol. First was the moscow terrorist attack using female suicide bombs. Was reading the news yest and find it kinda cruel using women. Cos to me suicide bombs are done by men :x the news dint say much abt the bomb. Only focused on the effect after the bomb went off. Yeah. And today gary provided me a link. Ahhh~ now i know where the bombs were planted. They were in the female's breast. Wtf right? I know! They hid the bombs inside those silicon gel used in breast enhancement (plastic surgery ) yes. Very disgusting. Even in butts. Eeew man. Zzz. I pitied those 2females regardless whether they are forced or willing to do sucha thing.

Then the other piece of news is abt this girl younger than 18. Posted pics of her guy and her in bed. O.o it was up in stomp. Lol. Well. Thou they censored their faces and personal info. It is still so easy to find her direct blog. Zzz. Cos of her maple ign. Lol. Lame right. =,= immediately gave gary that link. The bf also owns a blog. Haha. Nothing much luh. Her way of typing is much like a twit. Its hard to read. Disgrace to maplers. Sadded. Hee. I did forward those links to my sis and didi. Not to unnis and chinguls. Cos i think the news is too gross for em. Buahaha. :X

I went to see the co. Doc for d first time. :) not a good experience. The doc so young. He hav this hack care attitude that pisses people off. He really live up to his reputation! LOLS. He dint even look at me once. Like he's treating the sick piece of paper. Zzz

2010-03-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK from KOREA, this is like numerous dayyyyss ago. LOL
titbits i bought were almost gone, the vivid scenes of korea are starting to turn into colourless memories. and my facebook pics uploader STILL CANT WRK. seriously get a life la FB, there are ALOT of people out there facing the same prob i m facing. damm u.

haha i typed these here and there when im free using Satio :D
cos i dont really have the time to sit infront of the desktop to write stories. haha.

yes the loooonnnggg entry. :D

After 8days of fun in korea. It became hell in here. The lessons i missed are quite crucial. And i cant really pick up the weird differentiation in the text. Argh. I need time to practice. Zzz. My workload is as expected. I keyed invoices till i almost went mad. And my mail was 183 when i went back office yest. Mails kept coming in while i tried to clear em ~.~ oh well. I should stop my rants on all these pointless stuffs :x lets rewind the time and get myself back to KOREA :D :D

I shall say ASA DID A GREAT JOB GUIDING US IN KOREA. Everything is perfect or more than expected. :) hmm. Except for the 2stuffs we dint getto try- submarine, due to bad weather and watertheme park, as it was under construction/maintenance. T.T these 2 sure are a great loss. Tats why i dont mind goin for same tour in d future just to experience these 2. Wahaha!

this korea tour is like a package that enabled me to experience everything i hav nv had before all at one go! Its such a fruitful experience, seriously . i love it.

First time taking a flight. And its not only once, but 4times!
First time looking at the snowing sky.
First time holding so much snow in my hands.
First time looking at each unique pattern of the precious snow. And we getto walk thru the thick thick snow, which were accumulated till the height of waist! First time looking at the scenery jaejoong always sees. First time experiencing negative degrees,snowing with strong blastful wind. First time finding out that koreans are super loud, noisy and rude! It is really obvious that koreans have small tiny eyes. Its in their blood. And those with huge eyes are of course those that underwent surgery. Wahaha. And understanding frm their culture, they worship their country, Their own brands and products. E.g. SAMSUNG AND LG. They are also people that judges book by its cover. Therefore the ladies will all go for plastic. So the bosses will like them or even keeping their jobs. Lol. Koreans eat VERY HEALTHILY! thats the thing i like abt them. Seldom will you came across sinful food such as fried chicken or MAC! Buahaha. And the business aint as good as sg. Confirm. :X

The meals were fantastic too! I love their steamboats! Their cabbage are so sweet that it somehow tastes like artificial sugar. Lol. Super fresh and yummy. :) my deepest impression is the sotong steamboat! The soupbase damn nice! Hehe.

at mount sorak,
at the first hotel, that was the best. the balcony is SO HUGE with pile of snow on the ground. LOL. able to hear the sound of waves as it is located super near the rough ocean. its really nice to sleep in there, the air is like freaking cold. we open only a 0.5cm gap and we were experiencing aircon in the room. LOL. i think that night is around -10? LOL.
its super uluu up there thats y we dint walk ard at night, nothing to shop too.

next was SKII,
the best part of my life.
chingul and i saw many good looking guys, as in the built, height and outfit,
we saw a guy that looks like mannequin!!!! wah i tot is a mannequin, he is wearing the goggles with long sleeve and pants. his skin is damn smooth and hair length above shoulder. DAM STYLE. he was so stiff tt he looks like model. OMG. i seriously regretted not taking a pic with him. he looks super handsome! (frm the outside)LOL

the ski hotel was so nice, cos of the VIEW.
our view is the skii area. once chingul and i reached the room, we automatically stand infront of the windows and look at those experts on the snow. i saw some dam cool ones. made me think of those characters i read in my mangas. those super rich and handsome hunks. WAHAHAHAHA. hmm tt night not bad we walked to the opposite mini shopping mall. and bought some stuff. we were freeeze (to death) on our way back, the temp reading says -5. and we are doubting the accuracy. cos it seriously feels colder than that! lol. haha we bought ice cram and guess what? it melted. erm abit la. we tot it wont melt since the weather is so oold, so we left the icecream infront of the open window, let the -5 air freeze the icecream up.
but not really useful. waahhaa..
hmm this is the 2nd bathroom with no locks. LOL. doesnt matter to me as i dont lock doors at home de. LOL. and this bathroom is abit old. its the VIEW THAT OWNS THE OTHER HOTELS >.<

okay my skii was erm unbalance-able experience. LMAO.
i fell like 4times, its so tiring to climb all the way up. i managed to pick up skills and skii better already. hehe. and we took some shots. wahhaaa.
chingul not bad sia, now i know where all her sporty genes went to liao, she is like cut out for skiing. wahaha! but it is damn shiok! first time standing in the snow, snowing and very windy. that marks the end of my moisturized cheeks. and say hello to sore. its is like frost bite leh. red red and abit painful, made me slapped so much moisturizer on my face every morning. haha

then we flew to JEJU.
the wind was huge so the plane was sorta like roller coaster kinda feel.
so scary -,-
i finally getto see the clouds under the bright sky.
wats more it is v near sunset. so lucky! window seat too!
i snapped like siao. HAHAHA. after landed i kena caught by the pretty air stewardess, wahaha OPPS. jeju is full of wind, farm, ladies, rocks. LOLs.
we oways go by fields filled with raddish or cabbage. so HUGE! just like those grown in pet society. HAHA.
the hotel was erm one tt i dont like. looks v retro. lol. not my style.
somemore we stayed there for 2days, not much scenery all bldgs.
but the area is dam cool. there are alot of shopping streets!!!!!!!!!!
chingul and i went to explore on first night and we NEVER REGRET at all.
thou the streets looks dark and unsafe, we still continued and we came to a cross road tt looks similiar to HK, we were so excited, then as we continue, we were on cloud nine!! cos we saw ETUDE HOUSE, FACESHOP, MISSHA, SKINFOOD ALL ON TT STREET!!!!!! SHIOKNESS. we bought so much stuffs back! BUAHAHAA.
wah the city is safe, the feeling is TOTALLY DIFF frm walking in KL. KL is dam scary, korea feels abit like home. HAAAA.
mostly jeju is for sightseeing. the mountain we went, the wind is so huge tt we're scared to climb too high so we went down to the beach instead, the water is so clear and the dried lava were there. the sand of the beach is black due to the lava. its a great sight, :D

oh there was horse riding too!
my horsey is super tamed. love him. eh i dono whether its a he. anything la.
haha he even turn ard to look at me leh. so kawaii.
we're 2nd round. and 2 ladies FELL OFF the horse.
the horse went crazy and shake the girl off its back! SIAO.
so mad leh, luckily it jumped over the girl instead of stomping onto her. but she still hurt her head, and kept crying non stop.
thats y frm 3rd round onwards, no more running in the inner circle liaos.

ok after jeju was flight back to Seoul.
i dint even catch a glimpse of jaejoong can.
no posters no pictures, no advertisement, no him :(
super demoralised. i kept nagging to chingul. LOLS.
i miss him so much i kept writing his name on the condensed window and snowy ground.
LOLSSS.
back to Seoul.
we went shopping at dongdaemon, chingul and i got away from tt expensive looking mall they dropped us off and we went to another mall. there are like 10malls? i not sure, we dont have much time after the faceshop wipe out, so we chose one tt looks like bugis street in there. LOL. SO SQUEEZY and it is the same for all levels!
i bought a top, skyblue button down @ 10,000won (SGD13) and a hat @15,000won, funny how everyone started praising i look good in that hat, to me i think i look ugly, cos i cant see frm afar mah. chingul bought a jacket tt costs a bomb. SGD70. around 60,000 won. =.= we thought they sell cheap stuffs, dont siao siao.
i bought a shirt for my bro tt costs 25,000won.

hmm also went sinchon street. and it was raining tt day :(
i saw so many nice shoes but raining + my shoe dam hard to take off. so we dint try jus look look : (
saw some socks. but DONT HAVE DBSK, ONLY 2PM AND SNSD. ZZZ.
finally found a shop that sells accessories + some DBSK nametags and calendar stuffs.
immediately wipe them out. hehe.
bought a knitted cardigan, pair of shorts and some earrings there.
oh we went the chuan shuo zhong de sauna place, then i do the towel thing for head, lOL. chingul and me secretly took some pics of ourselves, cos it is so restricted, almost all woman walk ard naked. (enclosed for women only) cos of the sauna. if im nt sick and feel v unwell, i would have gone with the girls. lol. cos our tour ladies all went in. with company is better yeah.
oh yeaps, i vomited like throughout the whole day, luckily i bought medication from the drug store. and i totally skipped the chicken abalone soup meal. i see i feel like vomiting, i only ate abit of chicken breast and soup. -.- in the end all came out leh. lol.

we stayed at LOTTEWORLD hotel.
its linked to the Lotte World themepark.
lol. its kinda sad cos i feel v unwell tt night and chingul kept acc me sit down, LOL. she took real good care of me. LOL. tts y dint take much pic when i was on the hotair balloon. haha. so sian.
wah the LOTTE mart was great. we bought alot of titbits there, hehe.
AHHH that LOTTE place is the place where i FINALLY MANAGED TO FIND SOME GLIMPSE OF DBSK AND JAEJOONG!!!!!!!!! LAST NIGHT IN SEOUL LOH. WTH, THE PASSAGE WERE ALREADY LIGHTS OFF, SO WE USED FLASH TO CAPTURE AND TAKE ME WITH THEM..........SIGH LUCKILY MAN AT LEAST GAVE ME SOME MEMORIES OF THEM IN KOREA.HEHEHHEHE

oh total we went 2 themeparks, i cant rmb when was the first one but it is better than Lotte, mayb cos we went at night and the rides OUTSIDE were closed ady. lol.
and EVERLAND is much bigger! our themepark is nothing NOTHING compared to EVERLAND. :D

so funny la, the 3musketeers came and ask if wanna join them to play at Lotte.
atarting we agreed, but then again i was watching the parade show then 3 of them stand aside talking like wait for both of us like tt, then i feel unwell. so in the end call them to go ahead, later we drag them back not nice. LOL. chance for chingul gone. LOL. haha but they are young. same age as my didi oh. wahaha. but super tall la. mayb taller than 180 =x

hmm i think tts all bah?
we bought kimchis back too. and our luggage are fine.
they are NOT OVERWEIGHT AT ALL ^^
way back no more window seat, bored totally.
nvm i sat twice at window seat already. see chingul is the best! she dont mind at all. wahahaha~~

ooooh forgot to intro our STAR of the tour, TRISTAN, LOLS.
he's only a year old and his parents tgt with tristan's grandparents came on this tour, tristan is always infront of chingul and my seat. whenever he cries, his dad will carry him up to let tristan see us. HE WILL IMMEDIAATELY SMILE. with 2 DIMPLES!!!
he is so CUUUTTTEEEE GOD!!!!
LOL. i really love his smile. haha.
smiley boy and attracted so much attention, everyone on the tour LOVES HIM and will oways carry him when there's a chance!. hahhaha

wah not bad eh, thru this tour know more people.
haha miss them alot. lol.
like suddenly have to part with them, itsabit sudden and hard to react. sighs.

Omg. It has been how many weeks since im back here. Whenever i close my eyes, my mind will replay diff scenes of korea. Some fun times, rush time, beaut times. Anytime. Lols. Its like you hav to keep refreshing your memories so they wont fade away. I can only recall korea before i sleep. :(

Chingul also cant forget korea. We both hav regrets but diff regrets. Lol. She regretted not buying the sleeping mask there. And i regretted not trying the shoes at sinchon street! Cos we have time limited. Plus it was raining tat day :( so we were both saying nvm we will go back and buy. Wahaha! The thought itself is exciting enough :x

Anyway. Sharon smsed me few days back and ask when is my trip to korea! Omg! Im already back here like 1week ady! Lmao. XD she told me she's heading korea near end of apr with her fam. Wow! korea is seriously the in thing now. Wahaha. But seriously too bad she wont be experiencing winter. My personal advice is to go korea during winter. It is the best! Glee! Hmm the weather there right now is still negative. Plus it was affected by the sandstorm caused by china. =,=

Recently im even deeper into kpop. Wah. There are so damm many groups can! I cant believe chingul knows them all. Zzz. Jus discovered beast, mblanq, kara, T-ara, afterschool, rainbow. Haven seen ukiss and cnblue yet. Lol. Many more to come ok. But watching more of suju. Haha. They are not handsome. But their behaviour and actions can make you laugh till peng! So interesting! Hehe! And finally i went to look at snsd closely. Found 2pretty ones. But then mayb its their style or image that makes them attractive. Haha. Their new image not bad. Full black. For the black image, taeyoung looks best. Haa.

My maths test coming. Wat the hell right. Time really flies! When my test comes = unnis flying to japan, jayden bday, bonus coming. I think my bonus aint fantastic at all can. Sigh. So much of anticipating. :(

So im dam worried abt my sch fees. Wonder if am able to cope. Zzz.

Met up with shiro yest for dinner and also shopping not for myself, but jayden. Glee. Wah shiro and my appetite have such a drastic change! Thats the result of not meeting up frequently enough to eat. Lol. Amazingly, we both ate only half a popeye meal. Whats more, its not the 2piece chicken meal but 1piece and 4mini pieces of fish. Apparently after eating afew strands of fries, 2fish nugget and a biscuit, we are both FULL. Can you believe it? Zzz. I couldnt! We forced ourselves to eat tat piece of chicken and only devoured half. He told me he feel like vomiting o.o and he says its such a waste! Yup. Waste half the meal's money. Haha! What to do. Dint know our stomache contracted sooo much. -~-

Next time i think jus order 1 meal for both of us will do. Haa. YUPS. I BOUGHT JAYDEN's PRESENT ADY! After choosing for like 40mins? :X i can sense shiro getting annoyed and pissed off. But who cares? Hee. Gary wanna chipped in for the present. That gives me more budget to add on the presents. XD Its really damm turn off that my maths test date falls on the bday party! Im supposed to be there right frm morning luh! Seriously curse to the max. Argh. Somemore the time of the test is so bu san bu si! What lousy time on a weekend! 2to4pm. To hell.

Some lousy time at work it is. My creditor recon couldnt bal. My hairband snapped. Vendor called and kept nagging for payment. And the thing is i already processed the payment and it is NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! Zzz. And i need to release by 31st. What the hell. Then internal obasan called and kp. Say i blaming her -.- what a day!

Hmm sunday mummy treating us sakura. :D and shiro could make it! Glad. :) around 14 of us are goin. And meeting shar after tat. She wanna go bugis for some clothing. Hahas. I can pass her the korea gifts too. I needa check out some price for presents too. And needa buy wrapping paper for jayden's present. Hehe.

Oh. Tmr will be attending the alumni gathering. Wahaha. Bowling :x i mus rmb to cut my nails and bring socks o.o nigel so sweet yea. He's coming too thou he needa attend some ns function. :D i told him i'll wait for him already. Lol. Mayb to drink some coffee after tat? Its been so long since i drank coffee frm the cafe. Lol.

6hrs time!

2010-03-08T16:46:00.004+08:00

Woo just afew more hours...

i'll be on a PLANE!
First time in my 21 years on Earth!
Wahaha. im really excited.
I can finally set my foot on jaejoong's country. Glee. Yokata :)

Its so dam hot today. Zzz. It seriously feels like desert out there! Im also glad to be able to get rid of this sickening weather >-< its gonna be so much cooler in korea. 2to10degrees :) chingul went to check the weather forecast today. Seems like the temp is below 10. Lol. Hmm we've been monitoring the temp these few days. And instead of an increase in temp as the winter is coming to an end, the temp seems to be dropping! Wonder if there's really something goin wrong with Earth. -.-

haha i actually decided on buying cosmetics for shannen unni.
who knowss. she dont really want them. wahaha!
quite shock.
haha she wants pinkie stuffs like earrings with pearls / ribbons. those super sweet de. hee.
and also kimchi. same as my mum sia.
my mum can make her own kimchi yet she insists me getting her some. OKAYS. she really do love korea cos of their utensils and kimchisss. HAHA

Sharon so funny. the cold arrow comes more and moreoften liaos. LOLS.
call me not to miss her and she will become BFFs with my sis when i come back ~-~ oh god. what is the world becoming to? all wanna gang up with my sis against me : (
pitiful Dol. sob. LOLS.

hehhhh, was watching DBSK MIROTIC CONCERT IN SEOUL : D
omg dam nice can! they even do stuns like
changmin singing then jaejoong fly across the sky!
im SERIOUS, he was riding a bicycle! floating in the air. GOD!
im so shocked! happy happy.
then uknow with an umbrella, micky with bird wings~ and Junsu on a broom- like harrypotter, LOL

SO COOL.
well MY FAV SONG AFTER WATCHING TOKYO AND SEOUL CONCERT IS
SOMEBODY TO LOVE.
SO HIGH THE ATMOSPHERE AND SONG MATCHES SO WELL.
the feeling got stuck in me. lol.
the song and images kept playing in my mind. wahhaa
HERE: ^^

bon voyage~~~ buahaha
hope shiro is not too sad sending me off
cry on my shoulders. XD

2010-03-06T16:41:00.006+08:00

ARGH,
this is shit.

i cant seem to track DBSK schedule or next week,
i have absolutely no idea if they will be in korea!
well i do know that they are releasing single in Japan

AND uknow ady headed to LA!!! to attend some Micheal Jackson memorial thing.
dam sucky. some post says rest of DBSK will follow. but till now no news. dono when.

adding on..... i found these:
March 6, 09 - Music Japan 11:10 - 12:40 am
March 6, 09 - Music Station 8:00pm
March 11, 09 - FujiTV 魁!音楽番付 25:38~26:08 am
March 12, 09 - Music Japan 24:10~24:50 am
March 13, 09 - NTV Music Fighter 24:55~25:50 am 'Survivor'
March 14, 09 - MTV White Day Special Live 11am, 3pm

AND

Date: 8th March 2010 (Monday)
Time: 12:00 ~ 13:30
Title: VMC – VMC SPECIAL/东方神起

Date: 17th March 2010 (Wednesday)
Title: ‘Best Video Clip’ DVD Release

and i seriously dont wanna admit that they will be in Japan T.T

LOVE MESSAGES FROM JAEJOONG.
HE SAID IT ALL. I LOVE HIS VOICE!<3
MELTS MELTS AND MELTS. HHAHA
I HAV DECIDED TO CUT OUT CERTAIN PARTS FOR MY SMS RINGTONE.. BUAHAHA!

1. I only need to love you, I don’t need anything else…
2. I like you ^^
3. I love you.
4. We will definitely meet because I’m always waiting.
5. I love you oh~~
6. I will always support you!
7. Please come nearer to me!
8. Do you have a lover?
9. I really like you!
10. It’s okay, we will meet again.
11. Don’t give up, let’s work hard together!
12. Your all, I want!
13. Your smile is my sun.
14. I won’t let you go home tonight.
15. You have charmed me.
16. Your lips belong to me.
17. I want to protect you.
18. Can you please stay for the night?
19. It won’t do if it isn’t you
20. The person that could make me wait like this, is you.
21. I love you!
22. For you, I am willing to do anything!
23. If I were to be reborn, maybe I might meet you again and love you.
24. Tonight, I want to put you under the spell of love
25. Wherever you are, I will always protect you oh~
26. No matter the distance, my heart that loves you will never change.
27. Are you okay? Your shouldering all these unhappiness and when I’m not next to you, I’ll get worried oh~
28. I’ve let you worry about me, I’m sorry
29. I’m sorry for letting you tolerate this loneliness….
30. I’m thinking of you right now.
31. I want to hear your voice even closer.
32. I am going to meet you, now, immediately!
33. Actually, I also don’t want to break up with you.
34. You are indeed very cute~
35. Don’t try to force it, when you’re in front of me.
36. Once I’ve been charmed, I can’t get out of it.
37. I will sing for you
38. It’s okay, because I will be by your side
39. Whenever the time, I’ll be by your side
40 I love you
41. Work hard tomorrow too!
42. Good morning!! Work hard!!
43. Rest today oh~ You must rest well~
44. Fighting! Be careful on the road!!
45. Fight fight fight!
46. Fighting!
47. Wonderful, come over!
48. I am leaving my house now~
49. This thing, is it spicy?
50. Hello!
51. I’m sorry!
52. Really delicious!
53. Do you know Japanese?
54. Sneak a nap while you’re working~
55. Let’s go!
56. Whatever that can be done tomorrow, do it tomorrow.
57. Oolong tea with alcohol, the taste is just too strong!
58. Are going to eat ramen at the end?
59. Can we go out again?
60. You are really good!
61. I’m sorry, please forgive me~
62. Relax, relax~
63. I’m too disappointed!
64. Are you working on an assignment now? You can’t not finish it oh~
65. I really want to go to the beach with everyone again~~
66. Now on sale.
67. dekodekodeko~rin (a gag he learnt in a show, he used it with the members during the mc part of the 2nd live tour)
68. Let’s go play!
69. What are you doing now?
70. Stay focused!
71. Sleep well~
72. Are you working on your assignment now? See, we will complete it together~
73. To everyone who has been working hard ’till late, I know that everyone is working hard~
74. It has reached the time to meet!
75. Hello~~
76. I am currently learning Korean.
77. It’s morning~ Wake up~
78. It’s time! Please hurry~
79. It’s morning, please wake up~
80. Your message is here~
81. Ah, your message is here~ aren’t you going to look at it?
82. Jejung has sent a message oh~
83. Ah, message! What is this? Ahahaha.
84. It’s not a call, it should be a essage.
85. It’s a love letter~ please pick up~
86. You have received a message.
87. Message, received!
88. Has the message arrived?
89. Honey~~ you’ve got a mail (in English)
90. Hey, a call!
91. There is a call.
92. A call is here
93. It’s a call from Jejung oh~
94. It’s a call from your friends oh~
95. It’s a call from someone important oh~~
RING RING
96. Are you not answering??
RING RING
97. Please answer the phone!

2more days

2010-03-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

After 6years and a half.

We seldom meet recently.
As you know his wrking hrs sucks. Hardly getto meet plus now my class started.
Its gonna be tough. Was chatting wit shannen sis, and realise quite alot unknown feelings, sorta buried within and were abandoned by myself...
For example. We met up once a week during poly years. That is cos i wanna concentrate on my studies plus i needa wrk parttime to feed myself. I thought this will end when poly is over. I jus realised tat i need to meet shiro more to sorta gain back the time we lost thru the past 3years. Well... Dont think thats gonna happen for now, for next 2 years. :(

Hmm. Then shannen sis made me feel much better. But i really wonder if my life will be similar to hers. Her past is much like mine currently. So broke that i cant even see the future. shannen sis advised me to wait. Well at least her life is one living example, i could always look at it. Revive my dying hope and diminish the fear and uncertainty. Haha.

Good news. Or bad news? Jaejoong ranked 1ST FOR JAPAN'S MOST WANTED LOVER!! Can you believe it? He appeals to almost every girl out there. Im super happy for him. But at the same time i dont wan to share him wit others. Buahaha! The news relighted the fire in me. Glee! I really wanna watch their concert or just let me see him once! I'll be so grateful and die of happiness. :X haha since i will walk past the temple everyday, i shall pray for this day! LOLS! :X

Haha. This is bad news for my chingul, cos shinee will be in singapore on d 13th. Which means they wont be in korea when we're there. One group down! OMG! Thou im not a fan of shinee (yet), as long as i can see one of d groups, i'll be super contented can. XD

Tues, shiro made me so mad!
He woke up at 1712.
After i bombed approx.
20calls to his hp and house. Roar!
And we're meeting at vivo. The show starts at 635. So rush!
Its free btw. Miss abit shd be ok yah? Lols.

I have got super duper piece of bad news! Its disaster!
Rmb im speaking of jayden's very first bday party?
I dono who to curse. Myself? The course? The exam?
My Amaths bridging test falls directly on jayden's bday celebration!
Wat the hell right!
So much of helping her out or even thinking of getting helium for d balloons deco! Argh. Its all gone... This test seriously F me up with a GIGANTIC LOSS. zzz. I really wished to be there to witness everything. Right frm start till end! Guess that aint gonna happen yar?
Grr.... The more i think abt it the more it hurts. WHY MUST IT CLASH? There are 365days! SO, WHY MUST THE EXAM FALLS ON THAT DATE? Zzz.

Im still not decided on what to wear over in korea. 8days! Omg. Cant win rui unni, her trip is like 1whole month away and she already had in mind the clothes she wanna wear. Not for one day but every single day! >-< was racking my brains. Well i had lotsa patterns in my head. But they will add on to my luggage's weight xD hmm but i made up afew combis ady. I shd go back and examine my wardrobe again. Im scared tat i had actually forgotten some lonely clothings. Lol. Well. Can you believe it. I rmbed some of em but i couldnt find them sometimes. Haha! I really feel tat im super slack in my dressings nowadays. And whenever i look into the mirror. I cant help coming up with the word- PLAIN. yes im v sian of it. But my workplace is so dam near my house. At uluu location. Not much handsome guys. Its like if i dress up. No one will see. LOLS. :X :x

Okay. Chingul went to hav her haircut yest! I told her not to. But she v tempted. I knew the outcome. She's d only one i can take pics with over at korea leh! LOLS. Yups. So in d end. She turned back into shindong2 ..again. Haha! But she like it. Ok luh. At least she's not depressed till she wanna hide frm camera. Wahaha. Her hair is shorter than jaejoong's and key's! OMG! >-< .

2010-02-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Wahaha. I bought contact lenses again (: thanks to my yuki. :D took more orders for tis brand tt i hav nv tried before. Jap EOS lenses. Hee.

Hmm i hav enroled for uol's bridging course.
Its kinda funny..i hav no idea how i came to this conclusion that i shd go bridging instead of waiting for the final reply from local uni. Zz..
Dont care so much luh.
I need to get started somehow.

Was having pasta mania today when rui unni said one very good news :x
she is actually considering bringing us to bangkok!
Aint that cool?!
Jus the thought of it makes me super happy.
Keke ^^ but then there's prob cos ai chingul and rui unnis are partners.
So cant really take leave tgt...
Mayb when the times comes for d dept transform thing, things may turn out different? Lols.

Will be catching a movie wit shiro tmr.
Like finally? He's so busy! He hardly gets any off day this week!
He only gets 2full days off per week and for this week, he got NONE as he needa attend talks or some functions :(
so he's left with 2half days. So dam pathetic can! Grr!
Yup and i still got 2sets of free movies waiting for us to utilise them. Lol.
Oh tmr will be catching lighting thief. (: and i also wanna catch alice in wonderland 3D, but thats not tmr :x

OMG. Saa says if i make payment by next week, i get 12% discount!
And the total would be ard 3.7k ba. So tempting!
I hav actually decided to pay next week, BUT THEN THINKING BACK, I DID APPLIED FOR LOCAL UNI! Haa funny right to forget that.
And also sorta funny for myself to determine not accepted by either one. LOLS.

I know i shd wait. i but then,its like an opportunity loss right infront of my eyes. Sadded :(
anyways went daiso alone jus now and amazingly i bought 5items.
Wat sia. Its all for tat korea trip... Kept spending for tt trip. ~.~
2thick socks. 1wallet, yes i dont hav one and i need one for my WON. :X and swimming cap- cos we'll be heading to water theme park. Not sure if it is compulsory. =.= and a beanie which looks like what jae joong will wear. LOL!

I need a sling bag too! Zzz. See? I needa get so much stuffs. Argh.

And sunday am meeting my chingul for natas fair. We needa buy our travel insurance! Haa. Then we'll be goin to bugis. I wan find a suitable bag XD HEE.
And its gonna be a lovely day as i can finally open my angbaoss! Aint tat great.?
Wahaha! haha its a norm of our family to do that. i will only know the total amt tmr. LOLS.

hmm went to Etude house and i tried my best to rmb all those stuffs tt interests me. LOLS. i really love that shop, its real sweet & all ^~^
i hope we getto go Etude! haha. i think its not wuite cold over there thou its supposed to be a "SKI" trip. checked the weather forecast and its like 8-15degrees? =.= how can the snow not melt in that temperature, i wonder!! lol. now im even more confused, i hav no idea what type of clothes to bring there 0.0

k!

2010-02-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

7hours of kbox with my hyung!
slept for almost 4hours this morning only.
Buahaha!
Its so dam shiok to hav the mike to yourself for 7full hours. And even thou we sorta lose our voices after like 5hrs? Lol! Serious! We speak macham like whisper! Haha!

Really love it (: jus tat we strained our arms cos we kept holdin it upright =.=
i stand while singing, cos its really chilling in there! If i sit, i'll freeze to death! Hahas :x

Tried alot of new songs and as expected i dono some parts hee. Nvm practice makes perfect. There's surely a ' next time' glee. Anyways kbox CHANGED THEIR SYSTEM. And ITS SO GOD DAM COOL!
THERE ARE LIKE 2FULL PAGES OF DBSK's SONGS!
And most impt is... it includes BALLOON AND BOLERO! 2of my favs! ^~^ happy. (:
wah when jaejoong comes on screen... I cant help it. It is so tempting to touch his face. So i moved forward and touched his face on the screen!
Then hyung kept laughing and boo-ing me! LMAO!!! Well its hilarious i knw... But its really good, that feeling, like its a natural reaction. He looks really handsome and pretty! God, words cant describe how i see him! >.< hehe.
Well i wanna say dont order the got lemon tea cos it sucks. Cant even clear my thirst!
Oh ya. There's even 2NE1 songs e.g. I dont care and my 3fav songs frm brown eyed girls! Sign, abracadabra and candy man! Wahaha. Cloud nine!! ^^
and finally, i passed hyung her belated bday present :D

the new guy really turned up today.
he's joining our team :)
haha so that makes like 5guys in our Finance team (strength of 60?!?) LOLS.
hhaahhaa shiro is gonna b so sad =x
cos i told him this piece of news a few days ago... u can see his mood immediately changed. wahhaa. AP is no longer safe!!! watch out man!!
haha, he's too worried already luhhh.
nothing is gonna happen =.=

woooo my yuki brought JAYDEN to our hse on 7th day of CNY!!! >v<
HAPPY AGAIN!
jayden grew so much!
but myyuki cant really feel the diff.
his face changed quite alot, esp the size of his head! heee! XD
anyway, my parents seriously likes Jayden ALOT ALOT!! hahaha
my mum kept commenting on Jayden's smile.
and kept on implying the contrast between his serious and smiley face.
YAR im shocked too actually, cos i dint see jayden having such a WIDE SMILE before. HAHHAHA
but its really sweet, to be able to look at him and know what kinda stuffs he do everyday... no matter at home or outside, and mayb some small habits/actions he oways do... THAT IS HIM. those small small stuffs represents him... =)

he's so cute! he likes to touch my papa's coarse chin!! wahhaa!
my papa is so delighted!
he's so shocked and happy!
cos this is the VERY FIRST time a baby allow him to carry without struggle or tears.
not forgetting to mention LIKING his rough rough chin!!!! HEHEHHE.
jayden is really a v interesting baby! LOLS. first time meeting such a bu shuang kid.
he can do head stunts look at you and raise his head "WHAT YOU WANT? BU SHUANG AH?!?"
HAHA this action made me laugh! and i saw twice that day!

his bday coming soon le. 9thApril... i hope i can help myyuki with some stuffs.
she and edwin seem so busy... lol.

my wifey treat me so cold at work loh.
i thought we're happy. and then in the end, without knowing what is wrong... i dono how to face and react luh. so weird.
i cant see nor feel what is in her mind =.=

no idea y a person can change so much within 2weeks?
its so hard to adapt to them.

holiday mooooood

2010-01-28T17:30:00.001+08:00

ah harhar.
actually intended to post this one JaeJoong's bday- 26th Jan 2010...
who knows. sigh. drag till now =x
wells HAPPY SUPER BELATED BDAY TO MY HUBBY : D
and also to my HYUNG-nim =x

hee, trying to save my blog from dying out.
it is been toooo quiet lately. =x
yes i wanted to blog using my Satio. BUT, the connection oways shut down by itself when it feels laggy =.= so im unable to paste stuffs tt i typed to my post. so lame right!

recently went to get it done and at least i could send mails w/o any connection :)

and i received my VALENTINE DAY PRESENT TDY :D :D
RED ROSES ^^
i know its v early and i complained abt it.
well it was expected as we wont b able to see each other for the next 2 days.
tmr- he's on duty-morningshift. and the day after- night shift.
means 1st day of new year, he'll b heading to his grandma's hse then he will go on duty. =(
what a sad valentine's day! LOLS.

hehe, recently im addicted and immerse in a taiwanese drama. wahhaha!
Next Stop, Happiness.
starred by VANESS.
well he is unexpectedly HOT & SEXY, and i find him so appealing cos he's so FAIR >.<
LOL. yups he's no longer the F4's Vaness- which im really glad. =D
his expressions were good! jus tt his chinese not really good so he kept NG-ing =x=x
its a sad story.. i cried for the 1st 10 episodes. sigh.
but he's a good father. haahha i also wan a hubby like him heeeeee.

anyways, today starhubbers are on HALF DAY.WOOHOOO. it is super shiok, but then cos of time constraint, rushed things like siao. =.=

packed my table yest! contented! cos it is so tidy and empty now. my didi was shocked when he came back home from the prata meet up with his brothers. LOL!!
he told me to maintain and keep it this way. THAT, is a challenge to me. XD

wahhha there's some goodnews recently.
and then i asked for a camera from my papa. wahaha!
i got cursed and swear by my sis and didi. =.=
anyway, got the money and i finally went to get the one i eyeing for so long- SAMSUNG ST550~~~ BUAHAHHA,
this is super wide lens. weeee~
not like my Satio- which is super close up! zzz.
so far so good. jus tt when it flashes, cant really see the features on the face eh.
mayb after transferring to desktop might b different la. lol

kays. AiAi Chingul and i changed our tour from SA to ASA. cos tt SA kept pestering us to change dates of flight. to either 1st, 11th or 23rd. we cant go on 1st nor 23rd. and 11th is considered sch holidays. which is 120bucks more. zzz.
it is so irritating, so we might as well join a confirmed tour @ ASA, current strength is 30? so cool la!! =D
tt SA refund will take ard 3-4weeks which is so freaking long. pissed off.
need to buy thermal wear and some gloves + coats liaos.
that will b after new year- after we get our ANGBAOSS and tahan abit. LMAO.

i painted my nails blue and my mum complained and kept pestering me to change colour.
what is wrong with blue? it is NOT BLACK =.=
Somemore its my nails leh. not her nails -,-
dont want to waste time reapplying. arghhh.

oh... there's a sad news cos my god-grandpa jus passed away like 2weeks ago.
he's 98years old. and im filled with regrets. well regrets only exist when some unfortunate event happens. yups. and im regretful.
i went for all 3days... im really honoured to have such a long life ah gong.
2 more years upon reaching 100years old! wooow right. wats more he's real healthy! jus tt the body parts are failing to perform.
yes, R.I.P ah gong.

Little Big Soldier is funny! lol.
my sis got free tix again and my didi and i went to watch it tgt.
ahaha its super entertaining.
thou it only evolves around Jackie Chan and Lee Hon.
quite worth the money to have a good laugh.

koreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2010-01-20T23:19:00.004+08:00

so rush so rush!
went chinatown with aiai chingul today after work.
cant wait anymore. cant delay anymore.
kanjiong!
Korea packages ranges frm 1550++ to 1700++ wat a big range man.
all 8DAYS of HEAVEN..
finally i getto breathe the air jaejoong breathes,
watch the place jaejoong lives.
see the sceneries jaejoong sees.
im super excited.
i cant believe i can be on the same land as him, wahahha
and chingul says i sound like a stalker. omg!
jaejoong is like 80% of the reason y i wanted to go sooo badly :(

anyways, did up a comparison thing btw Fivestars, ASA, CTC.
shock right y i chose fivestars again?
yar, its v tempting the way they write up their itinerary. other than that, after comparing, its nothing special leh jus tt the special food packages looks more luxurious. plus flight on weekends. and tt costs 145bucks more? =.=

hee its still winter season in March.
and i am so gonna get a pair of LEATHER GLOVES and cute ear muffs.. weeee. :D

actually wanna go SM entertainment, then again. jaejoong is having a lawsuit against tt co. therefore it would be useless to wait outside tt building. cos... jaejoong's location is............................... UNKNOWN LUH!
SO SADDDD LUH.

hmm some packages need 4 more pax and some 6 more.
i think we will chiong by this week? or next.
seriously cant wait ady. LOLS.

2010-01-14T23:31:00.004+08:00

im supposed to use my satio to blog tat day. Who knows it hanged half way thru and only saved the first few lines. So i got pek chek and abandon d thought of blogging.

its dam dumb i know. seem like i have not activate something in my phone that allows me to sms to my mailbox. super curse.

and yes, i permed my hair
yes, i went BIMB STAYOVER + PICNIC@Barrage last sat to sun :) :)
it was dam hot, but its all worth it.
we made all food ourselves and bought some tibits too. hee.
was WII & food preparation all night. fun!
at barrage we hav like thousandsss of jumpshots! LOLS >.<
i left a lill early cos i needa send shiro into camp.
this will be his last time goin back to HTA (HOPEFULLY!)
as COMING FRI will be his POC :) wells, HTA doesnt hav POP.
no parade, jus ceremony. glee. took leave on fri. but yet to b approved by shannen unni.

yes, i watched many movies.
many are for FREE. haha my sis got alot of tickets.
well, its free! so y not? =x
watched where's the Morgans, funny show. quite entertaining. love story.
watched Jump, a sucky show.
watched Law Abiding Citizen, this show is DAMN GOOD.
thou its abit uluu, its real good!
a murder case of wife and child and the judge let the murderer go!
so the mainlead finds his way to kill the jurisdiction.
v shocking and abit gore. lol.
i feel so happy abt the way he kill the murderer.
yes, if im the husband + father bet i'll do that too.

yes, i watched vampire's assistant.
the guy not bad looking!
but its super teenage movie.

AHH BEST IS AVATAR PLS!
LOLS! im kinda like a Pandora fan right now. hhehe

gonna catch LEGION and DAYBREAKERS SOON MAN!

yes, my aiai chingul & I have decided to go Korea this year. : )
will be goin either in March /May.
our unnis even more kanjiong than us, they are heading to Japan sometime in Apr and they stress me out.
keep saying take leave early better, otherwise someone else beat u to it then tts it liao. arghhss. im like an ant on charcoal now xD

im so gonna buy a korean lang book.
to practice korean lang. cos im real bad at it.
lols! otherwise how am i going to communicate with my hubbies if i meet them there? wahaha!

CNY is coming.
i still got alot of stuffs to do.
things like doing my sat tuition report.
finding/ try out my cheesecake baking skills. test out for val day. lol
going expo sales- watsons and robinsons?
buying shiro & my NY clothes
buying val present.( IT ALMOST SLIPPED OFF MY MIND!! GAWD)
shopping with mum for NY goodies /clothes.
going back to salon and get my hair done.
(cos there is a handful of hair doesnt look permy, jus wavy. its a waste of time)
going chinatown with chingul! THIS IS A MUST for our KOREA TRIP!
watching/ complete the series of wife temptation!
watch "xia yi zhan de xing fu" starred by the sexy vaness.
i shall pus the " hai pan tian xin" back. cos i really detest xiaozhu & li wei.

hhee think tts the update of my life bah?
LOLS.
i feel like im rotting big time in front of TV everynight.
or i rot on bed after i went out everynight. my brain isnt working.
too full to think straight. too many aims too many to dos.
too many work to do, too many focus point. too many deadlines.

everything is OVER

2010-01-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

think my blog is rotting. xD
been asked by some of my frds y i dint update. LOL.
well its been a little busy and aso LAZING ard.
so many things had happened.
i fell in love with another guy after watching "You're Beautiful" WAHAHA.
now my heart only has room for 2.
that is KIM JAE JOONG AND JANG GUEN SUK :D
seriously, i feel like heading to Korea!!
Chingul, faster! waiting for u to go so i can tag along! XD
if i have the mood then i upload pics + songs kays. =.=

AFA09 WAS OVER,

21ST BDAY WAS OVER.

K.L TRIP WAS OVER.

MA PO TRIP WAS OVER.

EOY2009 WAS OVER.

MASS XMAS PRESENT EXCHANGE WAS OVER.

XMAS COUNTDOWN WAS OVER.

JAS XMAS PARRTTYY WAS OVER.

P6 PSLE RESULTS + SCH REOPENS OVER.

2009 IS OVEEERRRR!!!

so many things la.
briefly update abit bah.
hmm went club with my bimbs twice/thrice these few months.
i really love clubbing with them. just dance all the way, and powerhouse is the love :)

then was clubbing with my unnis and chinguls last sat. : )
they are more to relax kinda club.
i cannot take it cos i needa shake the alcohol off me XD
so i dragged them to the dance floor, BUT the music is CMI. i gave up -.-

went my cousin's wedding :D
DeanDean korkor and Pearlie jie jie~
lols. bai tou xie lao ah!

hehe. hmm, there was ma po trip with shiro & his parents :)
i bought ALOT of stuffs this time round. cos the stupid KL trip (FIVE STARS) pissed me off big time.
luckily there's shiro- free labour. otherwise i wouldnt have the strength to carry em back. wahahaa. but this trip is amazingly fun~ cos they brought us to diff shopping areas + a v nice place for lunch!
its called Oasis bay~ people head there to camp and watch the FIREFLIES >.< so cool!
anyways, despite me forking out 1/2 of the amt..... he went mapo and bought another pair. SIGH...
ohyarr, he got block leave thats y we're able to get together : )
and i called him out almost everyday cos there's damn many place i wanna get my ass to!!! e.g: JEWEL BOX, shopping for xmas presents, catching movieeeessss!
thats y he's damn broke now. and sorta blame me for it.

countdown for xmas was disaster cos we know we cant get to jewel box at the v last min. but we caught AVATAR 3D, its SUPER NICE!! not like UP 3D(which sucks)
yeah man. people, u guys shd watch it in the cinemas! MUST WATCH!!!! :D
after the show we decided to hav steamboat, so we went to gather all the ingrredients for DIY steamboat.wahaha, esp the tomyum paste! hehe!
start the steamboat ard12+am and end near to 3am. shiokkk. =x

im OWNING SATIO RIGHT NOW :D
thou its not as perfect as i thought it was.
but its a bday gift frm my sis and shiro??? cos he still owe me 200bucks.!!! argh
yeah and i like it, jus tt the camera wasnt cybershot and it has a v near angle. which i hate! cant even fit 2 heads. super Fup. =.=
and now another prob arise.
USB connection failed. tts y i only have the 1st patch of pics in my desktop.
the rest were stuck in the phone. i cant seem to connect it to any of the desktops/laptops i have in my reach. stupid right?!?!? =.=
yar im sending it for software upgrade soon. mayb tmr or day after. dont care ady, i'll leave it there if 3days if they need 3days to get it done. im v tired already.

and yeah man, guohui scored the highest amongst the SBL kids :D
so proud of him thou i know i dont have any contribution to his success. lol.
he scored a beaut 262/300. pro right ^^
sadly his parents are sort of controlling his choice of sec sch.
then i can see how great my mum is giving me the freedom- to choose the sch i wanna go to. lol.

HELLO
2010!!
i wish i can start everything again.

hmm Countdown was at SILOSO BEACH :D
and of cos shiro dint tag along cos he's broke and i dont wan him to tag along and nag at me how broke he's right now. zzz.
went with shar, yingchee, her frds, her bf's frds and even met my pri sch, sec sch frds and my fellow scythia GL!!! really sucha small world! buahaha. and amazingly dint see any of my campmates there. lol!
well the bangalas are getting richer.
they are everywhere esp amongst the transvestite!!! god are they tt despo? LOL.
hehe the 2angmohs are real cute. dancing infront of us and making us laugh :D
they are young ok! and handsome! LOLS.
people there are friendly. :)
alot of people tapped me and wished me happy new year. so cute. luckily all chinese guys.... u knw wat i mean. HAHAHA.
bubble foam is super fun but dam dangerous!

feel so sieehh.
walked ard and in the end stone for awhile and almost fell asleep. LOL
board 1st bus ride home frm harbour front. and slept all the way thru. hahaha.

haha brief enough bah?

wrk was so crap today.
so many stupid things cropped up and we dono the reason yyyyyyy!!
arghs.
sorta blur today and kena suan by unni.
saying" U THINK NEW YEAR, NEW START ,THEN U WANT A NEW BRAIN ISIT! U REFORMATTED YUR BRAIN AH??!" HAHAHA make me laugh till peng XD luckily Jiaai chingul same pattern as me. so we have each other. buahaha
hmmm and im stuck with the thing i hate most.
Creditors listing.
seriously i must get the hang of it. so i wont let it bully me. arrgghh!!
i cant be frustrated everytime i see creditors listing! yar i must conquer u man!

fever again.

2009-11-18T15:22:00.006+08:00

im down with fever AGAIN.
yest was power. i felt somethin was wrong when im at work and i got real cold after lunch.
must be the weather, and also of shiro lo.
well i was trembling despite having on a cardigan and my denim jacket =.=
anyways went home and nap awhile while waitin for 7pm-time clinics open.
and my sis made a real big fuss when she touched my head and brought in icewater with towel and tend to my hot head. LOL.
i was dam cold. and i wanted to go see doc so much. but my mum insist on going there with me and SHE WAS ON PHONE! =.= and she nagged saying "do u know how busy am i? need to cook? need to clean?!?! cant u jus wait awhile?" wat the loh. of cos i snapped, and told her i would hav gone down alone long ago if she dint wanna go with me. goodness still gotta wait for her to put down the dam phone =.= even my papa sees how long she's hogging on to the phone, he started commenting how long she can be on the phone! LOLS!
so yar, finally she went down wit me with a hint of black face. haha.
the nurse? receptionist? took my temp and it read 38.8! god!
she says im on high fever and gave me a mask. LOL.
and we waited like 30mins! so terrible!
i got no sore throat, no cough jus plain fever! =.=
but i still took the lozenges, jus in case the sore throat broke out.

my mum was damn worried since my last fall.
and she ask the doc for my blood pressure test.
mine seemed low, but still in the normal range.
she's at wrk today and she made sure my sis and papa watches over me! OMG.
and she called back like twice already!
just to ask if im feeling better or hav my fever subsided. AHAHA, she's so cute! but abit over.
i wont fall again la. now tt i know, if im dizzy or cant see anything, i will jus squat, and vomit on the floor! LOL.

anyway, yest went to bed after everythin @ 9pm. and i got up at 3am.
suddenly i felt much much better, no more body aches, headaches or scorching head. LOL.. but still i took med and went back to sleep.
i spent my time applying nail polish in the morning. LOL
and still nap after the medication.

shiro is down wit fever too. his temp was 38 yest.
and he gotta book in today at 8pm.
poor thing, his condition is much worse than mine.
he got v severe sore throat and cough =.=
its been months already. sighs.

shiro gaming.zzz

anyway, we caught 2012 on monday!!!!!!!!!
WOOO THE SHOW WAS NICE!
I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
IT SHALL BE MY FAV SHOW OF THE YEAR!
teehehe. the pilot is hot! the one that has some russian accent and he sacrificed himself and died in the end. i find him handsome! LOLS.
and the little girl is sooo cute! >.<
thou the story wasnt really abt the Nibiru planet clashing with Earth's magnetic field, it is still linked to POLE SHIFT.
so real. i guess that will surely happen. it is jus the degree of seriousness. it is cute when the animation says "Earth actually has an expiry date" LMAO. logical? =x
well, im not scared if the whole world perish with me.
im just scared to die alone.
it is a nice show. and mayb we hav all guessed right. people will built space ships specially cater for rich/intelligent/brainy people. the others will be left behind to be devour by Earth.
Earth creates human and she shall be the one destroying what she created.
same logic as the Queen Ashaka in the book. LMAO.

some 21st bday presents i received. super advanced ones:
frm my xiaogu, too bad im out when she came and visit my papa

frm my SBL teachers: D
thanks all! haha

ohyar, me unnis and chinguls helped my celebrated last fri : D
went Kbox and it was the first time i stand singing! LOLS.
thanks to em- highing with me. LMAOOO.
its super fun! we even danced to SuJu's sorry sorry! LOL.
we're korean freak.
and goodness, there are abt 10 DBSK songs! and i sang Bolero.
chingul got addicted to the song already, heihei and i sent her more songs on mon, she also fell in love with "Doushite kimi ga suki..." LOL.
DBSK is high quality ok!
when i got nelise unni photos then i'll post some here and also on FB : D

MUFFIN- by shannen unni :D

TAI YANG BING- by Rui Unni : D

Kuromi Strap, gift by Rui Unni! <3
pls dont look at my kiam pa face. LOL

SBL's walls:
Helped em out painting the walls. and i love it alot.
all credits to Peixuan for drawing.
she's real good at art. : D

last sat was so unglam.
went town w/o any dressup/makeup =(
its a last min thing, to meet up my beloved maple friends.
myyuki, gary, edwin, vin.
gary lied to me saying jayden was not going! LMAO.
lucky i turn up lo, cos JAYDEN IS SUPERRR CUTE TT DAY!
OMG. HE WORE BUMBLE BEE OUTFIT! GOSH!
and it is damn hilarious when edwin carry him like a bee. >.<
everyone was staring at jayden and 3 chiobus were commenting how cute he looks. XD
REALLY REALLY CUTE! >~<

LOOK AT THE WINGS BEHIND HIM!!!!!!!!!!

A***

2009-11-12T20:25:00.003+08:00

god my new friend is sooo cute!
cant stand it! >.<
im living my life happily jus chatting with him! lol~
too bad he'll be on leave till next wed. gonna miss him.
cos he's havin his exams,
best of luck yeah!! : D

tmr my chinguls and unnis gonna hlp me cele my super advanced bday!
wahaha. wats going to happen? =x =x

Rui Unni came back frm taiwan, with gifts!! XD
she gave us tai yang bing in the morning and some nuts stuffs as tea break. LOL
i received a KUROMI HP STRAP and a mini dragon deco! wahaha, its real cuteee >.<
heard alot of stories and yar, i hav always wanted to go overseas.
and heard frm my new frd tt you're able to see MILLIONS AND ZILLIONS OF STARS at night in New Zealand. omg loh~

i think im addicted to my chatmate, mayb i should adapt properly.

anyway, **** will be warded into hospital again tmr.
hope everything will go smoothly.
im really sorry tt im unable to acc him tmr :(
will rush down after work on sat for sure.
i'll pray hard kays, so please be ok and live well!

was having my haircut at Twister yest and NONO and Mark Lee were there!
Wayne told me otherwise i dint even know, cos they were directly opposite me!
LOLS.
so cool la.
i came home and told me mum. and this is what she said "Mark Lee? y dint he spot you and recommend u to act in some TV shows???" LMAOOO and my didi was puking in the backgroud. HAHAHAA. so funny!!!

yiyi

2009-11-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

you can nv guess who i was chatting to today.. wahahaha!
it shall be a secret. hoho

both my sharon and Aiai chingul saw yiyi again today at lvl3 pantry!!!
OMG. and i was with shiro!! :( i swear i'll follow them there whenever thy wanna get drinks frm vending machine. wahahha!

my yuki intro me to a new series of contact lenses. they look super tempting!
the colour are real nice and thy got more real life examples. lol
so i ordered 2 pairs : D

shannen unni bought us MUFFINS today! its nice..i hope i could bake such delicious lovelies. hehe.

shiro came to ubi and had lunch with me :)
his deployment for this whole week is only for 3days and the rest are his off days.
wats more, he's able to head home every single day! good life. it aint surprising that he's still complain!! super ass.

i wanna perm my hair which costs ard 180bucks.
but before tt i need my other stylist to gimme a haircut!
he went re-service on sat and he'll be back only tmr!!! =(

recently am back to restaurant city.
and GREAT. i missed the halloween stuffs!
there are so many gothic furnitures and decos and i missed them all. damn.

mixed up.

2009-11-07T23:10:00.009+08:00

okay this is supposed to be an entry on 2nd November 2009:

Love my Saturday again >.<
Was wrking at SBL and listened to Angel’s rants.
she always story tell on sat, and its nice to hear. LOL.
And I oways complain to her abt annoymous. Hahaha.
There was a new card game in centre, monopoly in card form. Interesting!
Last round, Den won triumphantly! Super lucky with all those power cards!! Hehe.

Well im abit stunned when esther asked me e date of my birthday o.0
And she dint know tt its my 21ST THIS YEAR. HAHAHA.
Anyways, im here in SG on the day itself and will head to KL the nxt morning : D

After wrk met up shiro, he fell sick AGAIN.
He says he was on fever e past few nights and had abit cough plus sore throat.
And he still can spend money on cigar, pro.
Im utterly speechless and super disappointed.
Thought he will stop cos of HTA training. Like thy say.. the leopard never changes its spots.
So you’re sick? Poor thing? I think not.
I have defame him enough, have stomped on his pride enough, have criticised enough, but its of no use.

At 5.30 went TM to meet the botaks! HAHAA
First botak I spotted, I struggled to see his face, its BOON!! Lololol~
Well, he was heading to NTUC with Jia Zheng, so ya I was alone again =x
After awhile Nigel came in cap by a cab XD.
Then slowly everyone gathered, yong’s hair is sooo loonnngg now!
She says she don’t have a hairstyle in mind tts y she jus let it grow.
Settled on Café Cartel and then boon came in drenched =.=
His skin colour damn nice luh! Last time he was super fair. And now with his dark skin tone, it really suits him.
He thinks his botak looks nice on himself too. Hmm I sorta agree with that. LOL. Full of praises- He BIG HEAD LIAO.

Then young came after we ordered the food.
We ordered 2 platters (total for 10 peeps) and our strength is only 6. LOL.
The serving is not that HUUGGEEE la. Still okay.
And the desert is dam sinful… chocolate fudge on brownies and vanilla icecream on top 0.0
Wow wow.. all their hardwork and trainings gone down the drain in jus one night. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Heard sooo muucchhh stories abt their our field, bunk mates, BUDDIES!
Boon’s buddy is the LOVE man, make me laugh sooo much bcos of those really stupid stuffs. LOLS.
Owell the 3 brothers got into the same campsite, same building just diff levels and section. Omg.
And 3 of them tio CONFINEMENT TOGETHER!!! Erm.. not really together.

1st brother- Boon:
One fine day during their field training, he was v tired and he diint even bother to set his rifle to “safety mode”- his logic is: since there’s no bullets inside, no use setting safety mode ~.~ yeah and so, the rifle FIRED. GG, the comando beside him asked who isit. And he still turned laszily and confessed. LOL.

2nd brother- Young:
One fine day during their field training, he too was tired cos he had lack of OXYGEN, no la, cos he’s lack of Cigar puffs. Yups and he ended up in the same situation as Boon. His rifle FIRED. And tio confined.

3rd brother- Nigel:
Not sure abt the true story cos I cant catch a handful of terms thy were using. xD
Just know that he WALKED OVER A DRAIN AND GOT CONFINED.
Think they were not supposed to walk but run. LOL.

When they met up each other and found out tt THEY WERE ALL CONFINED, they were all HAPPY FOR EACH OTHER> HAHAHAHA.
Sad eh, means 2 weeks later then can book out =x
Just listening to them is enough. Hahaaa.

Went back Café Cartel after a tour ard TM. No good movies in theatres, so sadddd!
After 9pm, coffee drinks and snacks such as cheesee cakes were all half priced. SO COOL!
Chatted till 11pm, then we parted. Got out butts home except for Boon. He trying to make his day worthwhile. LOL
i went home : )

The food! 2 platters~ and sinfully seductive brownies.

yong.

Jacky.

group shots.

Nigel.

Ah Boon :)

thing is my DIDI IS BACK FROM SHANGHAIIIII !!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Haha, he’s not there when I reached home.
After awhile thn he came back, he went to hav supper wit his buddies.
Lol. Happy to see him back in one piece. And aso happy to see a KUROMI PURSE lying in a super cute HELLO KITTY paper bag. : D: D:D
And he bought this couple keychain and its so cute.
A piece of shit with a stalk of rose on top. They are detachable.
And he recommend giving shiro & me that gift. WAHAHAHA.
Good shiro is the SHIT. : ) im the ROSE. Teehehe.
And he’s real sweet cos he actually thought of Jayden in SH. J
He bought my godson a tooth rubber thing. Lol.

the very loved bag!

the shit and rose. lol

KUROMI LOVE!

On Sunday, met shiro in the morning to hav breakfast. Couldn’t eat Macs cos we’ll b having FULL lunch later.
So ate at the kopitiam. He ordered prawn noodles and the Q is like shit. So dam long!
I waited till im abit pissed. Lucky there was “the Queen of the Damned” with me. Or else I’ll die of boredom. =D
Im halfway thru already and its getting interesting, the mystery is really nice.
Still dono y the 2redhaired twins were being hated by the king and queen. And y they hate the 2 girls so much that they cooked their mum’s body and made the 2 eat the organs and brain. Vomits. Yar not only that. 1 was mute bcos they cut off her tongue and the other was blind bcos thy dugged out her eyeballs. Dam gross.

Anyway, he was back like after 20mins? And there’s nothing special abt the prawn mee.
I went to buy some kueh to eat.
Met my family at Din Tai Feng.. my first time there and I find the food variety really limited.
Left the most impt part out. Its my sis and my treat to WELCOME MY DIDI BACK HOME :D
Ordered lotsa stuffs. From soup to dumplings to vegetables to bao.
And shiro is so full cos of the prawn mee. HAHA miss out the good stuffs.
My didi came in the top he bought with me at bugis street. Same for shiro.
Ended up both wore couple tee. Jus tt my didi’s long sleeved and shiro is short sleeved. HAHAHA.
The bill adds up to 154bucks. Woo fat sum.
Then we went shopping in search of didi’s bag..
Ended up my mum bought shiro and didi each a bag, 10bucks only. Umbro sports bag.
It looks abit fragile, but its only 10bucks! Who cares? HAHAs.

And yups shiro claim tt he’s sick so I dint getto go parkway’s new cotton on. So wasted! I planned everything sweeswee leh :(
Then plans got destroyed and I’ll have to find a weekday to go.

couple tee? nah. LOL.

didi and me <3

BAOsss. :)

Botak and I <3

Family portrait. hahahaas

Papa& Mummy~

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yesterday's post:

and yes there is some serious matter going on.
let the pic speak for itself.
and yes we all cried like hell.
but we're all okay now. :)

The hospital.
dint knw thy hav such nice scenery. lol

yes, if u understand, u understand.
if you dont? u dont.

anyway, that stupid hospital does have MR.BEAN. and i was so excited! i tot i could finally get a taste of my crave!! and the auntie told me :Sry, we dont sell icecream here. im SPEECHLESS. seriously. i jus turn and walk away.zzzzzzzzzzzz...
and great, my siblings laughed at me. =(
and i dint getto go parkway till today..
was so dam busy past few days. took like 3times 1/2 day leave. lols

and im in love with today too! wahaha,
cos I GETTO EAT MY SOYA BEAN ICECREAM AT LAST! YUMMY!!
AND I GETTO GO TO PP NEW COTTON ON AT LAST!!
too bad i cant find the lace top i saw the other day ( when we went to PP during lunch hrs T.T) its gone.. from Earth. LOLS.
SHIRO CHANGED HIS HP TOO~ TO SAMSUNG PRESTON@ ZERO BUCKS =)
happy for him la. can get PDA phone without footing any bill.
one unhappy specs is tt it does not comes with WiFi. but its ok since he dont serve much of the net.
most prob i'll be using his new mobile when he's in camp. woohoo. HAHA.
oh wells. he's being deployed for afew weeks. he's able to go home every single day. BUT he hadda wake real early everyday to his workstation/random destination. haha.

YES IT IS THE ICECREAMCRAVEEEEE

this is shiro's fav cheesecake. =)
and my fav vanilla. hoho

he's so engrossed with his new mobile.

im all ears to his stories again and HE ALMOST GOT MARKSMAN! OMGGGGG.
just one shot! missed by only ONE shot and he could get MARKSMAN (100% accuracy) and there're 5 Marksman in his squad. lol. he kena so mch scoldings frm his instructors cos its really a pity to lose tt baka shot =(

he jus got his vaccine shot and i think he'll fall sick soon. tts e effect of the injection. lol.
anyway, the way he described how the medic gave the WHOLE HTA shots is exactly like how the pigs got the red stamp chop on their backs and then humans will chase them back into their cages. YES. I CAN PICTURE TT SCENE. LMAO! tts y he kept labeling that injection as "PIG FLU VACCINE" WAHAHAHAHA!

actually before all these happy things, i planned to get my haircut. but my stylist kene re-service. =.= and all other salons are super full. if i wait, shiro wld hav to wait for me! so i jus abandon the idea of getting a haircut. i'll wait till my stylist comes back. haha.

hmmm. friday was out with my wifey-Angel and her mistress-sihui. hhaha
i was late cos i went to my didi's award ceremony. he got top 10%. zai huh. LOL

our meeting time was 6pm and i reached at 630!! sorry girls! =( Angel was complaining her tummy is growling. lol went SukiYaki for buffet dinner! ^^

its nice actually! esp the BBQ(without the oil spilling part)thank god i wore long sleeves so the oil only spilled on my palms. bet my top smell like shit. so i helped my wife and mistress to ccq all the meat stuffs. it was yummy! the steamboat was great too, thou we dint really eat much. byut the miso soup was HEAVEN!! wahaha.

after all those hot stuff, it is time for cold desert~~ and we decided to go for ICECREAM FRYING. :D
yea like Angel said, eating ice-cream became a CHORE, it is so hard to eat a mouthful of ice-cream! we have to use up all our strength in exchange of less than a scoop of ice-cram XD LOL it all got stuck to the bottom of the metal plate. and we scrub like hell... but we still managed fry 12 cups of ice-cream~~ wondergirls!

wahahaha next outing will b when sihui get back from yunnan~ :) wanna sing!

hehe (cant upload the pics, cos singtel connection got cut off, b ut they are on FB. lol)

** OK SINGTEL SUCKS ALRIGHT? CANT EVEN LOAD A SINGLE WEBPAGE. BET THIS POST GONNA GET UP ON MY BLOG HOURS LATER. IT IS 2254 NOW.**

03.11.09

2009-11-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

where is shiro?
i got so much things to tell him.
i just hope i wont cry.
lucky he's not by my side or i will behave like a weakling.

knock you down.

2009-10-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

Fire Drill today!! HAHA.
it was all fated..
when we got to the stairway, my ahboy was just right walking down!!
he was located at lvl5. hahahas.
then thy dont like his english name, so thy started calling his chinese name. LOLS.
i dont like his chinese name eh. its abit weird, so i called him "yi yi" and my chingul totally pengs. HAHAHAHA. their hair all stand XD

our co. trying to buy our hearts ahh. wahahah.
they gave out MAGNUM ICE CREAM!!!! SHOCKING!! >.<
but too bad sharon says she feel sickness coming her way so she dint get the ice cream.
so wasted! im happy :D

was searching for this song for whole day.
finally i got it :)
its the first song on the playlist right now. hehes.
KNOCK YOU DOWN.

anyways, our sat meetup was cancelled cos our sihui~~ she's a real busy girl.
busy bcos of her passion volunteering. LOL.
so it was postponed to next sat (coming sat :))

hadda real tired and worthwhile weekend.
went marinasq wit shiro we went to stage prize!!
i want RILA KUMA BADLY!!!! T.T
i will make sure he get me one of those rila kuma softie. XD
well those machines seriously ahhhh. cheat our money :(
spent 10fat bucks on nothing. tt stupid rilakuma SAT UP AND LIE BACK AGAIN!!
it dint even make an effort to slide down so i can own him T.T
so damn sad!!!!
so i told shiro not to try ardy. waste $$!
bought 7plus tickets to Surrogates. was supposed to be 420. but then we were scared tt we might miss the timing. so in e end we had 3hours to sway our butts away.
we kept walking and standing for tt 3hrs!! im really surprised tt shiro did not even attempt to squad down or complain jelly legs. training in HTA is real good : D
went suntec to giv his ex colleagues a visit. lol.
thy say tt he looks CUTE. god. think thy're blind. LOL.
then we went carrefour and saw halloween stuffs!! omg. feel like goin halloween parrttyy already =x=x..

suits him!! bad guy!

strolled back to MS and bought our nachos. :)
finally getto rest our butts in the theater. hahaha.
i love the show!! cos everyone is so perfect! pretty and handsome. esp the first guy tt died in the show. he is DAMN HANDSOME.
and the wife is beautiful!! totally looks like a doll. v pretty doll :)
if only everyone looks tt pretty.... haha.

sunday went simlim in search for the camera tt i want and received a disappointed pc of news. onw of the shops rejected the stock bcos they encountered problems with the LCD screen!! they had returned all goods back to the agent. 0,0 wat the.. so i went ard asking other shops if thy met such cases, but thy claimed tt thy are fine... so weird.
i thought all the shops will return the goods. anyway, i want the camera badly bcos of the 2view function. v suitable for ME. LMAOO.

and YES, MY DREAM PHONE IS LAUNCHED. SONY ERICSSON- SATIO. 12MP TOUCH SCREEN. :D :D FAV!! LOVE <3 ^~^ it costs a bomb without line. S$1,098. after my lame 400bucks voucher =S$698 still a freaking bomb. i think the policy of SH regarding the NO LINE FOR PHONE PURCHASE is damn lame. wat to do?.. lols. so yarr, im finding sponsors for this 698bucks. currently 200-shiro, 150- sissy. LOLS.

had breakfast @ Macs with shiro. and this sticker thing is INTERESTING!! feel like mass buying Macs siol! LOL

@MRT

kays so after simlim, went to temple. you know y?
cos of some freaking ghost stories he told me on sat. so i want him to pray.
anyway, im still scared now.
wait till i feel better and more secure then i'll blog it down.
okays then we went into bugis street! my fav shopping district :)
bought a skirt and nothing else really caught my heart.
iwanna get my blue hair extensions!~~~
i think fareast still better eh.

hmm tmr sissy, mum and i are heading to VIVO :)
we're chionging DAISO. wahahaas.

omg i forgot to pen down e most impt thing..
SHIRO FELL SICK!! was supposed to book in today.in lieu of deepavali.
he took MC for today an tmr...
poor thing. he gotta book in all by himself.
his dad wrks till 7, unable to send him in. LOL.
but dont b deceived by his illness, he still can read comics for whole of today and play A3 when he got his ass home. tts y.. dont say tt im cold blooded. i just want to prevent my blood frm boiling. no use showing concern, i only get anger in return.

yar wats even more ridiculous is he kept forgetting stuffs e.g: where we bought his NS stuffs, which bus are we taking, which DIRECTION of the bus route we're taking. what he ate. etc etc.
SO DUMB!!!!!! IM SO ANGRY. COS HE KEPT FORGETTING DETAILS AND EVEN DAILY LIFE STUFFS.
THE EXCUSE HE ALWAYS GIVE : " I GOT OTHER MORE IMPT THINGS TO RMB TTS Y, all these small and unimpt things i cant rmb" =.= angry? YES. so mayb one day he can jolly well forget his way home or even forget me. LOL.

haha i love this panda! its sooo cute!! >.<
bought it frm 1 of our SH's online spree.
hehehe. cant wait for nxt one. WAHAHA

FRRRIIIDAYY BLAST!

2009-10-19T21:20:00.008+08:00

FRIIIDAYY WAS A BLAST! ^~^
ITS A CRAZY NIGHT~
grp of bimbos so noob that 3 did not bring i/c along with them.
made their way home thru cab jus to fetch their i/c! lols.
well 1 of them is ME!!! funny right? cos i really dont rmb bringing i/c.and i dont hav the habit of having it with me. =.=
noob. haha! luckily my mum kind enough to bring it down for me.
jac's with me. haha she's so good yea? cos she knws my area dam uuluu so she acc me >.<

anyway, spent 20over bucks on cab fare and made our way in before 11pm!!
and of cos i lied to get in FREE AS TERTIARY STUDENT. wahaha!
liyi, pauline and persie's cab aint tt lucky thou. the uncle drove ROUNDS. after thy queued and got in only at ard 1115pm.
sadded, gotta pay entrance fee. but its okay, we got free drinks instead. keke.

since jac and i reached early, we went to buy our dear pauline a piece of cake. and yanyan as FAKE CANDLES for her. wahaha
nto long on the really squeezy dance floor, jac caused some commotion!! LOLS. im speechless lo.
cos suddenly 2 guys wanna fight. and their buddies are wit em =.=
saw jac holding one of the guy's face to stop him frm getting hotter.
(whats going thru my mind: of cos she hold the handsome face over the other! LOLS)

starting dint really hada close look at tt guy.
then slowly, he kept hovering ard us and he did caught my attention.
then jac alert us all tt he is real handsome.
YARR, INDEED he is handsome!!
its like we use our eyes to devour him entirely. LOL!
his hairstyle, his height, his built his handsome face. its all so perfect!
then i aso realised, with his presence we're so lively and enthu. once he's gone like for a brk with his clique,
we lost motivation and we slack like hell. LOL.
well one good thing is there are 2 couples in his grp, thus the bfs entrusts their gfs with us.
sorta like their gfs will b between us and themselves. safer. yupyup. its dam cool tts y we getto see so much of him :D

jac says she wanna hadda pic with him loh. we tried to encourage her but she act shy, so in e end ditn take any pic with him..
once we left power house we all truly regretted not asking him for a picture. sighs!
lol. we danced till 5am? its so weird i tot it closes at 4am.
yeah. cos he's gone with his buds. not sure home or break. so off we went.
took cab back to liyi's hse. reached at ard 5++am bah.
went 7-11 and we started bimbo-ing abt tt annoymous guy. jac started to call him "HER SHANE"
and then everybody started guessing and naming him as our own. AHAHAHAA! its super bimbotic.
we went fb and did quizzes to get the first letter of yur nxt bf.
i got a "X" so i named HIM: XYLER LMAO!
(yeah and the new song on the player: DOWN is specially added in to keep him in mind. in memories of Xyler. LOL. its a nice song!)
then tt lame jac cldnt get "S" for shane thru the quiz and she re-tried till she finally got a "S" wth!! LOL
uhhhuh, then the really stupid stuffs started.. 2bimbs even went to search for "THEIR GUY" thru FB by typing in the names thy
came up with. i seriously think this is NO LINK AT ALL!!! like if u search u can find tt handsome guy? LOL?!!?!?!
made me laugh like shit. no logic at all.

after our crapping on each other's wall and freaking wild imagination.. we settled for our pyjamas parrttyyy :D :D
time flies. by the time the last bimbo stepped outta e bathroom, pauline and i saw light in the sky.
it is no longer dark!! by then its ard 630am! oh godd! hahas.
our hair still wet!!
anyway we took pyjamas pics & all. abit havoc arh.. we started coming up with all kinda stupid thing with our towels. and our cute pauline taught us the KOREAN STYLE towel folding!! the one JAEJOONG HAD ON IN A VARIETY SHW. teehehe. super unglam jiu dui liao. wahaha. but its really FUN. :D went to slp ard 7+.. dam funny. we had 3beds and we chose to squeeze tgt, lying on a pillow. : D :D
slept till 11+ and Pau went off for fam brunch out. me? shiro bunkmates called off the beach rd trip.. so i gotta meet him.. left @ ard 1pm, and the bimbs were still asleep!! thy sure can slp! i cant slp so long but i can sleep alot. LOL. sorry bimbs~

BIMBOS:
ahh now i understand, the lighting is really nice jac! hahas

liyi & me

back: Persie, liyi
front: Dol,Jac,pauline,Silvia :D

PYJAMASS-unglamorous

Towel madness!

hmm then shiro and i went expo metro sales :)
he bought 2pants and i bought a top.
tried to find jayden's clothes, but hav no idea y the clothes were either too small or too big. there's no clothing for ard 8mths-12mths de. =.= PLUS THR'RE SO MUCH GIRLS CLOTHING! kinda irritating. (cos they're too nice!) :(
went bedok for dinner :)
i faster called up my mum and bribe her using food not to mention clubbing infront of him! she still can joke lo, she says she's going to tell him! warhh. and she added "hmm since u bought stuff for me to eat.. i help u luh! " LMAO. so lame!

on sunday, went swimming wit shiro. our meeting time is 9am, he woke abit late plus it was raining, =,= went tamp interchange, waiting for his arrival.
ehh, then im shocked, cos he actually bought along his swimming stuffs!!! 0.0 he normally wont do tt! lols. by then the rained is gone. and the sun came to greet us.
abit sunny, but luckily its early morning sun. not tt strong.
went shop ard tamp and CS.. lols. he bought a cap and some stationery.
his law course started ady. in7weeks time it wil be his test! so fast yea?

new bag! finally got tt police bag =.=

the lunch i had the other day at beach rd :)

hmm my cough is gone and still hadda little flu. :(

atwork:

with botak:

myGFs:)

unnis and chingul! :D
(bet ruiling unni will kill me if she saw this. i shall try taggin her in FB! LOL)

yest my sissy showed me 1 of her frds in FB.
she studied japanese and she getto knw his current bf thru some exchange prog.
god it is the life i hav wanted badly back then!
to have and marry a japanese!! wahahaa!
her guy is quite handsome.. hmm mayb considered v handsome amongst japanese guys. huuurrr

i wanna K

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wah so sad. pauline's bday some Nexo-ians cele for her and i knw nothing abt it :(
hope to make up for her on fri~~

it seemed like my unnis and chingul became my v true listener now. LOLS.
i tell em almost everything. LOL~
today dam funny.
my ahboy came down again.. i was at Nelise unni's place. then Doris came over and say "that guy is handsome!!" now then she realise! LOL. i dont wanna let her know i've been eye-ing him all along. HEHE xD LOLS. they kept saying thy wanna call up HTA main office for shiro and warn him abt me!!! HAHAHA. i think ruiling unni v worried. she kept saying shiro mus b inside stabbing himself with knife. Nelise unni even FUNNIER! she says shiro might be crying under his pillow at night! LMAOO!! make me laugh sooo much! HAHAHA.

haaaaa, was telling em how bored when i kept singing same songs in k. and thy suggest to organise a K gathering for my bday!! and funny thing is i have to organise. bully me :( cos thy say im new bird. o.o LOLS. thy say till abit scary ahh. dono wat thy'll do to me! HAHA.. yeah, i'll organise!! LEAVE IT TO ME! :D
(we'll sing the wang fei song kays! hoho)

tmr will b accompanying nelise unni to city plaza for her gown(as sister for her sis wedding). its been ages since i stepped in tt bldg. lol.

great news~~~ my didi is IN DIRECTOR'S HONOURS LIST >w<
so smart huh? GRATS DIDI, too bad he's overseas.
tts y my mum cant wait to talk and tell him this piece of news in msn. hahas.
bet my mum cant wait for tt award ceremony
cos she wanna aim for the BUFFET. LMAOOO

i think i dint mention this.
Forest is down by 1 tree!!!!!!!!
TAIZI IS ENGAGED!!!!!
lol he's my jap class grp mate if u rmb. yups. he's handsome and tall blabla.
and he's engaged!!! cant believe it man. super shocking news.
he like a year older than me? and he was tgt with his girl ard 1yr after we became frds in poly. god, this is fast!
then i told ruiling unni i feel sad.
she laughed at me loh. and says i mus check shiro's body when he book out to see if he had any holes/scars on his body. LOL!!!! so lame!